Non-stop plump characters, fantasy cool points, victim scenes, no matter what, the characters must always exist.

Shit.

Is this kind of disgusting words and deeds thinking that can't be stopped at all? Can I still control my brain? If a person can't even control his own brain, how can he control his life?

The distortion in the mind is not just an unfounded affirmation, but also a drug-like existence. Is that kind of picture that you know is a bad thing, but still continue to do it, is it no different from drug addiction?

Knowing that the character doesn't exist, knowing that none of this is real, but always holding on to the character. Obviously all this is just a presentation of the elements of the picture, I have to think that all this is real, do I have a problem with my brain?

"Obviously, I am the character of Yuan Changwen. ”

Remove the "obvious" of this sentence, and then prove it? As if, I don't need to think about who I am, I just want to plump up this character, that is, to make this character stand at the top.

In this false world, it is necessary to have a character presence.

It seems that it is difficult to oppose the fantasy coolness, that kind of comfort, that kind of indomitable, that kind of easy persuasion of others, that kind of self-respecting state, how to refute it? What other social pressure, this kind of coolness is a good spice and so on.

It's all.

Am I talking about how to live better? Am I looking for a work-life balance?

Unreal is unreal, no matter how good this kind of words and deeds are, it is just constantly enriching the characters. And what I have to do is to kill this grab, and destroy all the anchors that hold the ship of life.

I shouldn't be here, the role of Yuan Changwen is not me, what else is there to say? Any rhetoric, any explanation, is just a kind of appeasement.

Burn, burn this damn fake, I don't know what else to keep. Perhaps, he will become a negative teaching material, and maybe no one knows the existence of Yuan Changwen's character at all.

Shattered, I know that the character of Yuan Changwen can't stand up to careful scrutiny at all, and any honest person will find himself completely in an inexplicable world. Where is the reality of this world? If I don't have fear in my hands, I would have a lot of time and energy to think about the truth.

Destroy it, those precious memories, those unique experiences, are just the presentation of the elements of the picture. The content presented is as diverse as a starry sky, and there is nothing special about this life. In other words, every life is special. So what? The point is that if you are not real, you have to be in the position of being unreal, not pretending to be real and pulling me at you.

There is only invective, no logic and no thinking, and perhaps the best way to deal with emotions is not reason, but stronger emotions. Such as hatred, such as madness.

I don't care if you are justified or not, it's all false anyway, so burn it all. Be reasonable? Will you pay attention? Will you disappear? If you dare to pull me with fear, then I can kill you with anger.

I know you don't exist, it's all not tied at all, it's just the presentation of the elements of the picture. What binds? Who is qualified to bind the real?

None of me was aware of these pictorial elements, and that awareness and the pictorial elements were one. Consciousness is one with what is conscious, and there is no role in reality.

"Cultivating to the truth" and "touching the truth" are both misleading, because there is no one who cultivates to the truth at all, just like someone cultivates their muscles to a certain realm. Nor will anyone touch the real as someone can touch the real as someone can touch an apple.

Look, I don't know what the role of Yuan Changwen is all about, and then I will fight hard for this role, is this?

I struggle because I can only struggle. And now, I'm killing because I can only kill.

Without free will, everything is just a presentation of the elements of the picture. Although I don't know exactly what will happen in the so-called future, I do know that what happens is what happens, and it can only happen that way.

The illusion of time is too powerful to fall into it if you are not careful. And if others believe in the existence of time, how can I communicate with others if I don't believe it? How else can I work? Pretend to believe?

Now, I haven't finished the killing, so how can I just watch those pretenses, watch those catch and be indifferent? It seems that I can nod my head and choose to go back, back to the so-called normal state that I once was, but is it really possible?

I don't know, I don't know until it happens. However, after it happened, it seems that there is no need to worry about this problem.

My family is still arrogant in my head, and the worries that seem to be full of reason, and the fears that seem to be reasonable, are just a means to pull me.

Of course I'll give in, but it's not long. Unreality is my best weapon, and the removal time, and that's just "I think", will be bombarded with concentrated firepower.

Constant fantasies make me stop killing. Right, as long as I fantasize about being cool, I didn't kill it. Whatever stands in my way must be destroyed. Whether it's lightheartedness or family and friends, nothing can stop me from slashing.

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"It's miserable, and a few culinary masters can't bear it anymore. This doesn't make sense, for human beings, the spirit of our foodie star is indescribably strong. And the culinary master is the top of our foodie star, how can it become dangerous just because of the mind of exploring human ingredients?"

"I looked at the previous records, and this wild human ingredient has been breaking our perception of human ingredients since it appeared. First the possession of mental power, then completely unusual behavior, several suicides left us without thinking. ”

"When the spirit code is decompiled, there is no secret in front of us. Although we are unable to explore its memories, its mental fluctuations are completely under our control. ”

"However, that wild human ingredient is actually attacking the truth!"

"It's an unsolved case that we foodies haven't solved, and no matter how you think about it, you can't get a result, and it's actually reproduced on a wild human ingredient. ”

Several culinary masters followed the thinking of the wild human ingredient and deliberated over and over again. Although the wild human ingredient is in a state of suicide by falling into a lake, it has been mentioned before that the master chef controls the speed of the matter's movement, thus creating the illusion of time slowing down. ”

"Several culinary masters seem to be on the verge of collapse, and several times I've seen emotions that shouldn't be in the guinea of culinary masters. Is it really that powerful? Why don't I feel the slightest feeling?"

"Even if the culinary master said something, I still didn't know what he was talking about...... Also, it's so bad that the master chef doesn't even seem to have the basic qualities of concentrating on cooking...... Quietly, it's not as good as my cooking. ”