Chapter 102: The Past Is Like Smoke
After listening to Qin Yu's answer, I was like a deflated ball, and smiled bitterly: "Is it because your heart has also fallen on the Ming army!"
Qin Yu also laughed with me: "Yes, it's not!"
"Why do you say that?"
"First of all, Ming Jun is not Wan Peng, Wan Peng is not a real bastard, at least before he goes to Shuiquan, he is not!"
"You mean, when he deceived Wang Xinrui's feelings and completely ruined that girl, he became a bastard instead?" Qin Yu's logic made me feel ridiculous: "You mean, as long as people become bad and have no humanity, they will become bastards?"
"That's not what I meant!" Qin Yu shook his head: "I mean, the previous Wan Peng, no matter how fierce the fight was and how ruthless his reputation was, but he had no money, so he could only be called a little street hooligan, but after arriving at Shuiquan, Wan Peng had money, and he would slowly have the guarantee of strength, so he could be regarded as a little better!" Qin Yu pretended to be very mature and looked at me: "Han Fei, you have experienced too few things, and your thinking is too naïve! I'm not a stupid girl, and I won't follow the Ming army into Wang Xinrui's kind of fire pit, the Ming army is currently leading his subordinates to protect the mine in Ziliang's mining area, and he can have an income of three or four thousand yuan every month, although it is not a lot, but it is enough to mix up the days! Moreover, Wan Peng asked Wang Xinrui to be a young lady because of lack of money, but when the Ming army is short of money, I will give it to him, on my terms, the Ming army does not need to let me use that way to make money for him, so you don't need to worry about Wang Xinrui's matter, which happened to me. ”
"Even if Wang Xinrui's incident doesn't happen, then do you know Ming Jun? He has slept with more girls than I know AV women, if you are really with him, you will be ruined!" I looked at Qin Yu's stupid and innocent appearance, and I couldn't figure it out, why did girls with characters like Wang Xinrui always think that they had insight into human nature.
"I know that Ming Jun has a bad reputation! But his biggest flaw is greed for money, maybe one day, he will not like my people, but he will still like my money!" Qin Yu glanced at me indifferently: "You think of Ming Jun so badly, because you are not familiar with him, so your impression of him is all negative, but have you ever thought that your good brother Leng Lei, except for his social background, he is not as good as Ming Jun, and the rest are no worse than Ming Jun!" When it comes to playing with women's emotions, Ming Jun is nothing compared to Leng Lei! Do you know how many girls have been toyed with by Leng Lei?
Qin Yu's words I woke up like a dream, I just remembered that the first time I went to sing, the cause of that fight was because Lei Lei seduced a newlywed girl, which caused a bloody war, and I was stabbed because of it, but I have experienced too many things recently, I have ignored Lei Lei's lustful nature, after listening to Qin Yu's words, I slowly spoke: "Since you know that Ming Jun doesn't like you, and you don't like him, why do you choose to be with him?"
"Han Fei, you told me so much, is it because you like me?"
Hearing Qin Yu's abrupt question, I was stunned for a moment, and then turned my head very embarrassed, the sign of the Kodak Internet café in the distance had already come into view, I was silent for a long time, and then looked at Qin Yu again: "Yes! I like you! Just because I like you, I can't watch you being destroyed by the Ming army!"
"I like it, but if I like it, what's the use!" Qin Yu spoke, as if he remembered something very sad, but somehow, tears began to drip slowly down his eyelashes: " I'm a precocious girl, probably since junior high school, I began to secretly hide from my parents and teachers, and boys outside the school fell in love, my parents are businessmen who follow the rules, since I can remember, they are busy doing business every day, my material life has never been lacking, but the spiritual world feels particularly empty, I can't feel my parents' love for me, in their worldview, all my little emotions are priced, they think that money can make up for all my lack of love! So I began to rebel and began to like the kind of ruffian boys, because their bohemian life was exactly what I longed for, but I didn't dare to do...... So over the years, I've had countless boyfriends, but without exception, all of them were the kind of gangsters, but slowly I found out that they all just treated me as a tool to vent sexual desires, and an ATM!"
"Qin Yu, I love you! not because of your money!" I explained in a low voice, looking at her tears, I was very distressed, sometimes there is affection between men and women, just in that moment, there is no reason, it is very pure, love.
Qin Yu nodded with tears in his eyes, and leaned his head on my shoulder: "I believe in you!" From your eyes, I can see that you really like me, from the day we met, when you were downstairs in the billiards hall and asked me for a QQ number, I knew it, but Han Fei, we really can't ......"
"Why?" Looking at Qin Yu's tear-stained appearance, I was extremely depressed, and my eyes were red in anxiety.
