I was dragged hard by him, and my whole body fell backwards, almost falling on all fours on the sofa. I was a little unhappy, I said, "Yanbin, I know that my current ability may only be able to give me such a salary by yourself, but if this salary requires me to exchange my dignity and body, I would rather start from scratch, I hope you face my feelings, I am different from them, I don't have the youth to waste with you." ”

He said, "Calm down, Shu Hua." I mean, I don't just want to play with you, I want to start a relationship with you, it's not as superficial as you understand, do you understand?

When he said these words himself, I seemed to confirm what I had felt for many days, and I felt a special surprise and an indescribable shock. I asked coldly, "So many women, why me?"

His eyes were a little evasive and empty, but then he said, "It's the edge of the eyes." The first time I saw you, I felt very distressed. ”

I said, "How many women have you ever felt this way about?"

He started to get a little tangled, he said, "I'm not used to telling people about my privacy, I just know that I have feelings for you now." I'm sure you feel for me, right?"

His eyes lit up a little, and I instantly lowered my head and didn't dare to look directly, I said, "Yanbin, feelings are too heavy for me at the moment. Besides, the man I'm looking for won't be a man with a personality like you. ”

He laughed dryly, then said, "Damn, I'm not supposed to be in love with a woman." ”

I know his pride, and he must have felt a lot of frustration. I said, "Yanbin, I understand your feelings. The more attentive a man is, the more eager he is to conquer every woman who is unwilling to surrender to him, it is just a novelty and a desire to conquer, not the true affection I crave. Yan Bin, I clearly know what I want, and I also clearly know that you can't give it. So, there is no possibility between us. You can fire me, but that's all I feel. I'm gone, can you let me go?"

I got up and walked resolutely to the door, and the moment I opened the door, I heard him punch the coffee table, and a teacup rolled to the ground, and the crisp sound made my heart thump. Still, I went, walked out of his flashy villa, walked resolutely to the door, stretched out my hand and gracefully hailed a taxi, and left in style.

I have been moved, I have struggled, I have hesitated, I have been reluctant, I admit that I am tempted, I have feelings for him, I did want to be his woman for a moment, and he did move me. But we talk about love between us, it's too far away. My sanity finally prevailed over my emotions, and at that moment, I felt my heart a little stronger again, I resisted that fatal temptation, and I felt that little giant in me was a little bigger.

When I got home, my head was still a little groggy, and I lay down in my little bed and fell asleep again. This time the sleep was very light, but I couldn't fall asleep or wake up like a nightmare. My phone didn't ring again, I don't know how my words will affect Yan Bin, and I do feel a little disappointed. Because I understand that if I give up his ambiguity, it means that the road ahead will be more difficult, and I don't know what he will do to me. But I'm sure that the warmth and care will be gone. Maybe soon, even if I don't leave, I'll have to bear the warmth he has for another woman.

To love or not to love is a tangled matter. When there is no stability in life, even love has become a luxury, an unreality of foolish dreams.

In the evening, they returned. Wang Haoran knocked on my door and told me to eat. Zhang Hui and Chen You sat at the dining table in silence for the first time, and I walked over, smiled reluctantly, and sat down.

Zhang Hui said, "What happened last night?"

I said, "It's just a little surprise." ”

Chen You asked again: "You didn't have an accident, right?"

I said, "Aren't I okay now?"

Zhang Hui asked tentatively, "I heard that you were drugged last night and were almost taken away?"

I nodded calmly and took a stick of celery and put it in my mouth, but I felt that it was tasteless.

Chen You said, "I heard that Brother Bin took you away?"

I said, "Yes." But nothing happened to us. ”

She "cut" very indifferently, she said: "No one can not happen in that situation, Shu Hua, just do it, admit it." ”

I said bluntly, "Yes, everything that should have happened happened." What's the matter? Are you jealous?"

