Chapter 420: Jealousy Is Not Original Sin
"Woo~Woo~Woo~"
"Woo~Woo~Woo~"
"Woo~Woo~Woo~"
Don't get me wrong, such a rhythmic cry is certainly not haunted, but Taeyeon's crying. ∮ ∮ ∮ little ∮ said,
Lin Anran whispered to comfort the crying girl in his arms, he only then found out that the girl was really made of water, although he took off his coat, but the clothes were still relatively thick, and he actually felt some moist feeling because of Taeyeon's tears, and not only on the chest, but also on the sleeves because Taeyeon was unceremoniously pulled over to wipe his tears, but fortunately, the air conditioner was turned on in the car and it had been blown dry......
After a long time, Taeyeon finally turned from crying to sobbing, and then from sobbing to choking, but finally did not shed tears anymore.
The music video has been turned off, otherwise I don't know how long Taeyeon will cry.
Leaning on Lin Anran's arms, Taeyeon's eyes were red, and her pretty little face was also flushed, not because of the crying exercise that made her face twitch, but ashamed.
Originally, I thought that Lin Anran exaggerated the tear-jerking effect of the MV, and thought that she would try to shed a few tears in order not to make Lin Anran lose face, but who would have thought that after seeing 'herself' in the MV suffer a car accident, and 'he' was anxious and panicked, coupled with the exaggerated breathing and heartbeat interspersed with various happy memories, especially the tears dripping from the corners of 'his' eyes, she finally couldn't hold back, and tears poured out like rain.
Don't say that Taeyeon is weak, the heroine of this MV is her, it can be said that she has experienced the plot in the MV, and she is completely attentive during filming, and Lin Anran's singing voice is so infectious, so that she understands that at least Lin Anran sang to her when recording this version.
Poignant love is always easily welcomed by women, regardless of age, and they like to substitute themselves in this relationship. But each experience is different, and the degree of substitution is also different, but Taeyeon is different, and for various reasons, she completely substitutes for 'she' in the MV, just like returning to the scene when she was shooting wholeheartedly. It's different from the one-sided perception when shooting. This time, looking at the plot of the entire MV from God's point of view, Taeyeon has a sense of flickering, or delusion.
The screen used to play the MV is fixed at the end of the MV: in the center of the picture is the scene on the outer layer of the villa with a sea view, "he" is playing the piano, "she" is dancing on the side, both of them are smiling happily, and in the blue sky above their heads, the avatar of 'he' and the avatar of 'her' are looking at each other and smiling.
This is the ending at 4 minutes and 40 seconds, and it is also the happiness after the ups and downs.
Taeyeon stares at this image in a daze. Consciousness suddenly became a little blurred, "Oppa, do you think this could be our past life?"
"Perhaps. Lin Anran's hand tightened slightly, and there was a moment of stiffness on his face, he really didn't want to think about his previous life, just because in his previous life, he couldn't hug the girl in his arms like now, and even could only humbly look up at this girl from a distance, as a member of the crowd.
Taeyeon didn't notice Lim Anran's abnormality. She was just immersed in the fantasy that rarely happened to this Girls' Generation captain, that beautiful love fantasy. Even when she returned to the dormitory, she didn't remember to wipe the tears off her face, and although her teammates had rested due to the fatigue of the day, Tiffany, who was in the same dormitory with her, was still waiting for her to come back in the bedroom, so she was misunderstood.
Tiffany has been a little absent-minded lately, if it weren't for the heavy schedule of the second series. She would definitely run to Lin Anran to ask what he meant, and at this time, seeing Taeyeon's crying appearance after being sent back by Lin Anran, she didn't even cover it up, and couldn't help but ask anxiously: "Taeyeon, what's wrong with you?
Tiffany doesn't believe Lim Anran will bully Taeyeon. But if it weren't for Lim Anran, how could Taeyeon cry like this?
It's just that Tiffany unexpectedly found that in addition to worry, there was some snickering joy in her heart, because Lin Anran and Taeyeon had problems in their relationship before, and had the opportunity to occupy the position that originally belonged to Taeyeon in Lin Anran's heart...... Is it a bad girl?
"Huh?" Taeyeon looked at Tiffany suspiciously, not understanding why she said that she was bullied by Lim Anran, until she finally understood when she saw her appearance in the mirror, "No, the MV of "My.Prayer" was completed, I watched it with oppa, and the result was so touching that I would cry, oppa, how could he bully me." ”
Yes, how could Lin Anran bully Taeyeon.
