He lit a cigarette and began to recount the process since we met. He said that the first time he met me was the day he came to the interview after graduation last year. I was wearing a high ponytail and a sleeveless black dress, looking thin and skinny, and I pointed out to him with a smile on my face when he asked me where the HR department was, and then he stayed, half because he met me.

At that time, Han Qianmo returned to his hometown, and they said they would break up. On the day he met me, he thought I was unmarried, and he said that he was particularly distressed at the first sight of me, and he described the situation when he first saw me, he said: "A small face with a big palm, big eyes, a small mouth, long hands and long feet, standing there feels that the wind will blow away, which makes people feel powerless to grasp it." ”

Later, he entered the sales department and slowly approached me. And at that time, I didn't realize it, I thought he was naturally good at dealing with people, but I didn't expect him to do so many things for me and Ni Xiaona for me.

He knew that I was married, he knew that I was not happy, he sensed that I was getting more and more gloomy, and he gradually gave up the idea of starting and treated me as a sister in the daily contact. But he always had an inexplicable distress for me. He said that this feeling has never been felt to Han Qianmo, but it is very strong for me.

Later, within two months, Han Qianmo came back to him, crying that he threatened his parents by jumping off the building in order to be with him, so he was able to return to H City. Brother Monkey was moved, and the two reconciled again, and the feeling for me gradually became a secret in his heart.

The good times didn't last long, and the graduation breakup was like a spell that plagued many campus couples and them. Although they have lived together, the conflict has escalated because of life, a big quarrel in three days, a small quarrel in two days, and once Han Qianmo said a sentence when he quarreled, "If my parents didn't buy me an iPhone, I wouldn't have quarreled and had nowhere to come back to you", which made him stunned.

That was from that day on, he began to think about his past relationship, and looked at Han Qianmo from a woman's point of view, he said that he found out that the woman he had loved, she was simple, materialistic, money-worshipping, and vain, and she had many women's problems.

In just a few months after leaving society, his thoughts are growing rapidly, but Han Qianmo is still stuck in the past. Brother Monkey said that from that time on, he became reluctant to go home, and loved to stay with me every day after work, listening to me talk about my troubles, even if he talked to me for a while, he felt more comfortable than going home.

I remembered that every time I got off work late, he could stay there with me for various reasons, even if I was busy with work and he was playing on his phone on the side, he was willing to stay there until I left. I couldn't understand why he was like this, but now I know that during that time, he was also comprehending and groping for love and life. It's just that he knows everything about me and is tight-lipped about his own life.

He talked about his feelings about Han Qianmo, he said that he didn't understand her more and more, felt that she was superficial more and more, and became more and more disgusted with the colorful nails on her hands and the heavy makeup on her face, as well as her fancy clothes and shiny jewelry. But he was still good to her, his salary card was all at her disposal, he cooked, he did the laundry, he was used to everything.

It's just that that kind of pampering is just out of a responsibility, he feels that Han Qianmo is like a colorful flower butterfly, it is really dazzling to take out, but it is not proportionate at all at home. At that time, he wanted to break up, but every time he opened his mouth, Han Qianmo said that he was going to commit suicide, and he recited his previous promise in front of him, so he forgot it and compromised.

This year, he was just as unhappy as I was. The difference is that my unhappiness is always on my face, but his unhappiness is always buried deep in my heart.

I became an outlet for his emotions, he liked to be by my side, he used to help me analyze and solve problems, he used to see me every day. And I didn't know all this and didn't think about it deeply. Now listening to him tell him one by one, I realized that I realized that I was so late-sighted.