She probably didn't expect me to say this, her face was a little unbearable, and the dishes and chopsticks in her hand were put heavily on the table, and then said: "Shu Hua, don't feel like a cow B when you are favored, look at what tone you speak." ”

I was also in a bad mood, and I said, "No matter what happens or doesn't happen between me and Yan Bin, it won't be possible for me and him, because I'm not in the mood to get involved with you at all." You believe it or not. That's it. “

Zhang Hui hurriedly said: "Shu painting, don't be too sensitive." We just care. ”

I forced a smile and I said, "Hmm." I know. So I just wanted to affirm it. ”

Chen You said disdainfully: "Of course, Brother Bin's sunshine is very high, and ordinary women can't look down on it." ”

Zhang Hui choked her, and Zhang Hui said, "Okay, let's say a few words." Everyone's an adult, don't make a mess all day long. You, you, find a man to marry, Brother Bin doesn't care about you. ”

Chen You wanted to say something, Zhang Hui directly stuffed a piece of meat into her mouth, and then said: "Don't say more, it's okay for Shu Hua to be fine, in the future, our group will be more united, and in case of some emergencies, we must strengthen self-protection and take emergency rescue measures." It's too dangerous, and you have to be careful when dealing with men. I think we should sign up for a taekwondo class in our spare time to strengthen our physical strength, what do you think?"

I nodded, and I said, "Absolutely." I also feel that we are helpless now, and we don't know how to prevent it once we encounter it. We also discussed with Wang Ling to see if there were any better taekwondo classes nearby, and we should all learn a little self-defense. ”

This matter was unanimously agreed by everyone, and after dinner, Zhang Hui quietly came to my room, and she said: "Shu Hua, Chen You sometimes has no intentions, don't pay too much attention to what you say." We are all very worried about what happened to you last night, Chen You has also encountered this situation before, but at that time, Yan Bin just called someone to rescue her and did not go in person, so she was a little worried in her heart, which is understandable. ”

I didn't know that there was such a secret behind this, and I said, "So that's the case, thank you, Zhang Hui, no matter what." ”

She patted me on the shoulder very loudly, and she said, "You are also a blessing in misfortune, it's okay, be more careful in the future, we have to make sure that everything is safe before going alone, and we have to be careful with the drinks." ”

I nodded, and I said, "Indeed, if you think about what happens, the consequences are really dire." ”

She relieved me and said, "It's okay, it's rare after all." ”

I smiled, and she asked me again, "How is it, are you grateful to Yan Bin?"

I've always had reservations about them, and I know they're secretly competing, and I said, "Well, he's a very competent superior." ”

She smiled wickedly, and she said, "It's just a superior?" I thought...... After this time, there is a difference between you. ”

I said categorically, "We will always be superior-subordinate relationships, and there will be no more." ”

She smiled a little complicated, as if she was talking to me to confirm something. She said, "Well, but he's nicer to you than to us, and maybe he's a newcomer." It was just an accident anyway, don't you mind too much, really. ”

I said, "Well, I know, don't worry." ”

She patted me on the shoulder again and walked out. I felt that her steps were much easier, and I don't know if it was my delusion.

After sleeping for so long, I didn't feel sleepy at all, lying in bed, tossing and turning, and finally took out my phone, boringly rummaged through the address book, but couldn't find anyone to say something.

I took the initiative to call Brother Monkey, but a crisp female voice came from there, and she shouted, "Sister Shuhua!"

It turned out to be Ono!, she explained, Brother Monkey was busy with something, so she was holding his phone. I said, "Why are you working overtime so late?"

Ono said: "Yes, Brother Monkey said that he has a plan to develop his career to City A within a year." ”

I said, "That's good, then you can't come to City A often?"

She said happily, "yes, so we've been working overtime lately, and we can't keep busy." ”

I said, "Are you happy to do things with Brother Monkey?"

Ono gave me the impression that the whole person was much more cheerful and lively, she said: "Of course, it's so interesting! We're hiring people one after another, but the two of us still have to check the important things personally, so we often work overtime." ”

I said, "Ono, then you don't have time to fall in love?"

I heard her giggle, and then she said, "I don't want to be in a relationship right now, let's get the job done first." ”

I heard Brother Monkey shouting over there, "Give me the phone", and then soon I heard his voice, he said, "Sister, it's rare to take the initiative to call me, are you in a bad mood?"

I laughed and said, "Do I only call you when you're in a bad mood?"

He said, "Of course not, but you rarely call me." What's the matter, miss me? haha......"

He and Ono were in a very good mood, and I said, "Haven't you been busy with business lately?" ”

He said, "Well, tell you to come back and help me." Sister, come back, I'll give you the position of supervisor here. Really, you think about it. ”