If you think according to the distortion in your head, how can you not be afraid of life?

Think about so many things, how can you live without money? What should you do without a job? Do people continue to work hard when they reach middle age? There are still mortgages, and there are babies, and there is a family, how can this be fooled with the words "not afraid of life"?

In addition, I have to travel, show off with friends, buy clothes, gifts to honor my parents, red envelopes from my boss, and everyone else has a car so I have to buy a car and maintain it. Don't you need money to get this? Isn't it possible to get it by sitting there without being afraid of life?

yes, what qualifications do I have to say that this is better, what qualifications do I have to decide the lifestyle of others? What am I?

It's just a loser.

I'm not done yet, and any idea of helping others is just a magic barrier. Moreover, others do not necessarily need my help, or rather, my help is not help at all.

So, let's go ahead and kill.

Yuan Changwen suddenly felt that his fingers were a little cold, not the coldness of the lake, but being touched by something.

Before he could think of what it was, he subconsciously reached out and held it, a fish! Of course, if he didn't catch this fish, how could the slippery scales be caught so easily.

It's just that the things on the fish were left in Yuan Changwen's hands.

A rubber band for a girl to tie her hair.

I don't know how it was put on the fish's body, maybe it was unintentionally put on it, maybe it was someone who could put it on it. The reason is not important, the key is that this rubber band is in Yuan Changwen's hands at the moment.

It's an ordinary leather band, as the first person in the empire, what haven't you ever seen? Even if it is made of nephrite, and then added to some inexplicable valuables, it is not a novelty.

But this rubber band, ordinary, has an inexplicable attraction.

It seems that I fell in love with this rubber band?!

Is it ridiculous?

Perhaps, but no amount of absurdity can compare to the distortion in the mind. Through the distortion in the mind, of course, it will be thought that falling in love with a rubber band is ridiculous,, and that there is something wrong with the brain.

Because no one will fall in love with a rubber band.

However, this explanation itself is nonsense, because no one will fall in love with a rubber band, so if I fall in love with a rubber band, I will be judged to be crazy or have a brain problem, or at least the person is abnormal.

There is no basis, no evidence, and no reasoning. It's just that everyone doesn't do this, and I do, so I'm judged crazy. This logic is so powerful, and the most ridiculous thing is that I have believed in this logic for so many years and am a deep supporter of it.

"How can you do this?!"

Now that I think about it, it's like an idiot, how can it be like this? Why can't it be like this? Who is dictating that others must be like this? And who put the distortion of "others must be like this" in my head? Why do I believe that "I must" that others can't do this?

I don't understand how these things are approved by me, how they survive in my head for so many years, and how they control my behavior while I am willing?

Someone else is just an NPC, but it's just a set effect. It's not why he is like this, but he can only be like this. What happens is inevitable, and there is no such thing as accidental. Any unthinkable feeling can only show one's own ignorance.

What nonsense, why would I still want to go back to the empire to continue teaching? continue to give my gains to my disciples, and even write "It's my business" on the family's cultivation exercises?

Think about what I want to get from a group of NPCs, why do I want to teach a group of NPCs? those set dialogues, those self-definitions that are shrouded in emotions, those NPCs who can't see everything honestly, why do I want to go back and continue teaching my disciples?

Yuan Changwen felt a trace of absurdity and incomprehension, but he had been doing this before, but he didn't have any sense of absurdity and incomprehension.

It is also strange to look at the rubber band in his hand, obviously in the depths of the lake, but he can see the rubber band in his hand. However, there is nothing strange about it, the so-called weirdness is just a distortion beyond the mind.

Even if there are demons and monsters suddenly appearing now, there is nothing strange about it.

The existence of a character must be false, so no matter what identity the other party is, no matter what role the other party has, it is a kind of falsehood. Since it's false, what does it do other than increase the fun?

Maybe judging from the role of Yuan Changwen, it is not necessarily fun. But what's not fun about that awareness? Of course, after everything is fun, there's no fun.

Perhaps, that's why the awareness had to orchestrate the dream. Everything is beautiful, so what is there to be beautiful? I don't know the bad, how can we perceive the good? After transcending the duality, these opposing elements will lose their meaning.

Of course, I won't say that I understand this situation, it's just literal speculation.

That rubber band always looked so charming for some reason. Yuan Changwen looked at the rubber band, and there were some inexplicable feelings rolling in his heart, cherishing, cherishing, reluctant, happy, and happy, as if he could meet this rubber band, which was a blessing from his previous life.

Slowly put the rubber band on the wrist, I don't know if it has been soaked in water for a long time, and the rubber band has no elasticity. Still, it fits well on the wrist. On the band, there is a bow-like knot with a petal-like decoration on it, and a small ball.

The small round balls are inlaid with a glass-like material, reflecting the modest light in the depths of the lake. At each end of the bow are four small metal balls, perhaps for the overall falling effect when tying the hair. The metal balls are a little worn, maybe they've been used for too long.

No one can say clearly what is going on, Yuan Changwen just fell in love with this rubber band.

Of course, there is no need to explain it clearly. When you understand why you fall in love with rubber bands, this is no longer love, but a transaction. What's more, the meaning of words is to want to explain to others, and find the right expression so that others agree with their interpretation.

I am full of a certain emotion, why do I have to describe it, why do I have to let others understand it, why do I want to destroy the enjoyment of this feeling, and think about what words?

Seemingly, this is not love. Because love is merely a form of control and possession, perhaps it should be expressed in other words. However, I don't want to think about the exact words, so be it.

Yuan Changwen remembered that what he had seen told the story of a person's isolated island survival. It seems that people can really place their emotions on some kind of object.

Alas, why do you want to do this, do you want to prove that your behavior is normal?

Pull it down, from the beginning of the killing, I have been insulated from the word normal. If you are a normal person, why don't you work hard, why don't you fight, why do you take the initiative to die, why do you want to abandon the meaning of life?

Shit.