I'm not done yet.

Whether or not I took the first step, I didn't finish it.

The teacher said that before taking the first step, any progress is theoretical, and it belongs to the existence of a plump character. If you want to break through that layer of foolish falsehood, you must take the first step, otherwise you will go around in circles.

Is this statement correct?

I don't know, how do I know that what the teacher said is right?

It doesn't matter whether it's right or wrong, if someone can kill the character without being taught by others, then so can I.

Originally, to kill is to throw away what you have learned, so what else do you need to teach? Accept the teaching, remember every word of the teacher, won't this become a new obstacle?

In my own opinion, maybe the teacher was right or wrong.

It doesn't matter, at least I won't treat the dead as allies anymore, any ancient sages, any eminent monks, go to die!

No matter how famous you are in history, it is useless to me. Who TM knows what you said and what you wrote.

What the eyes see, it must be false.

Regardless of whether you have killed the character or not, as long as you say certain words, it means that the character exists, and it represents a certain limitation. And the limitations of language have already determined that it is not true.

Since it's not true, what do you do?!

I'm not done, I know that. I'm going to keep going, maybe I can't take the first step and go around in circles for the rest of my life, but I'm going to keep going.

Maybe one day I'll take the first step, maybe not.

It doesn't matter, weighing the benefits and calculating the gains and losses, which in itself needs to be discarded. Again, how much can your little brain know and how much information can it store? It is a fool to weigh and calculate with this little bit of knowledge.

Nothing can stop me!

Perhaps, the character can continue to fool me, and self-definition can easily play me between applause. However, it will never be possible to change this fact, and I am not done.

Perhaps, the role will mislead me and make me think that I am done on my own. Hehe, this point, the character can't do it. As long as I'm honest enough, don't I know if I'm done?

There must be a place that is real, and I'm about to get to that place.

People say I'm crazy, yes, do normal people think about this? Maybe, it's just to increase the attributes of the character and get more attention for your character.

Normal people think, but they don't spend their whole lives thinking.

And I will continue on this path. It's either kill me or kill the character, it's as simple as that.

There's nothing else to turn me towards!

Perhaps, the character could use tricks, tricks that I couldn't resist, but it was just a delaying tactic. Unless I get my head hit, I'll never forget that I'm not done.

It will be a point of no return, and embarking on this path, family, responsibility, society, etc., will be completely left behind by me. Maybe the character will also use family love to discourage me and persuade me to return.

As I said, it's just a delaying tactic. I didn't finish it, it's as simple as that.

Since it's not done, then why sit down and rest, why care about other things.

Perhaps, the characters will have countless interpretations, what scenery is unique, what is not to waste time, what life is in the world, why should you embarrass yourself, etc.

Shit!

The existence of the character is the greatest suffering.

Any explanation is a whitewash, a procrastination.

Am I done? No, why don't you move on!

You don't need to teach, you don't need authority, you just need to be honest enough.

Depend on!

I really should have tattooed the word "honesty" on my body and look at it all the time to remind myself that I am a fake person.

No one deserves the word "honest", this sentence is too extreme? too absolute?

"Nothing is absolute?"

Fart!

So, is this statement absolute?

Damn it!

Why should I care if it's absolute? Who am I explaining? Why should I explain?

There's no one at all! There's no outside, it's all inside!

I didn't finish, so go on, it's that simple. What else is there to teach? If it's not about scamming money, why keep cheating people?

Otherwise, even the person who taught it didn't know about it himself, and he didn't kill the character himself, and he didn't finish it. Characters teach characters and then turn into flattering each other.

Disgusting!

Could it be that this is what the teacher said on his deathbed: "Everything you know is wrong." ”

That's right, all, everything, anything I know, must be thrown away. No one, including teachers, can avoid it.

No one can be presumptuous in my head, and nothing can dominate my head. Those cool points, those fears, are all characters'.

I knew it was going to be scary, and I was going to be out of my familiar environment. Every time you move, every time you part, every time you come to an unfamiliar city, you will feel this way, but to a different extent.

Those familiar self-definitions, those familiar moral customs, those warm inspirational words, those tender love-hate alternations, all have to be abandoned.

I don't know where I'm going, but I know I can't go anywhere with these things.

Will it die?

It doesn't matter, what am I? Why can't I die? What qualifications do I have to push death away?

It's funny how important I am trying to hold on to these things. It seems that I am extraordinary in this world, as if I am the king of the world, and others are reluctant to let me leave.

Ha ha!

In a way, I am indeed the king of the world, not only the world, but the entire universe is mine. What's outside of my brain? Outside of my consciousness?

Have you started?

Let's go.

Yuan Changwen looked at the stele in front of him, but he was slightly nervous and trembling, not afraid of any bullshit stele, but afraid of the road he was about to embark on.

No one can afford not to be afraid, but I don't have time to think about being scared or anything like that, moving forward is the point.

I'm not done, so move on further.

Yuan Changwen closed his eyes and took a deep breath, as if he was making up his mind, and he seemed to be making up his mind about the entire universe.

Let's go.

Yuan Changwen opened his eyes, his eyes were hazy, and it was tears that blurred his eyes. Firm, eyes shining, no, just no more denial, just be an honest person.

What do I care about you? Why did it come? Will it destroy the planet? Is it an alien visit?

It's my!

Anything that stands in my way must be destroyed. What kind of broken stone monument is it, it is great? It is beyond my cognition, and I am very curious? I have to find a reasonable explanation within the scope of my cognition.

Idiot!

No one or anything can stand in my way, and if there is, destroy it. If family affection is blocked, then destroy family affection. If you are happy to block, then you will destroy happiness. If happiness stands in the way, then it destroys happiness.

role, you are not eligible to survive. Even if you are strong, it is only with my permission, and you cannot overcome me. Your temporary victories are all delays, delays in the time of my victory.

Because in the end, I will win.

Yuan Changwen didn't even look at the stone tablet in front of him, and turned to leave.