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Grandma Chen walked peacefully, and the doctor said that she would not be in pain at that time, and that this was actually a very good result for the elderly compared to being bedridden and waiting for life to dry up day by day.

Chen Shi let go of my hand and walked over step by step, and I followed suit.

Chen *** did have a faint smile on his face.

Chen Zhi stood on the side of the bed, his fingers clenched and loosened, and he even trembled a little. He pursed his mouth, his eyes red.

The doctors and nurses went out of the ward, leaving us with the last bit of time, Chen Shi reopened the lid of the cake, the candle had been inserted for several hours, although it was not lit, but the cake changed shape a little.

He lit and blew out the candles one by one, and didn't say a word the whole time, except that I saw that the water droplets on the cake kept smashing into the dents.

I stood beside Chen Shi, and suddenly felt that I couldn't help much, no matter what I said, he didn't seem to hear it, just raised the corners of his mouth with difficulty, cut the cake, and brought the largest piece to Grandma Chen.

But she couldn't see it, Chen Shi waited for a long time with the cake in his hand, frowning helplessly, and the last person ate it all.

We spent the night in the hospital that day, and then the doctor took Grandma Chen away, Chen Zhi lay on that hospital bed and fell asleep, his body curled up together, I helped him change the quilt, carefully wiped the tears from his face.

Chen ***'s affairs are very simple, she told us before, if there is a day, don't be too extravagant, the scene is so big Chen Shi will be sad to watch, the only grandson is sad, she is not comfortable in heaven, we respect Chen ***'s opinion, everything is simple.

After that, I wanted to send Chen Shi home to stay with him for a while, but he pushed my hand away, frowned slightly and said, "Xiangxi, I want to stay alone for a while." ”

I nodded, "Then you take care of yourself." ”

"Hmm. He looked at me confusedly and said, "Don't think about it. ”

I said, "No." ”

I know that people will behave differently when they lose their loved ones, some people want to be accompanied, and Chen Shi just wants to digest those sad emotions quietly.

I'll give him time, as long as I want.

It was cold that day, but the sun was full, and he squinted at me in the sun, "Then I'm leaving." ”

"Hmm. ”

A week later, we went back to Beijing, I had to take classes, and I had to go to the TV station for an internship, Chen Shi went back because his contract expired, which was delayed some time ago, and now the agent is helping him contact some companies.

When we returned to Beijing, we were going to be separated, because it was really inappropriate for each other to walk together publicly.

Chen Shi's current agent is a woman in her forties, who looks very sophisticated, and she has brought out many popular singers. It was only the first time we met, and she said to me, "I hope you don't meet Chen Shi during this time." ”

I'm a little confused, I want to see Chen Zhi, of course, this is not for my own reasons, but I feel that in the days when Grandma Chen just left, Chen Zhi still needs me more or less, but reality seems to not allow it.

As for Chen Shi, he looked at me and said helplessly, "Let's wait a few more months." ”

I understand what Chen Zhi means, he is for my good. With his current popularity, even if there is any scandal, it is not a big deal, but I, although I am just an ordinary person, I am a girl anyway, and it must be bad to say that one after another, and I will even be disturbed by some gossip reporters inexplicably.

By now, there has been more tolerance and understanding between me and Chen Shi, and there are many things that don't need to be said very clearly, but I know that I understand.

I believe in Chen, and he understands.

We were separated like this, or there was no formal reconciliation, but the bracelet that Grandma Chen bought was always on my wrist, and Chen Shi and I would occasionally contact each other, make a phone call, and sometimes talk until late, and he would sing to me on the phone as before, and put me to sleep.

I pay attention to his news on the Internet every day, and I know that he is tossing and turning from city to city.

Now, I don't feel lonely, and I don't complain by myself as I used to. I want to see him go further, because I'm also moving forward, maybe now we're not going in the same direction, but the world is so big and so small, we're going to meet somewhere.

I think that only when we grow together can we truly be together forever.

