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I was a little disgusted, and I said, "I really don't want to mention it, if you think the past is so important, then I have nothing to say." You can choose me or not, it's your freedom. ”

I don't know why a one-sentence explanation makes me so resistant, I can explain everything clearly, I can obviously exchange his trust, but I just don't want to do this, I don't want to desperately empty everything I have in exchange for another person's favor. I always have a feeling that I can't love Yan Bin. I always feel that I am very passive in this relationship, because the only initiative after that night has made me fall into this passive impasse.

When he saw my reaction, he tried to twist my chin again, and I said hatefully: "That's enough! What do you want? Feelings are not a deal of forced buying and selling! It's not the absolute dictatorship that if you want me to go east, I'll go east, and if you want me to go west, I'll go west! Yanbin, I'm fed up with you like this! Can I beg you to let me go, okay?"

He looked at me in disbelief, and he said, "Shu Hua, my love is in your eyes?

I couldn't bear it, but I nodded. I said, "Isn't it? Have you asked me for my opinion? Have you considered my feelings? Always when you are happy you ask me to cooperate with everything you give, and when you are sad you put me out of it, is this love? This is simply possession. ”

His eyes were a little painful, and he said, "Yes, I really don't know how to love a woman." But I really tried my best to love, I tried my best to give you the best pampering I thought, and I tried my best to give you the romance that all women crave. Shu Hua, aren't you satisfied?"

I smiled a little sadly, and I said, "How can I be so good and worthy of such a deep love from you?" I can't find the state until now, I don't know how I should love you, how to accept your love. You're right, it's not just you, it's me. I haven't loved anyone, I don't know how to love someone, and I don't know how to maintain a relationship. We, not suitable. ”

He shook his head, and he said, "Do you really think so? What do you want me to do? Give up on you? I, Yanbin, will never give up on a woman I love." I don't want to let you go, and I can't let you go. Whether you feel pain or happiness, I will only hold your hand, I know that you can't escape, and you can't do without me. Well, I'm so confident. ”

At that moment, I really felt like the devil. But why did he only do this to me? I asked, "Why me?"

He said, "Do you think there is a reason for love? You are my woman, Shu Hua, I will not let you go. ”

I laughed, and I said, "You're making me miserable like this." ”

He shouted, "Then we will suffer together!

He kissed him again domineeringly, and I tried my best to clench my teeth and resist his attack. It's useless, it's all in vain, he's the kind of man who never gives up until he reaches his goal.

He tried again and again to pry my lips open with the tip of his tongue, I tried desperately to resist, pinched him, kicked him, but to no avail, he attacked tenaciously as if he had no weakness, and I suddenly felt extremely sad and tears fell. He felt my tears, licked the tears from the corners of my eyes directly with the tip of his tongue, and then continued to hug me hard and kiss me deeply......

I closed my eyes in some despair, gave up resistance, and let him wantonly occupy every part of my body, the writhing body will not deceive, the rippling love will not deceive people, he really understands my body code, he doesn't know how to please my heart, but he knows how to please my body...... I once again humiliated to cater to his domineering, at that moment, there was a sense of being born in a desperate place, and every cell of my body was like a blooming flower, revealing that unique fragrance. Once again, I have become his slave......

When it was over, he looked at the lazy and weak me and smirked, as if he was laughing at me for giving in so quickly, and as if it was a kind of satisfaction after victory. At that time, we were around the corner of the hotel, the lights were on, the night scene was blurred, and there were pedestrians walking by from time to time outside the car window......

He said, "How is it, are you still leaving me?"

I bit my lip and hatefully spat out two words: "Leave!"

He was about to attack me again, and I screamed desperately, "Don't!"

He smiled wickedly, and said, "You are really suitable to be my woman, and it suits my appetite very well." ”

I glared at him, and I said, "Why don't you die?"

He laughed, wiped the sweat from his forehead with a tissue, and said, "I'm dead, what should you do if you're empty?"

I was already extremely speechless for him, when suddenly someone knocked on our window, and he quickly pulled the blanket on the back seat, and quickly covered me and him at the same time, and then rolled down a little of the window and asked the man, "What's the matter?"

