At the end of May 2007, the weather in Seoul began to heat up, and the early summer had not yet begun, just like the drunken wind of late spring blowing the trees outside that had just begun to flourish and thick, and the emerald green leaves were still showing cloudy, and the sun was faint and faint.

"Doodoo Dot ......"

Taeyeon was lying on her desk, her cheeks bulging and making a meaningless sound as she looked out the window. It was between classes, energetic boys running in front of them laughing, windows vibrating in the shouts of running and youth, and sometimes girls holding hands, in contrast, she seemed a little lonely alone.

In the future, this kind of loneliness is probably normal.

When the mind is withdrawn by chance, the brain will have such thoughts, and then I don't know what kind of expression I should show......

She's running out of time in Seoul.

“…… Do you really have to go back to Jeonju?" bored for a while, a girl sitting in front of her turned her head and asked her as if she was reluctant and sad.

Taeyeon pursed her lips and wanted to say something, but in the end she just nodded: "Hmm......"

After coming to Seoul to study for two years, after all, I have close friends, so it seems that being a man is not a failure.

"It's good here, why do you want to go!"

"The school doesn't allow truancy, and the applications have been returned, so there's no way. ”

“…… A bunch of old-fashioned guys!" muttered the good friend, his expression dark.

Taeyeon didn't know what to say at this time, and at the age of 17 or 8, she hadn't learned to deal with too many partings, and she didn't know how to sincerely say "be strong" or "it's okay" comfort. When faced with something that is difficult to solve, it is mostly silent.

The transfer procedures have been completed, and today, the last day here, will return to Jeonju tomorrow, and the reason is that she can't resist - during the summer vacation, the group she belongs to has been named "Girls' Generation" is about to make her debut.

Makeup, rehearsals, music video shooting, and other things have been put on the agenda, and life has begun to get busy. This life made it impossible for her to stay at Cheongdam High School, which rejected ghost students. I can only choose an art school with a relaxed curriculum in my hometown, and according to the family's wishes, at least let her finish high school, and her academic qualifications will not be too ugly.

The parting came so suddenly. And it makes sense to become a reality.

She lay on her desk. The eyebrows drooped unconsciously. It is obvious to express a low feeling, which makes the good friend in front of him speechless, just muttering "A bunch of old-fashioned." Can't you be accommodating?" and so on, and then fell into unspeakable sadness.

Leaning her head on her arm, Taeyeon tucked her chin into the small space where her arms were encircled, as if this subtle movement could bring her more security.

In fact, saying goodbye to her current life, she has already been prepared, to be precise, even if she doesn't have such thoughts, the company will teach her to think.

"What the company wants to launch is a star, an idol! Not a sentimental, self-pitying little girl all day long!"

The sharp reprimand of her memory was still in her ears, the shadow of the whip was drawn on the guardrail of the dance studio, and she still remembered her sudden startling heartbeat in the crisp sound.

That was the first time she knew that the place she longed for, the place she stepped into in order to follow in his footsteps, was not so beautiful, on the contrary, even if only a tiny corner was revealed, the cruelty behind it was still intuitively revealed!

"In a few months, when you walk out of this gate, you will say goodbye to your former selves!"

"Whether you are self-deceptive or self-hypnotic, you must convince yourself that you are a star, an idol, not an ordinary teenager who is indulgent and wanton, wearing casual clothes and eating cheap ice cream! Because in a few months, your every move will be amplified by the media and the audience, and your words and deeds represent the achievements of the company! The company does not allow any individual to appear that destroys the overall image. ”

"If you can't accept it, or don't want to accept it, it's okay......" In the memory, the whip pointed to the door, and the faint noise behind the door seemed to penetrate time and space, echoing:

“…… You can get out of here, there's people out there who want to come in!"

It was the first lesson she was about to set foot in society, cruel and merciless. Whether she or anyone else, she knows that the company does what it says, and at S.M, no one is indispensable.

Zoom in to the entire entertainment industry, and there is no one who can't be missing.

Even Ahn Joon-hyuk!

A few months ago, after the incident of the vigorous active artist becoming the CEO of an American Internet company, the Korean entertainment industry quickly forgot about this person's existence, and the prestige that once swept the headlines of various media is gone, and gradually returns to the normal mode.

She didn't seem to see him in the newspaper for a long time, even if she knew where he was, even though she often received calls from him, but when the phone hung up, the voice faded away, and a strange feeling of unaccompanied still enveloped her.

Especially when she recognized the so-called reality.

Saying goodbye to friends, it's too heavy.

Say goodbye to the past, but the real self is even heavier.

It was so heavy that she couldn't breathe......

……

At the end of the day's classes, after school, the boys cheered as usual and rushed out of the door, and Taeyeon was rightfully surrounded by sadness.

