When Lin Xuan heard me ask about the compensation, he was silent for a moment, and then shook his head slightly: "The 500,000 yuan was not borrowed by me." ”

I was stunned when I heard this: "Didn't you borrow it?

"Not really. Lin Xuan shook his head again: "You don't know Lao Fang, he has a very tough personality, if he knew that I was with you, he wouldn't give me money no matter what, and I also know your relationship, since I took the risk to rescue you, how could I dare to go back to him." ”

"Then where did you get this money?" I looked at Lin Xuan with wide eyes: "You shouldn't be looking for Zhou Hang, right?"

"Gee, where did you think of it. After listening to my words, Lin Xuan couldn't help but smile, and then pursed his lips: "I sold the car." ”

"What?!" Hearing Lin Xuan sell the car, I was stunned, Lin Xuan once told me that her BMW Z4 and the Bodhi necklace around her neck were the only two things her mother left her, and now her mother has left, so these two things, for her, are more meaningful, to put it bluntly, they are relics, thinking of this, I am even more anxious: "What do you think, how can that car be sold? That is a memorial left to you by your mother!"

"For me, the people who are alive are more important than the people who leave, without that car, I can still live a good life, but without you, I really don't know what to do, I don't feel sorry for the car, what are you excited about. After listening to my words, Lin Xuan pretended to be indifferent and grabbed my arm and smiled: "Didn't you tell me, those who left, as long as we always remember them in our hearts, they will live forever, and I have always remembered the bits and pieces between me and my mother, plus you are by my side, and the two of us can stay in Shenyang to accompany my mother, I really feel very happy, although that car is a memorial she left me, but compared with memories, compared with you, it is not so important, isn't it!" ”

"Daughter-in-law, I'm sorry I made you suffer. After listening to Lin Xuan's words, I turned my head to look at her, sniffed hard, and felt a little blocked in my heart, in this city, I am extremely eager to succeed, eager to let Lin Xuan live a good life, but with my ability, it is really difficult to do all this in a short period of time, since Lin Xuan and I came here, the two of them have to rely on her relationship to find a job, to be honest, if there is no Lin Xuan, then I want to survive in this city, it may be very difficult.

When we came to this city before, I only thought that this was a big city, that there would be more opportunities and better treatment here, but I never thought about the pressure of living standards and per capita consumption here, nor did I think about whether I could withstand this pressure, and now Lin Xuan and I are living so hard with the help of her Shao Nan, it is hard for me to imagine how much suffering Lin Xuan will have to suffer with me if we go farther away.

"Okay, don't talk about it, now that you are out of the lawsuit, you are better than anything else, and we will both work hard in the future, and everything will be there. Lin Xuan comforted me with a smile and pulled me into the taxi.

Knowing that Lin Xuan sold the car in order to pay compensation for me, my heart was very depressed, but Lin Xuan sat next to me, but she was very happy, as if as long as she had me in her life, she could always be full of hope, no matter what, it is a happy thing to get rid of Zhou Hang's lawsuit after all, in order not to affect Lin Xuan's mood, I also squeezed out a smile and chatted with her all the way, but as the taxi continued to move, I looked at the slightly dilapidated street scenes on both sides of the street, and suddenly frowned: "Master, are you going the wrong way?" ”

"Young man, what do you mean by this, I'm afraid that I'll take a detour?" After listening to my words, the driver tilted his head slightly: "Let me tell you, I have been driving a taxi for 30 years, and I have never pit passengers for a penny, if you think I am going the wrong way, I will find you a map now, if you take an extra meter of wrongful road, you can immediately complain to me, I will tell you......"

"Master, the first time he came to Shenyang, he was just unfamiliar with this side and didn't question you. Lin Xuan interrupted the taxi driver's words with a smile, and then shook his head slightly at me: "The driver didn't go the wrong way, but we moved." ”

"Moving, it's so decent, why do you want to move?" After listening to Lin Xuan's words, I immediately frowned, because the house we rented before had just been renovated, and we had paid half a year's rent.

"It's nothing, it's just that the original house is too close to the business district, and it's too noisy when I sleep at night, and the house we originally rented, there are a lot of people who work at night in the unit, and I live alone, so I'm a little scared. ”

After listening to Lin Xuan's explanation, I felt a little uncomfortable: "Did you spend the money and return the house in order to pay me a deposit?" ”

"No, where do you think about it, I really just don't feel comfortable living there, that house wasn't ours in the first place, isn't it normal to move. Lin Xuan hugged my arm and smiled disappreciatively: "Don't worry, things are really not what you think." ”

"Really?" I was a little loose.

