5K big chapter, it can be regarded as yesterday's second update and today's first update!

I've been so busy this week that I don't even have time to rest, alas......

Thank you for the tips of the four classmates who are speechless de, sad ⊙, Song Bingshu, and Jun Ao Shaofu~

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It rained lightly in Seoul, dripping with the mountains and cities under the haze, the ground and buildings were drenched and slippery, everything was still dry and yellow, and the wind was cold and cold. This does not hinder the busyness of the people in the city, looking out from behind the window, pedestrians and vehicles are advancing slowly, the misty roads are full of colorful umbrellas, they roll, the streets in all directions in the city, like a winding stream, and the umbrellas are duckweed drifting with the waves.

Lin Xiujing sometimes finds it difficult to understand the specific meaning of human existence, busy every day, rushing, maybe there are all kinds of reasons, for dreams and life, but in fact, everything is probably unknown, on the road of fate, no one can be clear about where the goal in front of them is, the passion to face difficulties, or the ordinary to get by, in essence, are confused! It is because of the unknown that there is motivation, but also because of the unknown and fear.

Different attitudes to life, just different choices in the face of confusion, if you trace back to the source, everything seems meaningless, just again and again, in the face of the repeated powerless struggle of fate, and then be constrained to the established track, in the chaos of time, life has passed, and when you accidentally look back at your footprints in this world, you find that there is no trace.

Every time she was alone, when she looked outside and thought like this, she felt that she was farther away from this world. Living in this reality, she is like a bystander many times, standing alone quietly and indifferently, silently watching the various states of life pass by safely in front of her eyes, floating into the blurred distance.

It's hard to tell the feeling of loneliness that I can't fit into, occasionally closing my eyes, and in a trance I almost think I'm floating in a void, surrounded by darkness, silence, cold, wanting to be warm, but I can't find anything.

The agent came in at some point, looking at the woman leaning against the window, silently staring outside. Since Lin Xiujing's debut, she has been taking care of her, watching her quietly appear in front of the camera, quietly shrinking in the car, and staying quietly in the room...... This woman, as if separated from the world by a layer of invisible repulsion, isolated from everything, although when performing or socializing, she will also show a gentle smile, but those who are familiar with it know very well that behind that smile is full of loneliness and coldness like a wasteland at night.

Only some time ago, the situation was slightly better.

recalled in my mind that she was in the crew at that time, always smiling slightly, her eyes revealed the joy from the heart, staring at a certain figure, and occasionally following him in her spare time, a faint smile overflowed with happiness that could not be concealed.

As a friend who has been together for a long time and is basically a friend, she actually encouraged Lin Xiujing's change, so she never thought about interfering, hoping that this child, whose face seems to never grow up, can no longer live so melancholy.

It's just that after the night of New Year's Day, everything seems to have turned back in time, and it has returned to the previous situation, and it is more serious - no longer occasionally smiling silly, and no longer like before, sometimes going out and around, staying in an empty and silent room every day, thinking in a daze.

To be honest, with such a mental state, I am really worried that one day when I open the door of her bedroom, I will see her lying quietly and quietly on the bed, with black hair like butterfly wings spread behind her head, cold and poignant.

"Damn Ahn Jun Hyuk!" The agent scolded fiercely in her heart, in her mind, it was only that guy who would make Lin Xiujing look like this.

So this time, TV Tokyo invited the creator of "I'm Sorry, I Love You" to Japan to promote, but she didn't agree at first, she was afraid that when she saw that bastard, she couldn't help but scratch it with a paw, and she was also afraid that if she saw him again, Lin Xiujing's state would get worse. …,

It's just that the company didn't agree with her decision, so it still contacted Tokyo and responded to the invitation.

After looking at the visa that had just been done in his hand, the agent was still a little unwilling, but he couldn't help it, so he had to secretly sigh and walk into the room, sit down next to Xiujing, and silently hand her the visa, and then looked at the time when he left almost no trace, at this moment, he looked out of the window, full of blank childish face, he was extremely worried for a while, thought about it, and said: "Xiujing, if you don't want to go, tell my sister, my sister absolutely supports you, the company's decision is the company's business, I want to insist on disagreeing, and they can't do anything to me." ”

The woman looked out the window silently, a few raindrops falling from the eaves fell gently on the windowsill, falling out of a bright pearl, she turned her head and smiled reluctantly, as if it would be broken at a touch: "It's okay, this is the ...... of work"

Is it really just a job?