The man looked in desperately, and I was so shy that I hid under the blanket, and he said, "Sir, please get out of the car, your car has been occupying the road here for a long time." ”

Yan Bin said, "Okay, I'll drive away." ”

The man walked away, and Yan Bin saw that my face was flushed, and laughed, "Don't worry, baby." He couldn't see anything, and I couldn't see the inside at all from the outside of my wrap. ”

I said, "I'm so convinced, I can come anywhere." ”

He tidied up my clothes and said, "Okay, no more trouble." I'll tell you with my actions, you don't want to escape from my arms in your life, you know, stupid woman. Next time, tell me to let you go, and I'll make you feel more violent. ”

As he spoke, he helped me tidy up, combed my hair with his hands, and then helped me back in my seat, and said, "Okay, you have a good rest, and I'll send you home." Or, just stay at my house at night? I don't feel like it's enjoyable, I still want it, haha......"

I looked at his smug look and wanted to smoke him, and I said, "If you don't send me back, I'll jump out of the car right now." ”

He quickly took my hand and said, "Okay, okay, I'm going to tease you, silly woman." I'll send you back, obediently fasten your seatbelts, I'm going to drive. ”

I obediently buckled up my seatbelt, and he quickly turned the car around and took me away. I think about the situation just now, I am still a little afraid, although the lights in that place are very dim, but will anyone really see anything?

When he saw that I was in a daze, he said, "What are you thinking? Don't think too much, I won't ask you what you used to be, and what kind of monkey brother you used to have." Just be my woman, don't say leave me, don't say you're going to break up, you know? I'm going crazy when you mention it, I can't let you go, I need you, Shu Hua. ”

He was so cold when he was cold, and so incessant when he talked about love, that I could no longer argue about anything, so I could only sigh slightly, and then say, "You are a devil."

He actually stuck out his tongue and said, "Yes, I'm a devil, so I obediently accept my fate." ”

He drove the car downstairs in the dormitory, and I was just about to get out of the car, but he took my hand again, and he said, "Good, come and kiss me again." ”

I shook my head, and he simply pulled me over again, and then kissed me hard for a while before letting go, and he said, "Remember, every time you shake your head, this is the price." ”

I smiled and I said, "You only dare to do this when no one is around, do you dare when there are people?"

He was stunned for a moment, and then said, "Shu Hua, it's not that I don't dare. I can't do it now, give me a year, and after a year, I'll guarantee that everyone will be the same, okay?"

I just smiled and didn't say anything, opened the car door and walked out, he called me again, and I looked back at him in amazement. He looked me in the eye and said sincerely, "I love you." ”

I froze in place, and I remembered that this was the first time he had said these three words?...... I was in a trance.

I waved my hand blankly, but didn't reply, just turned around and walked quickly into the corridor, taking the elevator all the way up.

When he entered the door, he reflexively shouted "Haoran, I'm back", but suddenly remembered that Haoran had returned to his hometown. Counting the time, there is still half a month, and it is almost the end of the year......

Time is really fast, Zhang Hui and Chen You are not at home, at that moment I stood at the door, looking around at this empty house, feeling inexplicably lonely.

I realized that I hadn't wanted to be embarrassed for a long time, not because I didn't want to, but because I tried my best not to think about it, and tried my best to make myself forget the concern for her. But countless times a day, her well-behaved little face comes to my mind, I will unconsciously dream of her, see children's toys and subconsciously want to buy, see children's clothes and subconsciously think that she will look good, see parents holding children's hands and can't help but recall the happiness when holding her hand through the streets and alleys.

For a moment, I wondered if I was wrong, was it a mistake for me to leave her when she needed her most, was I too selfish as a mother, and was my ideal and my child, so contradictory and tangled in my love for myself and my child. Some people say that only by making oneself happy can others be happy, and some people say that only when children are happy can they be happy. And I, after all, chose the former. At that moment, I couldn't stop crying.

I think soon, yes, soon I'll be by her side again and never leave her again. I think soon, time will be half a year in a hurry, and it won't be long before she will be happy and happy to be by my side again, we can still rely on each other, we can still spend this long life together.

I told myself to be strong, to be patient, to move forward, to keep trying to make myself better, but I called Brother Monkey's phone weakly, and I couldn't cry before I could ask, and the first sentence I started was: "Brother Monkey, did I do something wrong?"

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