Taeyeon blushes and goes to wash up, but Tiffany is lying on the bed, staring at the ceiling in a daze, until Taeyeon goes back to the bedroom and turns off the light.
Listening to Taeyeon's 'good night' voice, Tiffany pursed her lips and finally said, "Taeyeon, don't sleep yet, I have something to tell you." ”
"Well, okay, you say, I just don't want to sleep right now. Taeyeon rolled over and looked in Tiffany's direction through the faint light coming in through the window, and although she couldn't see clearly, she could feel that she was looking at herself.
Tiffany opened her mouth and thought about it for a long time, until Taeyeon said in a daze that she couldn't hold it anymore, and then whispered out her previous jealousy of her.
After Tiffany's words fell, she didn't hear Taeyeon's answer immediately, and the air was terrifyingly quiet, which also made her very scared, not afraid of any terrible supernatural things, but afraid of losing this sister who had slept in the same room for several years, "I'm sorry, Taeyeon, I know I shouldn't think like that, but I still can't help it, I really can't help it, I'm not a bad girl?...... Bad Girl ......"
Tiffany's voice grew deeper and deeper, ending with some sobbing sounds.
The faith that has been maintained since childhood is not a joke, even if it is ignored because of the life of trainees and artists, but it can still be regarded as something engraved in my mind, this time because of Lin Anran's relationship, Tiffany turned her back on the faith in her heart, but she never got a formal reply from Lin Anran, she really couldn't hold on anymore, if it weren't for the busy schedule that suppressed her, she might have gone crazy a long time ago.
And tonight, because of this little thought, she almost had a tendency to collapse.
"Pani, we're sisters, aren't we?"
When she heard these words in her ears, Tiffany realized that Taeyeon had already lay down beside her, holding herself in her arms, and even looked up slightly, she saw her bright eyes, "Taeyeon......"
Taeyeon hugged Tiffany tightly, as the captain, it was not the first time she had done this, and the last time, it was more than a year ago, when everyone supported each other in the darkness where there was no hope, "Actually, I haven't been jealous." ”
Taeyeon sighed, and after feeling the girl in his arms quiet, he said quietly, "There are so many women around him, I have thought more than once that it would be nice if there was not a single woman around him." I've even been jealous of Jessica, if she hadn't been his bride in his place last year, maybe I'm the only one by his side now, I've also been jealous of Xiuying, obviously there is no real love between her and him, but she can still leave a place in each other's hearts for each other, I've also been jealous of Yuna, she was the first of us to become his woman, how could I not be jealous, obviously he only had me in his eyes at the beginning. ”
Taeyeon can think of Tiffany's current expression, she must be surprised and incredible, right?
However, Taeyeon didn't mean to finish, and continued to say it, so let's say it all, "Pani, I've been jealous of you even more. ”
"Jealousy...... Me?" Tiffany asked in a low voice, she didn't understand what she had to be jealous of.
In Tiffany's heart, in the relationship between her and Lin Anran, she has always been in a position of catching up, and she is in a very courageless state, does such a self have something worthy of the jealousy of the person who Lin Anran cares about the most?
"That's right, Pani. Taeyeon's voice lowered a little, as if reminiscing and sighing, "Have you forgotten? Last year, when you suddenly returned to the United States, as soon as he received your call, he flew directly across the Pacific Ocean to find you, and just by this one thing, I can know your place in his heart, isn't it worth my jealousy?"
After Taeyeon's reminder, Tiffany suddenly realized that in this relationship, she was not so useless, not that ...... Of little consequence.
"Pani, jealousy is not an important thing, the most important thing is whether we can recognize this jealousy and whether we can prevent this jealousy from hurting the people around us. We are women and have the right to be jealous, but as long as we are not blinded by jealousy and do something irreparable, then there is nothing wrong with having some small jealousy. So, you don't have to feel anything bad about me because I'm jealous, because that will only make me proud. Taeyeon whispered, but ended up with a joke.
Tiffany doesn't mean to laugh, and although she no longer thinks she's a bad girl because of jealousy, the worries in her heart are still there.
Taeyeon sighed in her heart, she decided that the next time she saw Lin Anran, she must let him make up for herself, because she actually had to help him coax the girl, it was so hateful!
But that's all later, and the most important thing now is to get this somewhat extreme dumbpani out of the dead end. (To be continued......)
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