132 Stories (revised)
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It must be a coincidence, it must be a coincidence.
However, I still found the video of the award ceremony to watch, Xu Yi alone almost won all the weighty awards, and Chen Shi won the newcomer award and the best single.
As for the support on the ground and online, the media commented: evenly divided.
In contrast, most of Xu Yi's fans are young people who have entered society, twenty-five or sixteen years old, who have lost the impetuousness of their youth, and they are not as fond of tossing as they were when they were teenagers.
Actually, I'm too, I don't want to toss anymore. I think even if I am not with Xu Yi now, and Chen Shi comes back, I still won't accept it.
Speaking of which, some people may think that I am hypocritical and that I am ruthless. But I think anyone who has experienced the past of me and Chen Shi will be afraid, for more than a year I have often dreamed of the situation when we were separated on the train, and there is not a single time when I did not wake up crying. I also often dream that our children are crying at me, and he accuses me, and he says he hates me.
Seriously, I'd be scared.
I'm sorry for him, so who is sorry for me?
So, let it be all in the past. I hope we can all forget about it and live it well.
I moved to Xu Yi's apartment because photos of us at the hospital had been posted online.
Someone with a heart turned out those old things between me and Xu Yi and Chen Zhi, how Chen Zhi protected me at the beginning, and how we tried our best to clear up the relationship with Xu Yi, now it seems that it has become a huge joke.
I was pushed to the center of everyone's accusations like a clown, Chen Zhi's fans said that I was Guo'er, that I was flesh and blood, and then he came out to clarify, and the scolding was even more.
I received so many calls that I simply canceled my number.
When Xu Yi was almost recovered, I went back to my place, I was not a big person, and the place where I lived was easily inquired about, and then I was disturbed from time to time like that year, by reporters, by those fans and fans. In fact, they may not be malicious, someone found me and only hoped that I could help them meet Xu Yi or Chen Shi.
Even, it would be nice to ask for a signature.
In fact, it's good to hide in the past, and after this period of time, there will be nothing, but the landlord said forget it, he refunded me this month's rent, and hoped that I would move out as soon as possible.
I packed my luggage, I can also find another person to find a place, even a few hundred dollars a day in a hotel is not unaffordable, I am not the same person I used to be, I will not have to wait for others to rescue me at these times.
But I still moved to Xu Yi, because that day when I was embarrassed in the middle of the crowd, and the suitcase was pushed down and scattered, Xu Yi broke through the crowd and came to me, he put his arm around my shoulders and announced to everyone, "She is my girlfriend now, I think everyone will have a past, and there is no stain on her past." If you have any questions in the future, you can come directly to me. ”
To the west, let's live together.
This should be the most gentle thing Xu Yi has ever said to me, I used to think that I would continue to be hypocritical with Xu Yi, but I know that I can't be hypocritical, okay, I want to live well with him.
To others, he's a big star, and to me, he's the one who's going to live with me.
Chen Shi also came to the school to look for me, I don't need the QQ blog anymore, I changed my mobile phone number a while ago, he had to come to the school to find me, in order not to be seen by others, almost every time I have to wait far away.
In the past, I would have found a way to sneak over to him.
But I didn't, not once.
Until one day he found me in the library, and in the summer, he wore a baseball cap and a mask and played a game of chase with me between the bookshelves. I couldn't avoid him, but I was still grabbed by the hand and walked to a very corner.
When I took off my hat, I saw that his eyes were bloodshot and he didn't have a good rest.
"Why are you hiding from me?"
I didn't look away from him, "I'm not hiding." ”
"To the west!" he called out my name in a low voice, but there was a bit of impatience in his tone.
I didn't listen, I was about to hide when I had the chance, and he pulled him back and hugged him, and it hurt to lean my back against the bookshelf, I frowned and pushed him away, and then he put his hand behind me again.
He said, "Let's make peace." ”
Again, I don't care, I'm going to struggle, and I have to exert a lot of strength. I knew his hand would hurt a lot, but I couldn't help it.
I yelled at him, "Wouldn't it be good for you to let me go?"
I regret saying it, but I didn't mean that. It's not Chen Shi who can't let me go, and it's not me who can't let him go. We're just stuck in that shared memory.
I used to think I loved him more than him, but now, it's obvious that I escaped first.
I'm probably sorry for him.
I put my most ruthless appearance in front of him, and I didn't want to listen to a word of his explanations, because I had already thought about what he said, and I didn't believe it, but I felt that it was useless to believe it. This is called things and people, but Chen Shi insisted that Xu Yi and I be separated, and he couldn't say a direct reason.
It seemed that the words were on his lips, but when it came to the critical moment, he just pursed his mouth and refused to speak, he just didn't want to let go of me, and told me over and over again, "It's not good for you to believe me?"
I was about to cry, I didn't know what his hand was now tossed by me, so I didn't move, and honestly was held for a while, but I still said, "I don't want to believe it, really, you can let me go." What's the point of you coming back to me now? I can't go back. You let me go. ”
Chen Shi let go because there seemed to be someone around us, and he told me not to move, and then put on his hat and mask again and walked out alone.
The last thing he said to me before turning around was, "Trust me, I'll prove it, and I'll wait for you." ”
I watched his back as he left, crouching on the ground alone and crying.
I hope that this is the last time, I believe him, but I don't want him to prove it, and I don't want him to wait.
I cried, not because I still loved him, not because I thought about the past. I cried, but it hurt because the scar was torn open.
I stayed in the library late that day and didn't go back until late, and when I opened the door, I happened to see Xu Yi walking out with the key.
I asked, "Are you going out so late?"
He frowned and walked over to me, "Where have you been?"
"At school. ”
"Remember to turn it on next time. ”
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