I nodded, and I said, "Zhang Hui, we have been working together for a certain amount of time, but we still lack a certain understanding of each other, so you have more or less opinions and misunderstandings about me, and I am indeed inferior to you in business." -- But life is life, work is work, I don't mix them up. I don't know what charm he has that makes you all so excited, but for me at this stage, finding a down-to-earth man and having a long-term relationship is what I desire the most. So, rest assured. ”

After I finished speaking, she gently exhaled a smoke ring, looking at her in a tight black dress in the smoke and looking particularly sexy. "Let's hope so," she said. Hey, Yan Bin is a devil. In the past few years, I have seen women fascinated by him and heartbroken for him, but no woman can make him feel good. He was always a prodigal son, an uninhibited man. ”

Her words were full of melancholy, and I suddenly thought that perhaps the original purpose of every woman who came near him willingly was to subdue the heart of a prodigal son?...... Sometimes it is not a good thing for women to be confident enough, and in front of such a man, the more confident they are, the easier it is to be lost. Because, his gaze never stopped for anyone.

I waited for her to finish her cigarette and walked into the office holding hands. Every time we travel, we are the highlight of the company, and we can become the focus of attention wherever we pass, but our colleagues in other parts of the company have a bad evaluation of us. After all, people who don't know the inside story always think that we just rely on our youthful beauty and dissolute character to please men, and our glamorous appearance and the monthly salary that they have struggled for several years can not catch up with are enough to make them envious, jealous, hateful, and gossip. In this regard, Zhang Hui and the others have long been accustomed to it.

I have only been in the company for a few months, and I often receive harassing text messages from those male colleagues who are unwilling to be lonely, they make fun of us behind our backs with the most vicious and unbearable words, and at the same time, they can't help but ferment hormones and fantasize about us in private, how ridiculous and pathetic the extremely self-contradictory human nature is. A thousand people have a way to live.

I know that even the sports car that Wang Ling drives to and from work every day is just deceived from men through inhuman means in their eyes. When talking about these things at lunch, Wang Ling said very calmly: "At the beginning, I cried because of these gossips and thought about resigning, but then I gradually became relieved. Didn't Fan Bingbing say that how much success you want to achieve depends on how much gossip you have to endure. Let them go, go our own way and make them envious, jealous and hateful, our monthly salary is worth a year of hard work in some of their positions, and their grievances are understandable. ”

I smiled and I said, "Were you in this business before you came here?"

She smiled and said, "Before, you wouldn't have figured out what I did. ”

I said, "I can't think of it." ”

She said: "Before me, I opened a beauty salon by myself. Later, the man's capital chain with me broke and ran away, and I was implicated and the beauty salon was banned. My parents felt like I had disgraced them and swept me out of the house when I was at my hardest. Later, a friend took me in, and when I met Yan Bin at a party, he pulled me here. At that time, I thought I could just have a job that made a living. I didn't expect to gain so much here, hehe......"

After listening to what she said, I suddenly felt sad. Beneath the exterior of everyone's scenery, there are many unknown pasts hidden deep in. If Wang Ling hadn't told me this, I would have thought that she had always been a pampered urban beauty. However, it is also, if it is not for the experience of Phoenix Nirvana, there are a few women who can calmly rise and fall in this business sea, and the temptations and challenges experienced every day are huge, and there are few women who can survive without extraordinary psychological quality.

I said, "Am I reminding you of a sad past?"

She shook her head, and she said, "It's been indifferent for a long time, life is nothing more than that." If you see it through, you will look down, when I was young, I still wanted to have a love, but at this age, I don't even have the heart to find a man. I bought a house and a car by myself, and lived the life I wanted, I think it's good, and I don't need a man to live. ”

I was a little surprised, and I said, "I meet so many men of all kinds every day, isn't there anything that makes you feel tempted?"

She smiled wryly, and she said, "What about temptation, I'm not the age to put out the fire for the moth of love." Shu Hua, aren't you tempted? Don't deny it, I know Yan Bin treats you differently. You were drunk that day, and he personally carried you into the car and sent you home, and he had never been so meticulous to any woman, hehe......"

The topic has turned here again, hey, these women who are trapped in love—

I sighed slightly, and I said, "Zhang Hui asked me the same question. I just want to say that at this stage, I really have no intention of being attached to relationships and men. You all have the life you want at a young age, and I still have nothing, I still have to fight, and I still have to fulfill my responsibilities and missions. Believe it or not, I don't have that heart for Yan Bin. ”

Unexpectedly, her answer was much more straightforward than Zhang Hui, she said: "I believe in you, I understand the feeling of being discouraged." You are the same now, just as I was. Although I don't know what you've been through, I feel like you must have just experienced a catastrophe in your life, holding a patchwork heart to reglue and continue to live, and look forward without hesitation, because there is no way back, and you have no time to take care of your inner emotional needs, right?"

