After half a year, six months, and 180 days, Lin Xiaoya's new marriage has become an old marriage.

Sometimes Xiaoya has an illusion, an illusion of going back to her college days.

It's ridiculous that a married woman, a woman who is about to become a mother, can have the illusion of going back to her college days.

But the strange thing is that Xiaoya feels this way.

Whenever she saw senior Tang Shaoxuan, the person she should call her husband, she could find his still pure expression on his face.

Like in college, that kind of expression can always infect her, as if there will never be sorrow in the senior's heart, there will never be cowardice, he maintains the drive and self-confidence of a hairy boy who has just come out of society, he is full of longing for their married life, he is full of confidence in his career, and he is even full of expectations for the child in her belly.

is such a man who should be called a boy, which moves her and makes her even more ashamed, his self-confidence, his infinite longing, and his youthful vigor infect her all the time, making her trance-like Lin Xiaoya back to the past, the noisy, the money-worshipping, the Lin Xiaoya who can't be beaten, steamed, cooked, and anyone can take the sky she can't do it!

Six months, 180 days, she watched her belly get bigger day by day, she listened to the baby's more and more clear fetal movements, she felt the baby's more and more obvious presence, this feeling is so good, a life is about to be born, that is an individual who completely belongs to her, that is an individual who flows the blood of the person she loves, she is so expectant.

"Baby, you have to grow up quickly, mom really needs you!"

"Baby, this is a prenatal education course that my mother specially asked a friend to bring back from France, do you listen to the music in it and look forward to this world!"

"Baby, we are lucky, we have such an excellent father, the baby mother will give you the happiest world!"

When she is alone at home, Xiaoya walks around on the balcony, breathing fresh air, feeling the sunshine and the rhythm of life, she always talks a lot to the baby, she is eager to share her life with the baby, just as she once desperately wanted to share her life with that person!

'That person' 'That person' she clenched her fingers and ordered herself not to think of this man who could never cross paths with her, she should be content, she should be responsible for her marriage!

"Yes, you have to be responsible, you have to make the baby happy, you have to make yourself happy, you have to make everyone happy, so, Lin Xiaoya, you have to uproot that person from your heart, and don't leave any traces!"

"Yes Lin Xiaoya, you can, you are not from the same world at all, and it is impossible for you to have any intersections, forget about him, accept the man you should accept, Lin Xiaoya, you really can!!"

Is it an encouragement, is it a kind of seeing, is it a kind of enlightenment?

I don't know, I really don't know!

Xiaoya only knew that when she was thinking about uprooting that man from her heart, she could clearly hear the sound of her own blood flowing backwards, and she could hear the sound of her own flesh breaking.......

Tears don't drip to the back of your hands..........

That man has long been rooted in her flesh and skin, she has long been a part of her body, how difficult it is to forget!

"Lin Xiaoya, Lin Xiaoya, you are really a bad seed!" scolded himself while wiping away the tears that came with the shouting.

She couldn't understand why she could have so many tears, always when no one was around, always when she was standing on the balcony looking out over the city, all the sadness hit her, and it hurt her!

Is it because pregnant women are depressed? Maybe, Xiaoya didn't dare to shed tears in front of Tang Shaoxuan.

The man always offered her as if she were glass, as if she would break and disappear if she was not careful!

The senior is an optimistic and confident person, Xiaoya used to be too, but now she is always shrouded in pessimism and despair, she doesn't dare to let the senior find out that the senior works alone, and has to make money, and it is already very hard to think about promotion, the only thing she can do is to make herself appear happy and happy, so that the seniors will think that their lives are very happy, so that the seniors will not be too hard!

Today is the first day of the senior's annual meeting in Paris, France, and she feels extremely relaxed.

Yes, without a senior by her side, she can at least indulge her true emotions!

Speaking of the senior's ability is indeed super strong, he has been to Baoliqi for less than half a year, but he has developed very well, the headquarters attaches great importance to him, especially this company's annual meeting, inviting the senior to give him the best affirmation.

I heard that Bao Liqi is going to enter the North American market next, and I don't know if the seniors can seize this opportunity so that their work can be further developed.

Hey, I don't want to, Xiaoya, who has been pregnant for a few months, is no longer as active and talkative as before, she has become sluggish and sleepy, and she doesn't want to think too much, in short, take one step at a time!

She got up from the balcony, she was no longer able to move as easily and actively as a normal woman, she walked around with her waist propped up, and a book in her hand fell to the ground.

She bent down with difficulty to pick it up, and it was a book on humanities and commands.

Many times, Xiaoya has begun to recognize the essence of life.