Looking at her and turning back out of the window, caught up in the side of her thoughts, the agent thought worriedly, I'm afraid, this kid still has fantasies, what a ......

In her secret sigh, Lin Xiujing gently raised her hand to support her chin, the dim sky light reflected in her eyes, and the clouds outside were low, gloomy and gloomy, just like her mood.

Just under this common cloud, a plane took off from Incheon Airport in the distance, it raised its head into the sky in the roar, and quickly passed through the falling clouds, looking out from the plane, after a moment of grayness, the dazzling sun in the sky appeared above the sea of clouds, and the light spread down, shining on the white wings, reflecting the pupils a little stinging.

The sea of clouds is endless, and the flat outline of the earth below cannot be seen, and several huge rain clouds exude a dark gold color in the distance under the sun, and I don't know what kind of storm and snow are brewing.

There are people who are flying for the first time, looking at the vast and magnificent scenery outside, and are amazed. More people relax their seat belts, or call flight attendants for drinks and snacks, or open their backboards to listen to songs and watch movies to pass the boring time for more than 2 hours.

On Ahn Junhyuk's side, the embarrassment and silence that were interrupted before due to the take-off of the plane still continued, and Bao'er, who noticed the strangeness, stopped talking at this time, and looked at Ahn Jun-hyuk in confusion, and then at Jung Yun-ho and Kim Jae-jung in the back, I don't know what happened to them.

Fortunately, this atmosphere did not last long, and after a while, there was a little commotion not far from where Kim Jun-so and others were sitting, it seemed that Park Youtian was in motion sickness, as the captain, Zheng Yunhao hurriedly went over to check, and Kim Jae-jung, who found the reason, also left.

Seeing that both of them were gone, Boa poked Ahn Joon-hyuk with the tip of her elbow and motioned for him to look at herself: "What's wrong with you? Is there any misunderstanding?"

"No, it's just not familiar. In front of her, who is also familiar with TVXQ, of course An Junhyuk didn't say anything, just shook his head: "I haven't been in contact, when I joined the company, they had already debuted, and they were still very strangers to each other, so they didn't have anything in common." ”

"Don't lie to me. We are all the same age, how can we not have common topics, even if we have not been in contact with each other before, we will not be like you!"

"Really, I have a good relationship with Junxiu. With that, he stood up and beckoned to Kim Jun-so, who had just sent Park Youtian to the back seat to rest and was coming back, and Kim Jun-so, who saw him over there, smiled in surprise, and then came over and touched his fists affectionately: "I heard from the agent just now that you were also on the plane, and I wonder why I didn't see it......" As he said, he looked at Bao'er again: "Yo, are you two dating?"

Boa gave him a kick in disgust.

Being able to play with Lee Hyuk-jae's living treasure, Kim Jun-so is obviously also a flying and jumping character, and a few words of kung fu swept away the remnants of the previous embarrassing atmosphere, and in the time after that, he changed his position to this side, sat in the back row and chatted with the two. …,

It's just that the other people don't seem to want to see such a situation, during which Boa went to the bathroom once, and Ahn Joon-hyuk took the opportunity to say to him: "Take care of the mood of the other members, you always mess with me like this, they may have an opinion about you." ”

"What?" Kim Jun-so was stunned for a moment, and at his signal, he looked back at the three members who were not far behind him, and sometimes looked at the three members whose faces were not very good, his expression was embarrassed for a moment, and then he said jokingly: "No...... Speaking of which, who let you steal the limelight from us that day and make us look like clowns on stage, I wanted to pull Hejae and beat you up that day!"

Ahn Jun Hyuk smiled and didn't say anything more.

The contradiction between him and TVXQ is not only so simple, and the artists of the same company, especially singers, are not as harmonious as the outside world thinks. Just like from the perspective of the entire music industry, because there are so many markets in the entire Korean record industry, the more people compete, the smaller the share of others, and the same is true for the same company, or even more serious, because if there is one more debut, the company's resources will be divided more and thinner.