In December, I had my first assignment for an interview with a group of middle school students. But that was the first time I really faced the camera, more or less nervous, when I was nervous, I clenched my fingers hard, and finally the palms of my hands were full of nail marks, but the effect of the interview was very good, Master said that although I was a monk halfway, I used to exercise well in the magazine.

I was very happy that day, and when I came back to the station, I said that I wanted to invite everyone to dessert, and then I asked everyone what they liked and then ran out to buy it. It takes a lot of time to buy all kinds of things, and most newcomers will have to run errands for a while, but I didn't, and after I got the internship notice, there was a very senior senior who took me with me, and even studied for less than two months to have the actual interview opportunity.

I always thought that I had to do it on my own.

But it wasn't until I returned to the office with those things and heard my name in front of the door that I realized that someone had paved the way for me.

They said that the girl named Xiangxi was lucky, she had a boyfriend who was a star, everything was arranged for her, and she could have fun as much as she wanted.

I heard it, and of course I understood. However, the so-called celebrity boyfriend can't refer to Chen Zhi, then, there is only Xu Yi.

I had mentioned it to Rarity about the interview at the TV station, but I didn't know that Xu Yi also knew, and I didn't expect that he would privately arrange for me to pass the test smoothly, and even get preferential treatment that no one else had in the future.

Actually, we haven't been in touch since I broke up with Xu Yi, unlike other lovers who will be vigorous after separation, maybe our lives didn't have any intersection before, except for those short days together, there really doesn't seem to be anything else to remember, I just took the original photo out of my wallet and put it at the bottom of the drawer, and the mobile phone number has not been deleted, and I have not been contacted again.

These days, I am even more focused on work and study, and the last bit is reserved for Chen Zhi, Xu Yi, I am indeed about to forget him.

And now, I hear about him again under circumstances like this.

I was standing outside the door for too long, but I was still discovered, and someone called me in, and then everyone shared the dessert as if nothing had happened, and said nothing about what had just been said, as if nothing had happened. Some people also told me in private not to take it seriously, they were jealous.

I nodded and said thank you.

I was in a mess, and when I was standing in front of the door, I wanted to push the door in and say I quit and I was going to resign.

But forget it, since such a good opportunity is in front of me, I'm not such a serious person, but I think that if I have the opportunity, I will return Xu Yi's favor, of course, I have to say thank you to him right now.

After work, I waited for everyone else to leave before calling Xu Yi, he actually helped me a big favor, just thank you in person, I don't want to be entangled anymore, but this call is always going to be made.

Xu Yi answered the phone, "What's wrong?"

I took a breath, "I know about the TV internship, thank you." ”

"What's wrong? Someone told you?"

"It's not. I explained, "Don't worry, I'll do a good job." ”

"Oh, nothing else I'm hanging. ”

I paused, said yes slowly, and before hanging up, I said, "This month's money has been transferred to your card." ”

"Well, just talk to Rarity in the future. ”

Hanging up, I let out a deep breath. In fact, it's not that difficult, the troublesome situations I imagined before didn't happen, Xu Yi is indeed not the same person as us, his attitude towards me is not cold, but back to the old days, even after knowing each other for a year or two, he still doesn't make any expressions to people when he's busy, and he doesn't say much.

A few minutes later, Rarity's phone calls again.

Xu Yi meant to help me arrange the internship, and the person who actually carried it out was Rarity, who had a few eyeliners on the TV station, and at this moment he called me out to gossip, saying, "I want to comfort you." ”

Half an hour later, they arrive at the restaurant where Rarity has made an appointment, and for his convenience, the location is set downstairs from the studio.

Rarity goes to the bathroom, and I'm looking around boredly as I look at the menu.

It may not be an accident to see Chen Shi here, his previous company is also nearby, but why are the people around him so familiar?

Rarity washes her hands and returns, "Hey, where's the soul?"

I shook my head, "Who is that person next to Chen Shi?"

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