That is fate, fate, all marriage numerology, all experiences and human feelings have actually been drawn and written by God a long time ago, and people cannot change and are powerless to change!

Do you think you don't believe in fate, you think you can escape the trajectory of fate as long as you work hard?

As everyone knows, your escape is actually fate!

Like her and Fu Sinian, their fate has long been written on paper, an episode made them deviate from the track of fate with each other, briefly intersected together, and had a short-lived sweetness, but ....... When they wake up to each other, they will still consciously return to their respective tracks, and there will be no intersection again!

"Oh, yes, there are times in life that you have to have, and there is no time in life when you don't force it, Lin Xiaoya, recognize it! Now you have your life, he also has his life, you are destined to not be able to intersect!"

picked up the book with a sad heart, but the sentence she flipped to at random was a 14-word proverb, reminding her that she should be safe.

Xiao Ya squatted quietly on the ground and looked at the few words in the book and pondered something, then she shook her head and was about to get up, but she pulled out the discomfort in her stomach!

She gritted her teeth and stood up again.

"It should be fine, the due date of the last inspection is the first of next month, it should be just labor pains!"

Xiaoya said to herself, but she didn't care, deliberately ignoring the pain.

It's approaching evening, and the aunt in the kitchen is cooking for Xiaoya with a scarf.

"Xiaoya, Xiaoya....."

Xiao Ya heard someone in the room calling her name softly, and the faint voice was like a fragile candle swaying in the breeze, as if the candle was about to disappear and go out if she was a step too late!

"Mom!"

Xiaoya threw down the book and quickly ran to her mother's room.

In the room, Mother Lin was very weak.

Stomach cancer tormented her, making her eat and vomit, she was so black and thin that she was only skinny and skinny, looking at it made people feel sympathy, but also this feeling of fear!

Xiaoya was sad for a while, she threw herself on the side of her mother's bed, and smiled hard.

"Mom, are you hungry, what do you want to eat? It just so happens that Auntie is cooking, so I'll tell her to go!"

Mother Lin shook her head weakly, and she stretched out her skinny hand like a skeleton to caress Lin Xiaoya's hair.

"Xiaoya, I'm afraid mom is really ..... this time I can't get through it!"

"No...... Don't!"

"Silly child, don't cry, Mom has this disease to last until this time, it's already God's open to Mom, you listen to Mom, Mom must finish these words, otherwise Mom can't stop breathing!"

With the last bit of strength in her life, Mother Lin looked at Lin Xiaoya firmly.

"Promise Mom, no matter what happens to you in the future, you can't do anything to be sorry for Shaoxuan, this child is too kind, and he has paid too much for us, Mom knows that you don't want to marry her in your heart, and you have always remembered that Fu Sinian in your heart....... But beg you, you must not be sorry for Shaoxuan, he is so good to us, if you do something sorry for him, our Lin family will go to hell in the future........ I....... I........ Uh..........."

Due to being too emotional, Mother Lin exhausted the last breath of strength in her life, a mouthful of fishy heat in her stomach surged upward, and Mother Lin finally vomited a mouthful of blood to the ground, and there was no one else!

"Mom, Mom, Mom, wake up, wake up, please wake up, Xiaoya promises you, Xiaoya promises you everything....."

Xiaoya grabbed her mother's hand and was heartbroken, she didn't want to accept this reality.

"I promise you, I promise everything........ Yes........ It hurts........"

Xiao Ya covered her stomach, her lips were bloodless, and her stomach hurt so much, as if flesh was tearing and falling........

"Ah...... Auntie!" touched the skirt, and the wet new red blood stained the whole carpet!

Xiaoya shouted with all her might, she can't let the baby have trouble!

The aunt who was still cooking in the kitchen heard Xiaoya's call for help, and immediately put down the kitchen knife and came to the room!

"Ahh Yes...... Oh my God, ma'am......."

The red lit up the gray of the whole world!

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Three months later

Cemetery on the outskirts of the city

In front of a newly erected tombstone stood two people, three to be exact.

A man, a woman, and a baby in a woman's swaddling clothes.

The woman's back is so thin and so strong.

"Mom, are you okay Mom? Xiaoya is here again, with your good grandson Shuo'er, Mom, Xiaoya really misses you!"

hugged Shuo'er in her arms tightly, and Xiaoya couldn't help but let herself cry.

Tang Shaoxuan wrapped his arms around his wife's shoulders.

"Xiaoya, don't cry, my mother sees that our family of three is safe and sound, and she is happy, she knows and will also experience our happiness!"

The sun was setting, and the man was walking slowly with the woman in the afterglow, everything looked so sad.