Judging from his singing and songwriting strength, coupled with the popularity of the TV series later, it caused a sensational effect when he debuted, and a few people over there probably felt threatened, after all, each other's age and positioning are about the same, and it is obvious that he will form a competitive relationship with them after his singer debut in the future, and they have no friendship with him, so it is strange that they can have a good face.

Kim Jun-so probably understood this, so although he said that there was nothing wrong, but soon after, he returned over there with an apologetic face, and his friendship with Ahn Jun-hyuk was only because of Lee Hyuk-jae, and on the whole, he still had to stand with them, whether it was right or wrong.

When Boa came back from the bathroom, she saw that Junsu was gone, so she only asked a strange question and didn't talk any more, and the two talked for a while, and she yawned tiredly.

Seeing her sleepy appearance, Ahn Junhyuk closed the blinds, "There are about two hours to go, let's sleep for a while!"

“…… Alright!" the girl thought about it, then nodded, "Lend your shoulder!" She patted his thick shoulder and leaned in with a playful smile.

The roar of the engine outside the window, faintly incoming, in the tranquil environment, the whispers and sounds of people whispering, but also gradually quieter with the passage of time, the girl's small head leaning on the shoulder, with a few strands of fragrant hair naughty brushed to the tip of the nose, belonging to the girl's soft body temperature, but also passed through the clothes.

He adjusted his position to make her more comfortable, then took the coat he had taken off when he got on the plane and draped it over her, and then heard her murmur in a low voice.

"My brother is so gentle, there must be a lot of girls who like it......"

"......" Ahn Jun Hyuk was a little silent, this was just his subconscious habit, maybe he had a gentle side in his nature, because of this, it has caused some misunderstandings. Thinking about it, he smiled and said, "Do you like me too?"

"Hush!" Boa bumped his head lightly, "You're not my type. But I'll be honest, I've been in the company recently, and I've heard that there are a few female trainees who are very close to you. Brother should pay attention to one thing, don't be so good to girls, girls' hearts are very fragile, and they will be easily invaded by a figure, and they will be full, if you don't have that meaning, don't let people misunderstand. ”

Ahn Jun-hyuk was speechless for her words of reproach, but she also knew that she was concerned about him as a real friend, so she responded: "Zhilu Dao, sleep!"

"It's good to really know the way!"

With this mutter, she slowly sank into sleep. Amid the sound of her breathing, Ahn Joon-hyuk stared ahead in a daze, wondering what she was thinking......

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Two hours later, the plane arrived at Narita Airport in Japan on time, and when Boa was woken up by Ahn Jun-hyuk, the plane was already under the instructions of the control tower and was ready to land on runway B. …,

While rubbing her hazy sleepy eyes and buckling her seat belt, Bao'er said, "Brother wait for me in a while, and leave together after I finish my makeup in the lounge." ”

Hearing this, An Junhyuk was stunned, and then understood that she wanted to help him hype.

A star artist like them, of course, can't get off the plane and rush directly to the destination in a cold and lonely manner, which is too shabby. Ordinary celebrities announce their itinerary to the local area as early as before departure, so that fans and media can know the news to pick up the airport. The local media will also report on this, evaluating the popularity of a star and the fashion of clothing, so the airport has become a show that cannot be ignored for celebrities.

There are only two or three kittens who are out of breath, and the booming ones are crowded, and some superstars go on a trip at a time, and the reporters and fans who pick up the airport can even reach thousands of people.

In Japan, Boa belongs to the ranks of absolute superstars. The company has naturally notified the news that Ahn Jun-hyuk is coming to Japan, but as for how many fans will come to pick up the airport, whether it is the company, Kwon Bo-geun, or Ahn Jun-hyuk, they are a little uncertain.

Although the office in Tokyo tried his best to state the extent of Ahn Junhyuk's popularity in Japan now, he had never been active there, and it was difficult to say how it was, so before getting on the plane, Kwon Bo-geun said to Ahn Jun-hyuk that he was going to follow the people who got off the plane in advance and went out directly, not with Bao'er and them, so as not to make everyone embarrassed and embarrassed if there were few fans or no one at all.

Boa obviously heard their conversation, and didn't want him to be really so silent and miss the "first show" coldly, so she proposed this.

