Chapter 1259: Desolation
Cui'er looked at the boss Tong Yue and the boss's son Ouyang Zhiying, and they all ran in the direction of the city center.
These two mothers and sons are also yes, they are worthy of being two mothers and sons, and even their behavior is exactly the same.
What the hell are they going to the city center for? Are they all for the same thing? Can't the mother and son communicate first? I really don't understand these two mothers and sons, the mother is very good to the son, and the son is very good to the mother, but the two of them don't communicate well.
It's all good psychology. Isn't that good, really good, is it good? The little nanny felt like she was making a tongue twister.
So, just shaking her head, this little nanny has no way to leave, no way to go out with the boss or the boss's son, because the whole family has lost it to herself, such as this crazy old lady.
Xi'er looked out the window and shook her head, for example, this very crying son in this family, this Belle, hey......
But today it's still pretty good, today I always think, I don't know what this son eats, is it honey?
Or is it said that when you are full and your body is clean, then Belle will not be noisy? There is really a set with children, and a set is really needed. But this little nanny will understand more and more what others want, and how Belle should take it.
This little nanny looked in the direction of the city center, the city center was brightly lit on one side, and it was almost a bustling city on that side, of course, this city was originally a bustling city, and this city was also an industrial city.
Cui'er looked in the direction of the city center, those glamorous lives were not suitable for her at all, although she had stayed in that city center, although she had stayed in the richest family, in the most luxurious villa for so many years, but it was never her own.
Working with others is working for others, and I can't find a sense of belonging.
Thinking of the sense of belonging, this little nanny actually had a feeling of loss in her heart.
What exactly does a baby mean?
What exactly does the baby mean just now?
The little nanny was circling in her head over and over again.
Now when I see anything, I think of my baby's words.
What does the baby mean? Is it because he listens to the boss's arrangement, or does he really want to take me on a trip?
Cui'er shook her head again.
Shake your head, don't know, don't know!
How could those things have made sense?
There are some things in the world that can only be proven by time, and sometimes there are things that time can't prove, so forget it. It's like the lights in the distance, the lights, the sparks......
Those beautiful lights never belong to me, and tomorrow when the day dawns, maybe these lights will be gone, and tomorrow night maybe some lights will be changed, some colors will be changed.
When those beautiful things are like fireworks, it's better not to fantasize about them. Don't take it seriously until that moment.
If the baby is not interesting to himself, if the baby is good to himself, it is just purely out of being a good person. Then it doesn't matter. Because people have not promised anything, because they have not promised anything,
Cui'er thinks about this, even if she is comforting herself, it doesn't matter. Anyway, if love comes, you can't stop it, and if you don't have love, you can't force it.
I once forced a love, forced or had a family, and also forced to have my own son. But is it all demanded?
Not at all, my son is gone, and love is gone......
No, no, no!
So how is it called love?
That's not love at all, what kind of love is that?
That man, that Cha Basin, is a carrot, almost a cynical hooligan, how many girls has that man played with? It's not that I don't know, I know the man's character, I know what kind of person that man is......
Cui'er looked in the direction of the city center, looked at the shadows of the lights, saw the sparkling lights, looked at the beautiful favorite things, and suddenly, the corners of Cui'er's eyes felt a little moist.
Her heart felt like it hurt, but it didn't hurt. People don't think of themselves as girlfriends at all, they don't take it seriously at all, they don't love at all, how can they be demanding of a love, a marriage, and a child?
When Cui'er thought of this, she thought of another man, this man was a man she liked, a man she felt was very suitable, because this man was very close to her own taste and character. It would also be a beautiful thing to be able to spend your life with this man.
It's just that this man is inevitably too dull-
Cui'er knows very well in her heart that this man is no one else, this man, he must be Wang Jiabao and Baobao. However, the baby's emotional intelligence is obvious to all.
Low for all to see.
Why did you let yourself meet such a man?
