Chapter 37: I don't want to go on like this

The road trail came to the moat, and the nearby residents came out under the summer sunset, playing around the square pavilion next to the moat, and the children were jumping around with their pet dogs, which was very lively.

Lu Xiaodao sat on the lawn in the corner, looking at the river and began to be in a daze again.

He wasn't sad, and he wasn't like others thought that Tan Hao was too mentally shocked when he died, and he was going to die or live, his silence these days was just thinking about some questions, and those questions were difficult to figure out.

Just like Chris said, where did the Wind Spirit Stone go, why did Carl use the Lei Spirit Stone as a gift box to kill him, and he had to chase himself desperately afterwards, and why did he know that Lei Ling was in Tan Hao's hands for the first time, even the so-called anti-spirit organization only found out in the early morning of the same day.

Everything was full of weirdness, so Lu Xiaodao was in a trance, and he didn't believe that this matter ended suddenly, he always felt that there was something he had forgotten, although those things had nothing to do with him, but they were very important.

Lu Xiaodao lay on the lawn, put his hands under the back of his head, and sighed.

"What a sigh. A familiar voice came.

Lu Xiaodao turned his head and saw Li Yuanyuan appear beside him, with a familiar blue skirt and a double ponytail on her head.

"Why did you get here?" Lu Xiaodao asked.

"It's hot and stuffy at home, and I'm used to going out for a walk. Li Yuanyuan sat beside him, looked at the river below, and said with a smile: "Why are you so surprised, can't I come out and go around? ”

Lu Xiaodao suddenly felt a little strange at this moment, I don't know when it seems that the relationship between him and Li Yuanyuan has become much closer, when is it? After letting the other party meet, they will naturally sit together and chat and even joke, there has been no such situation in the past three years of high school.

"Are you okay?" asked Li Yuanyuan suddenly.

Lu Xiaodao knew what she was asking, squinted his eyes and said, "Actually, it's much better than you think, and I'm not so fragile." “

"That's good. ”

Li Yuanyuan was silent for a while, and said softly uncertainly: "Tan Hao.... Does he really like me?"

Lu Xiaodao knew why Li Yuanyuan sat over, and said with a smile: "Well, I really like it, he told me that you are very similar to his mother, because his mother is also as gentle as you, but she divorced his father very early." ”

Li Yuanyuan lowered her eyes slightly and said, "Yes." ”

Lu Xiaodao looked at each other's expressions, and suddenly remembered something, yes, in the past, Li Yuanyuan would often be responsible for many things in the class, and Tan Hao would become a caring little follower every time Li Yuanyuan needed help.

For a while, after school in the afternoon, Tan Hao would follow Li Yuanyuan in a hurry, holding the test papers of countless classmates and the textbooks he had just bought, with a happy smile on his face.

In fact, more than once, I have seen two people taking a cool break next to the moat that must be passed on the way from school.

Lu Xiaodao's heart moved, and he thought to himself Could it be that Li Yuanyuan also had some regrets, so he came here to recall the memories of the two of them? If this is the case, then Lu Xiaodao feels that Tan Hao will also wake up laughing underground.

"I broke up with Zhang Luoxu. Li Yuanyuan said suddenly.

"Ah...."Lu Xiaodao doesn't know how to answer, although everyone has reached the point where they can chat, but this kind of thing is not easy to answer....

"Don't worry, it's not because of other things, it's just that I just feel that my personality is not suitable, he plays basketball and studies well in school, but after really being together, I still feel that the two of them are not suitable. ”

Li Yuanyuan said softly: "Actually, I just thought Zhang Luoxu was very aura, after all, so many girls liked him, and then when he pursued me, he half-pushed and half-agreed, not to mention how much he liked it, but some things have to be in-depth contact to know, just going to Beijing, and then I don't want to continue to drag on like this." ”

Lu Xiaodao didn't know what to say, he could only say that he was bold, Li Yuanyuan looked weak, but things would not change after the decision, and he was extremely decisive.

"Okay, you'll be going to Beijing in three days to sign up, right?"

Li Yuanyuan stood up and said with a smile: "It's time to start a new life, let's go to another place and cheer for Tan Hao's sake!"

"Ah, good. Lu Xiaodao's expression flickered, and he didn't know what to think.

.......

After separating from Li Yuanyuan, the trail also returned along the original road, and his face was much more relaxed.

Yes, he's going to be gone in three days.

Although those questions had been swirling in Lu Xiaodao's mind, he had racked his brains these days and failed to come up with an outline.

But after all this time, even if anything else, it has nothing to do with him, what's the use of him thinking that something is wrong? He is about to leave, and these things have nothing to do with him at all.

At half past seven, Lu Xiaodao returned to the community, and when he went upstairs, the door of the next room was open, and Lu Xiaodao saw the scene inside the door.

A middle-aged couple was in the living room, the man's eyes were bloodshot, directing the workers next to him to carry the furniture, as if they were about to leave here, while the woman was sitting on the sofa in a daze, looking sad, covering her forehead with her hands, only the wind above her head was whirring.

Lu Xiaodao's eyes darkened inexplicably,

"Is there something wrong?" the man saw Lu Xiaodao, not only did he look very tired, but even his voice was much hoarse, and he obviously hadn't slept for many days.

"It's okay, do you need any help?" Lu Xiaodao hurriedly shook his head.

"You are.... Mr. Lu, who lives next door?" the middle-aged man asked.

Lu Xiaodao nodded.

"It turned out to be you, my daughter used to call me and always tell me that the little brother in Hebi was very good, and he always played games with her after school. ”

Lu Xiaodao shook his head and said softly: "She's very cute, this matter.... I'm sorry. ”

"Needless to say. The middle-aged man showed a difficult smile, patted him on the shoulder, and said softly, "It's good to be alive." ”

Lu Xiaodao's eyes turned red inexplicably when he heard these four words, and no one had said this sentence in the month he woke up, but these four words seemed to have completely touched the depths of Lu Xiaodao's heart, and he didn't know why he was already in a much relaxed mood, and suddenly felt very depressed, as if he couldn't breathe.

Obviously, everything is just his fault, he has hurt everyone!But at this moment, the other party has to comfort her in turn!

Sadness hit like a tide, Lu Xiaodao hurriedly found an excuse to leave here, closed the door and lay on the wooden bed in his room, covered his whole body with the nest, and forcibly let himself fall asleep.

All doubts swirled in his mind, he seemed to know something, only he could know the truth of this matter, but at the moment he didn't want to think about it anymore, because he had a hunch that if he continued to investigate, then the trajectory of his life would really change completely.

Lu Xiaodao closed his eyes fiercely and lay under the covers, as if he could forget all about it with peace of mind, and then waited for the plane to leave this remote northern town in three days.