On TV, there is a classic English song, "Angel", Sarah McLaclan.

About 10 years ago, when she was a teenager, this song came to Korea with "City of Angels", which was a new year for her debut, and she was invited to model by the fashion magazine CeCi, which had not been published for a few years at the time.

In the blink of an eye, it's been so long.

The house was quiet, he was gone, the wound on his head needed to be treated so as not to leave a scar, and Jisoo and Sachiko accompanied him, leaving her to sit alone in the spacious living room, surrounded by the quiet emptiness of the song.

I don't know if it was the previous crying, venting the anger that had not yet accumulated, or if she couldn't see him anymore, there was no one to vent to, she sat alone in a daze, listening to the songs on TV from noisy dance music to rock, and then to such a lingering angel, wanting to cry, but tears couldn't flow.

I remember when I first debuted.

Her debut can be regarded as an accident, she was only 19 years old at the time, and it is appropriate to be ignorant, or confused. Others go to school carefree, but she is bored, seems to have no own pursuit, every day confused about what she wants to do, since she was a child, she has such an assertive character, when she was very young, listening to her parents, she will do what her parents say, and she will stay away from what she should do.

When I grew up, I slowly had to make up my own minds, and I couldn't be the master, so one day, a person who called herself a talent scout came to her and said that your temperament is very tasteful, how about being a model? She agreed vaguely, and then thought about it. It's thrilling.

After entering the entertainment industry, I gradually understood more, only to understand how dangerous it was for me to make a hasty promise, and how terrible my character weakness was. I wanted to change it many times, but I had nowhere to start, but because I often thought about it, I fell into depression and reflected it on my feelings. It's anxiety and insecurity.

I also don't want to see a doctor. Avoiding medical care is probably everyone's fault, including the company. After starring in "Rose Red Lotus" to prove her worth, the company began to use her as a tool to shake money, and it was naturally impossible for her to go to a psychiatrist to expose her psychological problems. Instead, she should be packaged intellectually and elegantly. The image is healthy and low-key.

That time. Whether subjectively willing or not, anything can only be pressed to the bottom of the heart, and the feeling of uneasiness spreads in depression and dullness. Later, she began to speak little and began to be reluctant to contact the crowd, and only the small world of her residence, the small space that was blocked by the walls from the outside world, could make her peaceful.

Occasionally, I think that if I continue to develop, I will probably be like this for the rest of my life, and maybe one day, I will no longer be able to bear the loneliness of being far away from the world, and quietly end my life like in the movie.

In that way, it may be the first time in her life that she has an opinion, and it is also the most vigorous move.

Now that I think about it, the acquaintance with Joon-hyuk completely exceeded the predictions she made for the rest of her life. The first time we met, he was still a newcomer, in addition to his good looks, he didn't leave much impression on her, the "Right" drama was picked up by the company for her, for her, she was going to work, if she was deeply impressed, maybe she suspected that he was going to the crew to enter the crew!

After all, he was so young, only 18 years old, and he didn't look reliable at all, heh, I later learned that it was just his appearance that was immature. During the preparation of the crew, someone wanted to sabotage the filming and tricked her out to kidnap her, she was in a coma and didn't know what was going on, but when she woke up, she was in a dilapidated hotel, he was sitting next to her, and a few days later, she saw the news on the news that the person who had competed with him for the role had a car accident, and then the crew was smooth.

She's not a fool, and of course there are some things to guess about, but surprisingly, she's never scared.

Probably like the agent's sister often said at that time, Lin Xiujing, your brain is broken!

He is obviously very dangerous, she doesn't even know anything except that his name is Ahn Junhyuk, but she still likes him, she likes him so much, it's like her brain is broken, she will be happy because he is by his side, she will ignore the warning of her agent's sister, wear thick clothes, and squat on the side of the road to talk with him between shooting, even if it is cold.

And once he left, she seemed to have lost her life, and she was powerless.

In fact, if she thinks about it carefully, she is not surprised at all by her appearance at that time, from the beginning of knowing him, or rather, from the moment she woke up in a coma full of fear and saw his figure sitting behind the sun, the next qiē was doomed.

She had been lonely for too long, wandering in ignorance for so many years, like a wandering planet, lonely and desperate in the vast and boundless dark universe. She is a woman after all, just as the planet needs a sun after all, to melt her cold shell like fire, and only then will life be born.

So she clung to it, and even if he refused, she never gave up.

When they were really together, many times she was secretly proud, in him, she overcame her weakness for the first time, but she never thought deeply, she overcame her weakness, why didn't he succumb to her insistence?

It should have been noticed a long time ago, but he is actually more vulnerable emotionally. He had never been able to watch her cry, and she was so immersed in his sweetness that he never thought that one day, another woman would attack his seemingly tough but weak shell?

A long-overdue thought...... He is also a human being, and he will be soft-hearted, especially a woman like Yun'er who has known him for a long time and occupies a part of his heart, he can't speak ill of them or treat them coldly, what hasn't happened to her before, naturally it can't happen to Yun'er and them.

should have thought of it a long time ago, if it weren't for love, how could a girl be so intimate with a man without scruples?

These...... It's all long overdue......

The gentle melody of "Angel" was still reverberating, and the shadow pulled in by the sunlight moved from the west to the center, and gradually retracted back to the window, and she sat quietly like this, thinking quietly, until the light in the living room returned from transparency to darkness, and the cold feeling enveloped her, and the sun outside baked the earth, and she sat where it could not shine, watching it gradually move away.

I don't know how long later, there was the sound of footsteps behind me.

It wasn't for them to come back, and it took a long time for Chaos's head to stop before he realized that there was still someone in the room!

She turned her head, and a few steps behind her, Yun'er stood crampedly, probably just getting up, the girl's hair was still unkempt, and the bags under her eyes were swollen and red.

She thought she would lose her temper, she would be angry, disappointed, sad, and painful like she had faced him before, she would scold her, she would throw what she could catch on her, and then drive her out of the door in a dashing manner, without any grievances!

But no......

She just stared at the girl she was supposed to hate, and she thought her tears were dry, or frozen, but she didn't.

Ernie ...... I'm sorry, I'm ......" Yuna looked at her in a sad tone and suddenly covered her mouth, "...... Sorry ......"

In the midst of that mournful murmur, a trembling sobbing sobbed from her throat, and her vision was hazy.

Why is this happening...... What am I going to do...... (To be continued......)