I didn't expect her to be so thorough, maybe only after experiencing it can I instantly comprehend that feeling, I nodded, I said: "As you said, I haven't even solved the basic food and clothing, how can I have this or that mind." What's more, he is such an amorous man, if I fall into it so quickly, then I really am a thirty-year-old woman in vain. ”

She laughed, and she said, "He's the best flirtatious guy I've ever met, and it's still fun to play with him." But only if he is willing to play with you. I used to be confident that I would not be fooled by him, until one day he gradually became attracted to other women, and I realized that I had always been a plaything, and he was not my prey. However, I understand him, and although he never talks about his past, I know that he is not a bad man. He alone supported the sky of several of us women and led each of us from the trough to the light, which is something that few men in this world can do. ”

I strongly agree with this point. He may be emotionally distant, but at work, he does everything he can to fulfill his promise to us. When I got the first salary slip of more than 10,000 yuan, my whole body trembled, he is definitely a good boss who "does what he says" at work.

I said, "Let's not feel sorry for him." Wang Ling, can't you really forgive Chen You?"

She smiled a little, and she said, "I actually don't forgive Chen You, I'm just angry with myself." She is better than me, she can take the initiative to dedicate herself when he needs it, but I, I have my pride, although I am very humble in my relationship, but I really can't take the initiative to dedicate this kind of thing. ”

I said, "I'm still arrogant in this regard, okay, I'm for you." ”

"That's the only thing I'm proud of," she said. However, I gradually relented. I think after a while, maybe I can find a man who really suits me, and I won't be so obsessed. ”

I nodded, and I said, "yes." They actually have a deep relationship with you, and Zhang Hui also told me. ”

She said, "Well, when I get used to it, I'll take the initiative to give each of them a big hug." I have always cherished this rare sisterhood. ”

I said, "Well, you've been together for years, after all. I'm also trying to join, hoping to integrate with you sooner. ”

She smiled and said, "You are different from them, you are someone who can talk to each other." We laugh and laugh with the two of them, and we rarely talk about each other's hearts. We've been together for years, and I don't even know anything about their past. ”

This makes me feel surprised, but Zhang Hui and Chen You do rarely have this kind of heart-to-heart communication, I have seen them bickering when they are angry, and I have seen them fight and swear each other from time to time because of something, but I have never seen them hypocritical. In comparison, Wang Ling's inner world is much closer to mine.

We had a long meal at this meal, probably because we fell in love with each other, so we talked a lot. On our way back to the company, Wang Ling said, "Shu Hua, this is the first time I have told others about my past. ”

I said, "Don't worry, I promise no one else will know about it but me." ”

She smiled and said, "Well, I believe you." ”

Actually, I think she's much more honest than I am. I didn't say anything, not a word about my past.

We returned to the company, I took the initiative to smile with Zhang Hui and Chen You, and they also gave me a smile in return, Wang Ling's face was still faint, and we each returned to their positions. I still have a lot of work to do, and a lot of the documents and cost bills for this project are not in place.

At three o'clock in the afternoon, Yan Bin questioned me and said, "What box did you book for the night?"

I just remembered this, and I was a little confused, and I said, "Ah, I forgot, wait a minute, I'll call." ”

He made a sweaty expression, and then said, "Forget it, no need, I'll order it myself." ”

I don't know if my words hurt him, his words were cold, and there was no warmth at all. I hesitated and asked, "Is it really not necessary for me to order?"

He didn't reply to me, and I hung on for a while until I saw his avatar flash, and then he said, "I've made an order." ”

It didn't take long for him to come out of the office, and in the past he would joke with us before leaving, but this time he left quickly and seriously, without even looking at us.

As soon as Yan Bin left, Zhang Hui muttered, "Which of you has made Lord Yan unhappy again?"

Chen You said: "Who dares to provoke him, it is estimated that he is not in a good mood." ”

I didn't say a word, staring at his autograph for a while. Because he hasn't changed his signature for a long time, he actually changed it to "You don't understand me, I don't blame you".

This...... Did you say it to me?

As soon as the salary was paid, Zhang Hui shouted before he got off work: "Which of you is going shopping in the afternoon? I haven't bought anything for a long time, and I want to go shopping." ”

I thought that I hadn't been out for a long time, so I replied, "Count me in, I'll go shopping too." ”

Chen You followed and said, "Then let's go together." ”

I turned around and asked Wang Ling, and I said, "Wang Ling, let's go together, none of the four of us have gone shopping together." ”

I looked at her with a sincere look in her eyes, and she groaned and nodded softly.

At that moment, I clearly saw the gratitude in the eyes of Zhang Hui and Chen You.