Zhao Jiajia rarely eats barbecue, she thinks that this thing is not so clean, and at the same time, she feels that the taste is too strong, and eating too much is not good for the body.

The few times I had a skewer, I went out to eat with those peers in the family.

She hadn't eaten barbecue with outsiders.

When she is abroad, her life is more self-disciplined, and there is no such life.

Even abroad, she doesn't know if there will be many barbecue stalls on the streets in the middle of the night like in Chinese cities.

After staying in the United States for more than 10 years, she has never seen what the streets are like in the middle of the night.

This time eating barbecue with Gu Mu in the hotel room was a very novel experience for her.

In her concept, eating barbecue belongs to the happiness of the low-level people.

Now she has experienced that kind of happiness to some extent.

It doesn't matter if you're healthy or not.

I don't worry about whether I will gain weight.

Anyway, it's to eat and drink recklessly.

Seventy or eighty skewers sounds like a lot, but in fact the portions are not enough, and there are not many.

More often than not, it's drinking,

Beer on a cold drink.

In Zhao Jiajia's concept, beer is undoubtedly a drink that belongs to the bottom people.

That's all cheap pleasure.

The biggest reason she doesn't drink beer is because she is afraid that she will become a beer belly.

I don't care about that anymore.

and Gu Mu, you drink a bottle and I drink a bottle.

There are no cups, just take the bottle and drink it.

She never thought that she would have such a day, taking a big sip of skewers regardless of her image, and then drinking directly with a beer bottle, not ladylike at all.

But this night she did that.

Driven by Gu Mu.

Gu Mu used to be like this when he masturbated, and he hadn't been like this for a long time.

In order to better integrate into the world of superior people, he even began to learn to drink red wine that he didn't like to drink, and eat Western food that he didn't like to eat.

It's rare to be so happy.

After a bottle of beer was eaten, the unhappiness caused by Tingting's incident also disappeared.

The past is a thing of the past, and the future will be discussed later.

Tonight, he just needs to enjoy these skewers and enjoy those beers.

Although it is only cheap happiness, happiness is happiness after all.

The happiness bought for one dollar is not necessarily much lower than the happiness bought for ten thousand dollars.

Drinking wine, he told Zhao Jiajia about his past with Tingting.

He also talked to Zhao Jiajia before, but what he said was only part of it, the part where Tingting was sorry for him, and the part where he endured humiliation and painstakingly.

But this time he also talked about some good memories when the two of them got along.

Although there are not many memories like that, it doesn't mean they don't exist.

"I really envy you," Zhao Jiajia said, "at least I have experienced the taste of love, although that love is not so beautiful." I've never experienced that in my life. ”

"What is there to envy?" Gu Mu said, "It's hurtful, it's hurtful." ”

said to Zhao Jiajia again: "Actually, I envy you, you don't have to be tortured by love." ”

Zhao Jiajia grinned and said, "Gu Mu, if you talk like this, you will be beaten." ”

"Don't get me wrong, that's what I say, really. Gu Mu said, "That thing is a deceptive thing, it deceives your brain, tells you that it is love, tells you that it is happiness, in fact, it is not bullshit, it is all deceiving yourself." ”

"But I want to fool myself. Zhao Jiajia said, "If people are too rational and see the essence of everything directly, wouldn't it be too boring to regard love as a dopamine secretion and everyone as carbohydrates?"

"You are very reasonable," Gu Mu said, "It's too rational and meaningless." ”

sighed again and said: "Fortunately, I don't read much, I don't understand those big truths, and I can live in a daze." ”

Drinking beer, the more they talked, the more in-depth they became, Gu Mu told Zhao Jiajia about Miao Miao's misunderstanding of him:

"That girl thought that her cousin was killed by me, so she was very upset when she saw me, and followed me to ask if I had done it. ”

Zhao Jiajia said in surprise: "My God, what does she think? How could you do something like that?"

"Yes, I don't know what she thinks," Gu Mu said depressedly, "Although the things her cousin did made me very unhappy, it wasn't to the point where I was going to find someone to murder her, and I couldn't do it." ”

"The main thing is that you can't do it. Zhao Jiajia said.

She asked Gu Mu again: "Then did you explain it to her?"

"Explained," Gu Mu said, "Probably she only has some doubts, not particularly sure." If it was so sure, it would have found me a long time ago. I explained to her that I didn't have to do anything like that, and then I swore a bad oath to her, and she believed it and apologized to me. ”

"However, when I saw that she came back with you, her face was still a little unpleasant," Zhao Jiajia said, "Does she have anything else on her mind?"

"Uh......" Gu Mu was stunned for a moment and said, "I don't know if she still has something on her mind, I haven't seen each other for a long time, and I don't know much about the situation on her side." ”

"You have a very good relationship with that Miao Miao, right? Zhao Jiajia asked again.

"It's okay, when I was with her cousin, her cousin always bullied me, and she would help me say a few words of justice. ”

Speaking of this topic, Gu Mu suddenly sighed with emotion, and said:

"Actually, many times that girl is facing me, and her cousin found another returnee and she told me, otherwise I would still be in the dark. ”

"It's no wonder," Zhao Jiajia said with a smile, "I wonder why you and your ex-girlfriend have broken up, why do you still arrange your ex-girlfriend's cousin in such a place." ”

"That girl is not easy. Gu Mu said.

"You haven't slept with her, have you?" Zhao Jiajia suddenly asked.

Gu Mu's eyes widened suddenly, and he said, "With her, how is it possible? What are you kidding? I have never thought like that. When I was with her cousin, she always called me brother-in-law, and I treated her like a sister, how could I think like that?"

"You're not lying to me, are you?" asked Zhao Jiajia hesitantly.

Gu Mu smiled bitterly: "Is it necessary for me to lie to you? These things, whether they have happened or not is easy to figure out, you also know what kind of person I am, I also know what kind of person I am, what is the difference between lying to you and lying to myself?"

"That's right. Zhao Jiajia nodded again.