On Qin Yu's long eyelashes, there were two crystal teardrops: "Because I am a woman who is a thief and does not die, after other women have been hurt by men, most of them will hate men to death and choose not to believe in love!" But I'm different, I always fantasize that I can find a boy who is really good to me, so whenever a boy pursues me, I'm easy to be moved, over the years, I've had many, many boyfriends, and I've slept with almost everyone, but what I didn't expect was that they were still talking sweetly the night before, wife, The baby called me, in order to sleep with me, how disgusting things can be said, but the next day they will try their best to dissociate themselves from me, and call me a bitch behind my back, because for me such a bad person, they are ashamed to admit to others that they like me, as if it is a shame to fall in love with me, not only that, but they will also take me everywhere to brag and joke with others, it turns out that I slept with me, but it is just their capital to show off, when they talk about this, they will not say it to others, in order to coax me to bed, In order to cheat me out of my money, they are all like monkeys like grandsons!"
"Qin Yu, I don't care about this!I really don't care! I love you! I really love you!" I looked at the haggard girl in front of me, who made people feel infinite pity: "I don't have to spend a penny on you, I want to sleep with you too, but I want to sleep even more, one sleep is a lifetime!"
After listening to my words, Qin Yu burst into tears and laughed: "Among so many men who want to sleep with me, you Han Fei is the most straightforward one!" Qin Yu stretched out his finger and touched my forehead: "It is also the one that touches me the most!"
"I'm serious, promise me, be my girlfriend!"
"Han Fei, I admit that I also have a crush on you, but we really can't!" Qin Yu stretched out his hand and pointed to the starry night sky: "We are like two stars, you are the North Star, and I am just a meteor, we may meet, but after all, it is only for a moment...... It would have been nice if I had met you sooner......"
Qin Yu's words made me faintly feel that something was wrong, and I clenched my fists: "You don't dare to promise me, is it because of the Ming army?" I admit that I am not the opponent of the Ming army, but if you choose me, even if you are desperate, I will not let the Ming army touch you!"
"Don't say stupid things!" Qin Yu blocked my mouth with his fingers: "On the contrary, I chose to be with Ming Jun, not because he forced me, but because I needed him!"
"Ming Jun is a gangster, what does he have to rely on?"
"For so many years, my reputation has long been rotten on the street, those men who have slept with me have used me as a tool, when needed, ask me to accompany them to sleep, when there is no money, call me and ask them to send money, and when they meet a little scoundrel, they resort to violence against me!"
"You can choose not to meet them!" Qin Yu's words made me feel that my chest was about to explode, I couldn't figure out why a little girl who was precious in my eyes was so worthless in their eyes!
"I tried, but it didn't work, I didn't answer the phone, they went to wait outside our community, even if they couldn't wait, they could always meet outside, slowly, I reduced the frequency of going out of the house, even if I went out, I was looking for a big fool to play with them, at least they were many, and they could protect me! But recently, my dad said I can't always stay at home, he asked me to go to Haikou City, Hainan, to work in a company opened by a relative's house, I don't want to leave home alone to go so far away, so I told my dad to find a job here, my dad couldn't resist me, so he agreed, at the beginning, I was in the mall with a clothing store, but the group of people were harassing me every day, no way, my store was closed, and then I went to find a job, just two days of work, and was fired because of their harassment!"
I was a little stunned by Qin Yu's words, I didn't expect those men to be scoundrels to such a point, I wanted to say something like I want to protect her, but after thinking about it, I shut up, I knew that even if I said it, it was just bragging, Qin Yu's ex-boyfriends were all bastards, and wanting to protect Qin Yu as I was tantamount to a fantasy, after knowing what happened, I had to admit that although the Ming army was using Qin Yu, but for the current Qin Yu, the Ming army is indeed the best choice, and it is a thousand times better than me。
Looking at my expression, Qin Yu smiled bitterly: "Now, you know how chaotic my social circle is, those little girlfriends before me don't dare to play with me now, they are afraid that they will get into trouble with those little gangsters because of me...... If I want to stay in Ayang, I can only choose a powerful boyfriend like Ming Jun, because only in this way will I not continue to be harassed by those people. ”
"I can choose to mix in society for you!" My eyes were red: "What the Ming army can do, I can also do! Give me some time, okay?"
"Han Fei, I don't have time to wait for you! What's even more tragic than the difficulty of finding a lover is that the lover has found it, but he can't touch it!" Qin Yu shook his head slightly, pointing to the Kodak Internet Cafe: "I'm a little cold, and I don't want to talk about this topic anymore, go and sit upstairs for a while, I'll be back to Skyworth in a while!"
Looking at Qin Yu's resolute appearance, I sighed and walked towards the Kodak Internet café with her, today's events were completely beyond my expectations, I haven't experienced these things, and I don't know how to deal with them, I have an obvious feeling that Qin Yu's hearts and I have been connected, we know each other's minds, but we also clearly understand that we can't do it.
It felt like a fire had destroyed my house, and I looked at the ruins and knew it was my home, but I just couldn't go back.
When I got to the second floor of the Internet café, I pushed open the door to the private room where we frequented.
'Bang!'
After entering the door, Lei Lei was sitting there playing a game, and there was a girl sitting next to him.
'Brush!'
After hearing the voice, the girl turned her head first, it turned out to be Zhang Lin, she first smiled at me, and then saw a Qin Yu standing next to me, and her smile froze.