Keep using cool points to stimulate me, no matter what kind of cool points it is, in the end, others don't have me, and others envy me and worship me.

Shit.

I'm curious, now that this fantasy doesn't bring pleasure, how else can you control me? I know it's a fantasy, and I feel sick, so isn't this weapon ineffective?

It's a distortion in the mind, and it's the distortion in the mind that gets pleasure, and it's not me at all. None of this is my choice, but it has been created by the times. Even, I don't know if the era exists.

inexplicably perceived the role of Yuan Changwen, and inexplicably had these picture elements. I never ask how these picture elements appeared, I always directly believe in the picture elements, and then start to fight in the picture elements.

Admittedly, that's a good thing, it's the perfect experience of immersion, and that's what deliberately twisted it all about.

But who gave you the power to quarrel in my head?

All I can see is a wall made of thoughts, and even after slashing, I can only see thoughts. Right, it's always just a picture element, it's always just a fake, and the existence of the character itself is a distortion.

Even so, I still have to continue to kill. Fear kept pulling at me, and the cacophony in my head was as lively as a dance party. The point is, it's not under my control at all.

Why are you afraid of me? Why do you show up? With my permission? Have you paid the rent? Have you obtained the qualification to live in your head?

The character himself cannot affirm himself, he must affirm himself through the words and deeds of others. For example, if I am the only one who sees the ghost and no one else can see it, then I wonder if it is a hallucination or something.

However, everybody can see apples, and I can see apples, so I'm sure there's an apple here.

And, weirdly, if I'm the only one who can see ultraviolet or infrared, then according to science, maybe it's some kind of genetic mutation in the eye, or some kind of brain nerve dendrites or something.

What about seeing ghosts? It's hallucination, it's, it's a mental illness.

I know that other people are just picture elements, just picture elements that I am aware of, but I still want praise from others. Also, I knew that there was no causal relationship between the presentation of the elements of the picture, but I still wanted to control it.

How do you control a thing that has no causal relationship? The power of emotions is what makes me mentally retarded, and I repeat and repeat and repeat.

Maybe there is a causal relationship between the elements of the picture, or maybe there is not. Maybe the presentation of picture elements is temporally linear, maybe not.

But why should I think on top of a possibility? If it is, then anything is possible. This time it seems that there is a causal relationship, but after a while there is none.

Not real, these limited things are not real. I'm not trying to be a better version of myself, or living a more spiritual life or anything like that. Unreal is unreal, what else is there to discuss?

No matter how much explanation, no matter how much discussion, it is all for the better life of the character. How to live better in the picture elements without cause and effect, if you make the best choice when time does not exist,!

Kill like a madman, as long as you can move forward in this way, and only in this way can you break through the false control. I've seen the truth, I've smelled the truth. It's not fragrant, maybe it's cold, but it's real.

It makes sense to stop at this moment. I knew none of this was true, so I was no longer in the grip of most of the distortions in my head, and I knew that fear was just fear. I can do what I want and not carry a lot of baggage because none of this is real.

At the same time, I didn't destroy the character, I can still think about my parents, and I still think that filial piety is what it should be. Although filial piety can no longer control me, I still want to take the initiative to be filial. Humanity can be preserved and concentrated on the good side, while not constantly being threatened by fear.

Surrendering, resigning to fate, and letting go, the whole person may not have much achievement, but the joy in the heart can never be hidden. Not to be manipulated by the vast amount of distortions in the mind, which themselves come from fear. Stop now, maybe I'll die a spiritual character.

Unfortunately, this is not true.

There's no point in killing, but why reason reason with a madman? Isn't it funny to talk to a madman about the meaning of things?

Yuan Changwen felt a slight sense of rejection, not that the world was rejecting him, but that the characters were rejecting him. In other words, you have rejected yourself. Just as the network signal is a bit stuck, the words and actions of the characters don't seem to be as coordinated as they once were.

These picture elements are fixed numbers, and because they have already been presented, they can only be presented like this. The kind of cool point that makes others worship is still just a means of survival for the character. It makes me inadvertently believe in the reality of the characters, the reality of the world, the reality of others, the truth of time and space, and the truth of cause and effect.

It's ridiculous, indeed, how can there be no causality? Not only does causality not exist in infinity, but even in limitations, I can't be sure of the existence of causality.

Thinking that the screen elements are all to the character, and that there is a causal relationship between the screen elements, like the peasant building a house in the game, is cause and effect, but these are just compromises.

It seems that after this compromise, it doesn't matter even if you know that the world is not real. This is to reassure the heart that is about to explode and gradually calm down. Then, in the name of beauty, he came out of hell and returned to the ranks of normal people, and used this pain as a show-off, as a coffee time conversation.

The slash is always interrupted, and the twist in my mind is always pulling me at random. By virtue of this, the distortion in the mind is not qualified to exist. There's nothing wrong with wanting to be worshipped, and vanity isn't a mistake, it's all the character's falsehood anyway, so it doesn't matter what.

But you shouldn't be arguing in my head.

The unreal does not exist, no one will be injured, no one will die, and at the same time, no one will be honored, no one will go to the top of life.

Yuan Changwen once again found that he was fooled, and when he fought with fear, he knew that his opponent was not fear. However, when he played against Shuangdian, he forgot that his opponent was not Shuangdian at all.

I have only one opponent, and that is falsehood.

Therefore, what is not true should be discarded. I don't know how I took it for real, but I knew it wasn't true. All of them are just the pictorial elements that are perceived at the moment, and only at the moment, and only these pictorial elements.

The elements of the picture are here, and it looks as if the mind analyzes them. But further, the mind itself is also an element of the picture, and there is no such thing as free will.

What's wrong? It's not wrong to think about it, it's just the presentation of the elements of the picture, it's just the way it is, it's just that the elements of the picture are presented.