Actually, I really don't want to talk about the events of that night, although now that I think about it, I also enjoyed an extremely refreshing experience at that time, but, after all, in my current sane opinion, I still made a mistake.

Looking at Lin Ran's cautious appearance, I hesitated for a long time, in fact, the main concern in my heart was whether Lin Ran had taken medicine or not, although I also knew that that thing was actually not good for the body, but, compared to the unnecessary trouble caused by possible pregnancy, this so-called bad for the body, at this time, is no longer my main consideration.

I suddenly remembered a very popular sentence recently, men are big pigs' trotters.

It seems that it is true, although I feel a little guilty in my heart, but the focus will not change.

Lin Ran also seemed to be very embarrassed, and after a long time, he didn't say anything more.

After hesitating for a long time, I finally took out the cigarette case from my trouser pocket, took out a cigarette from it, and then lit it with a lighter.

I took a sharp puff of cigarette and suddenly felt like a fairy, which was really refreshing.

However, immortals return to immortals, in fact, even if they are immortals, there are still troubles in their hearts after all.

In my opinion, the so-called immortals are ethereal, and they may sometimes be inferior to real mortals.

At least, for mortals, all this is realistic and within reach.

Time passed quickly, and a cigarette looked like it was about to run out, so I finally threw the cigarette butt on the ground, and then stepped on it with my foot to extinguish it.

"I didn't know what to say, it was complicated. I sighed, struggling a little.

Lin Ran seemed to have something on her mind, just lowered her head and looked at her toes, she didn't respond to my words, as if she was thinking about something.

"What do you think?" I finally couldn't hold back and asked directly.

Lin Ran still looked a little entangled, she wanted to speak and stopped, wanted to say but didn't say it.

Lin Ran's state, to be honest, really makes me anxious.

I looked ahead, then at the back, then at the left, and finally at the right, looking left and right, but I didn't know what to say.

It was at this time that Lin Ran suddenly said: "If I get pregnant, I want a child." ”

Lin Ran's words were like a bolt from the blue to me, just for a moment, I felt like my head was about to explode.

I immediately looked at Lin Ran: "What did you say, pregnant, want to have a child?"

I feel that my brain is all mushy now, and I feel like the whole person is about to explode, but Lin Ran really gave me a big surprise.

"I don't want to take medicine, it's harmful to my body, and I like children, and if I did, I thought, I'd be happy." ”

"But I won't be happy!" I said out loud, feeling like I was going to blow up at this point, but I still didn't hold back.

Lin Ran was also taken aback by me, staring at me with two eyes, as if he was very aggrieved, and tears were about to fall.

I also realized that I was indeed a little too radical just now, and I tried to get my anger back as much as possible.

I crossed my waist and looked around, took a few breaths, and then looked at Lin Ran very seriously: "Have you ever thought about it, we don't have anything now, not only do we have no serious relationship, let's just talk about money, we don't have much, let's not talk about whether we can come together in the end, let's just say that if you really have this child, you want to give birth, where does the money for raising the child come from?"

I feel that as long as I think of these problems, I can't do it in my heart, and that feeling is really not something that ordinary people can experience, it is really quite painful and uncomfortable.

But Lin Ran didn't seem to have thought about this at all, and said: "There must be a road before the car reaches the mountain, if I really have a child, I will raise the child well, you can rest assured." ”

I subconsciously looked at Lin Ran's stomach, and I found that she seemed to be a little angry.

I knew that I was also a little excited at this time, so I tried my best to restrain and suppress it to make my mood better, and then, I looked at Lin Ran, took a long breath, and said: "I know you want to have a child, but this matter is really not so simple, I hope you can think about it seriously, don't make a decision so arbitrarily, it is very likely that walking will affect you, and even affect my decision for the rest of my life." ”

I persuaded hard, and Lin Ran finally fell silent, she stared at her toes, as if she was thinking about something, and she didn't speak for a long time.

I felt like I was going to get excited again, so I lit another cigarette and took two puffs.

It was at this time that Lin Ran stood up suddenly: "Anyway, I have already thought about it, I will not take the medicine, as for whether there are children or not, this is up to God to decide." ”

After speaking, Lin Ran turned around angrily and left.

Looking at Lin Ran's back, I stood in place, also stunned, I had always thought that Lin Ran was an obedient girl, but now, at this time, Lin Ran taught me a good lesson, and I found that I was still wrong after all.

It's like we pride ourselves on knowing who and who we live in life, but in fact, what we know is the surface, and when you really encounter something, your so-called understanding may immediately let you know that you still know less after all.

This feeling should be normal, it's just that I didn't pay attention to it for a long time.

Seeing that Lin Ran was about to go away, I let out a long sigh, and finally covered my face and chased after him.

I caught up with Lin Ran, grabbed Lin Ran's arm, and said, "Don't go, let's talk about it first, isn't it?"

Lin Ran stood down, and she suddenly looked at me: "You think about yourself, have you ever thought about me? You know that taking medicine is not good, but you still want me to take medicine, is it good for you to do this?"

I stared at Lin Ran in a daze, since Lin Ran said this, then I really have nothing to say, after all, just like Lin Ran said, taking medicine is indeed not good, if I still insist on letting Lin Ran take medicine at this time, it will seem that I am a bit of a scumbag.

Seeing that I had nothing to say, Lin Ran turned around again and walked up.

At this time, I was even more anxious, I knew that if I couldn't persuade now, when tonight passed, there would be no possibility of contraception at all, and at that time, if I really wanted to have a child, it would be difficult to do.

So, a scumbag is a scumbag, I quickly chased after him again and grabbed Lin Ran's arm again.

"Don't go, I think we should have a good talk, and when the talk is clear, it's not too late for you to leave. ”

"What are you talking about?"

Now Lin Ran seems to have a little bit of resistance to me.

I took a long breath and said, "The person you want, is it me, or is this child you might be conceiving?"

"If I want you, I naturally want children. Lin Ran also said it very resolutely.

I smiled bitterly and shook my head, feeling that the flame in my heart could not be suppressed after all.

I burst out and yelled at Lin Ran: "Then you are using this child to blackmail me now, don't you think it's shameful for you to do this?"