05 years transferred over,Although because it is a foreigner,Excluded,Isolated,But the feelings of the student days are not mixed with too many realistic factors after all,Relative purity brings tolerance,Sometimes a sentence is speculative,Or just think about insignificant concessions and care later,Friendship can sprout,Blink of an eye intimacy。

It's not child's play, but when one day we "mature", no matter how much we want to recover it, we can't get it back!

The parting scene is never joyful, when Taeyeon carries her school bag and drags the packed box full of clothes. While responding to the reluctance of a few friends, when she got in the car, even though she said that she would be back soon, and everyone could meet in the future, some people sobbed, and then, several little girls couldn't control it anymore, and hugged and cried in front of the school.

Passers-by couldn't help but look sideways.

When he was finally taken away by the car, he detached himself from the atmosphere of that moment and wiped away his tears. Taeyeon, who has always prided herself on being strong, is a little embarrassed. At that time, I was surprised by the passers-by. I'm afraid they'll think they're insane, right?

In fact, if you think about it, it would be nice if you could be a "neurotic" for the rest of your life!

One hand propped up his chin against the window. Look at the shadows of the city that retreats as the vehicles speed away. With dots lit up with neon. She thought.

At least don't think too much about it, at least it's true!

The car sped through the shadows cast by the setting sun, constantly leaving the various buildings behind. By chance, she saw "J.H" in the rows of shadows and neon, and she looked at its magnificent doorway, its brightly lit silhouette flying away in view, and finally faded into the whole city, indistinguishable from the others.

In a trance, I seemed to see a familiar figure.

…… How can it be......

Taeyeon lost his smile in a blink of an eye, and he was still in Japan on the phone the day before yesterday!

I'm tired of crying before, so let's sleep first!

Saying hello to his father, who was driving in front of him, Taeyeon curled up, half-lying in his seat, his eyes closed, and gradually drowsy.

The car drove quietly in the afterglow of the sunset, winding and circling until it reached the road with no end in sight in the distance. Through the glass, the light sprinkled on the girl's face slowly dimmed, and there were no lights in the carriage, only accompanied by the way, and after the night gradually deepened, the gradually shining street lamps provided insignificant illumination, and her sleeping side face flickered and dimmed.

Seoul slowly disappeared, turning into an indistinguishable night behind the car......

……

……

Coming back from Japan, there are a lot of things to do.

This time when he returned to China, because of the fact that Xiujing and Jingyan were with him, Ahn Jun-hyuk did not inform anyone, but it was clear within the company. I arrived in Incheon on a chartered business jet in the morning, and after arriving in Seoul non-stop, I didn't even return home, so I got off the bus and rushed to the company.

Although some things do not need to be dealt with now - for example, Gmarket entered the J.H family, he, the head of the family, has not met with the employees, and has been Kim Jung-wook and Park Young-joon to express condolences on behalf of him, but after all, it is not a long-term way, and there is no reason for the personnel fluctuation after the acquisition of Gmarket.

changed the boss, but the boss didn't appear at all, and no company was put in, people would be worried.

However, this matter is not urgent, Ahn Junhyuk is ready to prepare for a big meeting, and it is not too late to show his concern for Gmarket at the meeting, and of course, it will not prevent him from meeting with the management now to show respect.

It's not necessarily a good thing to do superficial things, but if you don't do it, it's definitely a bad thing!

The other is a music company and an entertainment company, the music company does not mention much for the time being, because of the sluggish market, the development bottleneck has long been tied to the neck, and at present, it is all up to him, Yoon Mi-lai, and Baek Ji-young to support the scene, most of the income is invested in the training of the next generation, and the development concept of mobile digital music is still in the theoretical stage.

In contrast, entertainment companies are the top priority.

According to the previous plan, J.H Entertainment will enter the home video market this summer, and low-budget horror films are the best choice in this regard. However, no matter how small the cost is, it is a very affordable investment for J.H Entertainment, which has just started, and Park Young-joon has presided over several horror films produced by zuò, which have been completed one after another during this time, and the samples have been cut, just because he is not there, and the internal test screening has not yet been held.

This matter can't be delayed, for a whole day, Ahn Joon-hyuk spent a whole day in the company of Park Young-joon and others, receiving the director and watching the sample film, and did not have time to walk out of the screening room until the evening, when the sun was already setting in the west.

The whole city was bathed in the golden glow of the dusk, and the thick warm colors of the afterglow of the afterglow smeared his eyes, and he squinted his eyes at the raging traffic outside the window, watching them come from afar and go in a golden cloak.

The sparkling waves of the Han River also rolled through the torrent of steel, like a burning cloud on the horizon.

The sunset was beautiful.

At that moment, he thought. (To be continued......)

PS: It's been broken for more than a month, it's not that I don't want to update, I'm busy at work, and I can't write it, so I have to break it.

It's close to the end of the year.,Finally free.,Although the festival is broken.,I don't dare to say that I'll pick it up right away.,But work hard!

People always have a purpose to live.