First of all, the first man has a particularly high EQ, and then the second man has such a low EQ. One is incredibly high, and for a while it can't be lower, and the two limits, I'm sorry to have met, even if it's unlucky or lucky?
Is this an experience, or a lesson?
Is this a happiness or a pain?
Maybe there's a little bit of that, maybe there's a little bit of pain and a little bit of happiness. Anyway, it's good to be able to meet them, and some people still haven't met them in their lifetime. It's like my boss, I have seen a love again, right? Is it really love?
Tong Youfeng is almost not a person, such a person should be considered unlucky before, right?
But the Cha River Basin I met now is also an unlucky person.
I didn't know what was going on before, and I didn't know what this love was all about, it seemed that there was no good or bad. Ouyang Liangying was lucky to meet Tong Youfeng, and Tong Yue was unlucky when she met Tong Youfeng. How can you tell the difference between good and bad, in fact, they are the same person.
Whether you can give each other happiness or not doesn't seem to depend on one person.
Cui'er thought of herself again, looking at the city center in the distance, looking at the bustling area, do those have anything to do with her? Yes, it used to have something to do with herself, but now it has nothing to do with it.
Just like the process of Cha River Basin that I met, I used to think that Cha River Basin was that kind of love, and that kind of splendor belonged to me, but now I found that it is not the same thing at all.
I'm just one of the women who have played with Cha Basin, but with a relationship to play. So sad, so miserable.
However, why was she so pure and innocent at the beginning? The little nanny was able to realize that she was too simple, although the current little nanny is also relatively simple, maybe she has grown, maybe she has matured. Maybe it's-
Cha River Basin is the same person, when he first met the little nanny, he was in such a bad mood, and when he met all the other women, he was so bad and in such a longing mood.
But now the Tong Yue I see again, the woman I have met who has never touched it, this man is honest, but single-minded, but infatuated, and people don't know why?
Are you seriously growing?
Could it be that such a cynical man will also have a day to change his ways?
Facts have proved that this man has indeed reformed and returned to righteousness, and he has indeed been subdued by Tong Yue, if Tong Yue doesn't promise him what to do, he can't do anything, and he is so desperate to help Tong Yue do things. It is also a good thing that Tong Yue met him, and it is also a good thing that he met Tong Yue......
Cui'er looked out the window sadly, looked in the direction of the city center, looked at the shadows of those bright lights, and thought about her own thoughts like this, her face seemed to have a painful expression, an expression of relief, and even more so an expression of letting go.
Cui'er was thinking, even if she had a relationship with this Cha River Basin, even if she was very friendly to this Cha River Basin, but now she should let go, and now she must let go.
Because I have fallen in love with someone else, I have really entered the heart of this baby, but I don't know what the baby thinks......
Ay!
Don't think about these troublesome questions, leave them to time to prove.
Although sometimes, time can deceive people, so as long as you have loved deeply, then don't regret it, don't care what the result is, because never, the result is false.
Suddenly, Cui'er found that there was something cold on her cheeks, no, no, no! It wasn't a cold thing, the little nanny tried to feel it, but in fact, it wasn't that this thing was cold, but the thing called tears in the corner of her eye, which flowed down.
These tears are actually hot.
I don't know what's going on, but I'm crying? For what? To say goodbye to the past feelings? For the infatuated man of the baby I met, right?
If one day the baby suddenly says that he has a girlfriend, he will be so crying here, so sad, it is unimaginable.
However, I don't want to go to these non-existent problems, otherwise-
A trace of melancholy drifted quietly by—
Prosperity and depression, wealth and poverty, just one street away, one side of the street is bright, and the other side of the street is dark and dark.
Cui'er looked out the window in the middle of the night.
The dark night was actually a little chilly. Of course, it's winter vacation, and this commercial city with fireworks is not cold in this season, and there is no winter in this city.
The warmth of the season, just like Cui'er's mood now, is now equivalent to the time when the green and yellow are not connected, and the beauty of the predecessor has been lost-
Specifically, how can you lose what you haven't had?