But she obviously didn't know that such an offer was actually more harmful to a man, Ahn Junhyuk rubbed her hair with a smile, did not agree, and after the plane landed and disembarked, he took care of the folds of his clothes casually, and then joined Kwon Bo Gen, ready to go over with the crowd.

Before parting, Kim Jun-so, who didn't know what to say, shouted from afar, "Jun-hyuk, where are you going?"

Then Ahn Junhyuk saw that Bao'er said a few words to him, and a group of people over there looked at him in amazement, and gradually, a few glances became slightly sneering.

Ahn Jun-hyuk was too lazy to deal with them, Kwon Bo-geun blushed with indignation, but he didn't have the confidence to say anything, so he turned around and left with Ahn Jun-hyuk sullenly, and before he went to pick up his luggage, he didn't know whether to persuade Ahn Jun-hyuk or himself: "Jun-hyuk, don't be discouraged, it will be better in the future, and it will be better than all of them in the future......"

"Okay, I understand, you can hurry up and get your luggage!" Ahn Jun-hyuk shook his head helplessly, and watched him mumble and leave, so he waited where he was, and made a phone call home first, and reported to Jisoo that he had arrived in Japan safely, so that she would not worry about her at home.

As soon as he chatted for a few words, he saw Quan Baogen running back with his luggage in the distance, and shouted from afar: "Junhyuk, Junhyuk, hurry up, let's go to the lounge, hurry up and change clothes!"

"What's wrong?" Ahn Jun-hyuk hung up the phone, and watched Kwon Bo-geun rush back in amazement, and he didn't have time to catch his breath, so he pulled him up and ran.

All the way inexplicably dragged by him into the lounge, the environment is quite elegant in the lounge, Bao'er and TVXQ's five people have finished their makeup, it seems to be waiting for them, as soon as the two entered, one of the makeup artists brought by Bao'er came over, opened the suitcase in his hand, and prepared to touch up his makeup. Quan Baogen held his mobile phone, not knowing who he was contacting.

Bao'er, who came in and was looking in the mirror, saw him coming, and immediately gently slapped him: "Brother, I didn't find it, it's really a big star!"

"What the hell is going on? I was somehow pulled over by him. ”

Bao'er laughed, "You'll know when you get out of the way." ”

Ahn Junhyuk frowned slightly, and immediately reacted, the meaning of Bao'er's words couldn't be more obvious, combined with the contrasting performance of Quan Baogen, perhaps, he has fans to pick up the airport? And there must be a lot of them!

glanced at Quan Baogen, who was outside the lounge, turning around and whispering something to his mobile phone, and could not hide his excitement and excitement, he affirmed this judgment. What's more, in TVXQ's team on the other side, several people who had shown strange eyes before subconsciously avoided his gaze at this time, with complicated expressions, and some people showed a sneer when he looked at him.

Realistic people!

He closed his eyes slightly, didn't think so much anymore, let Bao'er's makeup artist help take care of it a little, cover up the dust, and went to the bathroom to change his clothes, but in a few minutes, a group of people rushed out of the lounge and went straight to the VIP passage.

Almost all the people who got off the plane before were gone, and the VIP passage seemed very deserted, but when everyone went down to the departure hall on the first floor through the passage, the moment the door was opened, the huge noise and the dazzling flashing lights were like a rolling heat wave under the summer sun.

The screams formed by the convergence of countless waves of sound are unfamiliar but familiar Japanese, the continuous shouts, shouting Bao'er, shouting TVXQ, shouting that the secret is a day, the hero is in the middle, and the fine asia is handsome...... In the midst of these huge shouts, there was also a part, hoarsely calling "uncle", which clearly transmitted the word into his ears!

After a short period of discomfort, Ahn Junhyuk, who squinted his eyes slightly, looked up. A few steps away from the empty courtyard, dozens of airport security guards lined up in two columns as if facing a great enemy, and outside, countless figures were surging and crowded, and the black pressure was like a wave-like head, extending to the end of the field of vision, and the slogans and posters held high were the most Bao'er, followed by ...... But it's not TVXQ, it's him, Ahn Junhyuk!

The faces flushed with excitement and crowding, screaming the name Uncle and "Ahn Joon-hyuk", and the noisy sound almost gave people the illusion that the entire building was shaking.

At this moment, he suddenly realized very clearly that Bao'er said that he was a big star......