Facing reality, I finally understood that nothing was a dream.

However, I couldn't say a word, only tears.

"Now, are you willing to face me?" Shen Muxin, who seemed to understand everything, put his hands on my shoulders and looked serious.

I made eye contact with him, followed the gaze, and finally nodded.

"Su Yu, you...... Do you still like me?" he asked, slowly, cautiously and sincerely, as he looked at me.

If you like it, how can you not like it?

But why is there a voice in the bottom of my heart shouting loudly-

"Don't believe, don't believe, otherwise, you'll hurt even more. ”

More pain?

More painful than what?

As soon as the thought flashed, my heart was already so uncomfortable that I was about to lose my breath.

There seemed to be a lot of fragments in my head that had been smashed to pieces, and I tried hard to grab something, piece together something, but to no avail.

I pushed his arm away and forced a smile: "Aren't we here to play, come on, you just taught me, let's try it!

He looked at my pale smile and didn't speak for a long time.

The starlight under his eyes went out little by little.

"Okay, let's play. Then, in silence, he picked up the tennis racket that we had left aside for a long time, and handed it to me in silence.

I took the racket and didn't dare look at him.

The two of them began to serve, receive, and play in silence and evasively......

Obviously, it was the first time to play tennis, but I seemed to be very talented, I played very well, my body coordination was good, and my pace was good, and I was able to play with Shen Muxin, a skilled worker, for more than an hour.

He, sweating profusely.

I'm also sweating profusely.

The sweat of exercise washed away everything that was sweet and crying, and a tremendous pressure on the verge of explosion filled the air.

I was more resolute than ever.

There is no wornness.

"That's it for today. "He looked at me like this and didn't say anything in the end.

I nodded, silently gathered my things, and handed him the tennis racket in my hand.

He looked at me and didn't immediately reach out, with a hint of anticipation in his eyes.

I lowered my eyes.

He took a deep breath, finally collected his emotions, calmly took the tennis racket, and said in a muffled voice, "Let's go, go take a shower." ”

I walked out of the court with mixed feelings.

In the locker room, the moment I turned on the faucet, with the sound of rushing water, my strong surface finally revealed cracks of despair and heartache.

Everything for today, for me, is enough.

In this life, this day is enough.

The water was rolling down, but I was reluctant to touch my face, especially my lips, and the tenderness of the kiss remained on the surface of my skin, not dissipating at all.

I carefully covered my face with my hands, gently caring for every inch of skin on my lips, for fear that the beauty between my lips and teeth would disappear too quickly.

Shen Muxin, it's been ten years, I love you.

Still love you.

But when I grew up, I didn't dare to say that I loved you anymore.

I don't dare to come near you, I can't believe you.

Maybe you're too good for me to look up to, or maybe I'm too ordinary to look up to it.

Today, whether you are moved by me or for some other reason, you have a liking for me, but for me, liking is far from enough.

Like, it will end at any time.

And love can last.

When one day you decide to love me, let's start again, shall we?

Otherwise, let me, alone, love!

Use this life to protect and adhere to this love.

As for your love, I am fortunate to have it, but I can't, I die!