"It's such a trivial matter, why am I lying to you. ”

“……”

Lin Xuan and I chatted in the car, and the taxi slowly reached the vicinity of the destination, and after Lin Xuan and I got out of the car, we stood on the side of the street and looked at our new residence, and immediately frowned.

Between a ruined wall, stands a row of low red brick bungalows, as the winter snow melts, the sand road in the alley is full of mud, not far from the 24-hour non-rest construction site on the machine roaring, smoke and dust, at this time the sky is dark, the residents at the entrance of the alley also appear one by one, most of the residents who get off work are workers from nearby construction sites, and those who are unsatisfactory, but open their mouths and keep swearing at the bottom of the hooligans, and most of the people who go out are middle-aged street women, as well as outsiders pushing tricycles and selling snacks in the night market, as well as some ragged homeless people, I borrowed the light of the electric car, glanced at the rental advertisement posted next to the red word 'demolition' at the entrance of the alley, the rent of the house here is only 60 yuan per month, which is not enough for the place where we lived before, a month's property fee.

Looking at this dirty alley to the extreme, I have mixed feelings in my heart, if I live in this place alone, then I must have no idea at all, after all, I have been out of the mix for so many years, I have experienced good days and bad days, even if I fall here, I can comfort myself with a big husband can bend and stretch, but when I think of Lin Xuan also living here, the first impression in my mind is that it is out of place.

Lin Xuan's world should not belong to this alley, but because of me, she is not only far away from the brightly lit high-rise buildings in the city, but also reduced to this kind of alley corner that really belongs to the grassroots class, I can even imagine that in the days when I was away, those hooligans teased her language, and the other residents in the alley looked at Lin Xuan with strange eyes.

"Husband, what are you thinking, let's go!" Lin Xuan should have seen my emotions, but he still pretended to be stupid and took my arm and walked into the alley: "Let me tell you, don't look at the houses in this place are dilapidated, but the inside of the house is still good, and I have never lived in this kind of place before, and now I suddenly live in, it feels very interesting, and the neighbors inside are also very kind and kind, and when you live for a while, you will definitely like the life here." ”

"Hehe, it's good if you like it, but seriously, you are a pampered lady, you should experience life and understand the difficulties of ordinary people. Seeing Lin Xuan trying her best to coax me, I didn't expose her white lies, so I could only endure the depression in my heart and take Lin Xuan's words.

"Yes, since living here for a few days, I suddenly realized that my previous behavior of buying a bottle of perfume for tens of thousands of dollars is really too extravagant. Seeing that I didn't say much, Lin Xuan smiled slyly as if relieved, and led me into the alley.

Lin Xuan's rented house is the kind of street house without a yard, that is, the kind of small house with only one room facing the alley at the door, and next door to this rental house, I don't know if it is the kind of black-hearted merchant who deals with dead chickens and dead ducks, when I first walked to the door of the house, my nasal cavity was filled with that nausea that made people churn up from the stomach, smelling this stench that even I couldn't bear, I really couldn't imagine how Lin Xuan had survived here for so long.

Lin Xuan took out the key, pushed open the dilapidated iron door sprayed with blue paint, walked closer to the room, pulled down the lamp rope, as the incandescent lamp lit up, I also followed the dim light to see the scene in the house, this room is very small, less than 20 square meters, next to the door is a window facing the alley, blocked by a small curtain, in the corner of the wall, there is a very dilapidated wooden bed, one of the bed legs is still broken, with a few red bricks to cushion up, the bed is clean and tidy bedding, and these scraps of bricks are compared, as if through the product of the century。

On the side of the bed, there was a wooden table that I couldn't see the age of, and only I had seen it when I was a child, although it had been wiped by Lin Xuan many times, but the oil stain that was deeply stained in the wooden board was still so dazzling.

The things on the wooden table were simple, a washed electric wok, next to a pair of dishes and chopsticks, next to the chopsticks, bottled pickles, and a pack of dried noodles, in this humble room, there was nothing but these things, not even a bathroom and a place to wash.

I walked to the table, looked at the bag of noodles that had only half a pack left, and looked at Lin Xuan with trembling lips: "In the days when I was away, you lived in this kind of place and ate these things?"

"Oh, didn't I tell you, I live here to experience life, as for the things like Shimizu somen noodles, it's because I'm losing weight, you know, compared to a beautiful body, a few hungry stomachs, for girls, it's a particularly indifferent thing. ”

"Did you spend all the money you had in order to get me out? At this moment, I watched Lin Xuan's food, which was not as good as the food I provided for free in the public security hospital, and finally I couldn't control my emotions anymore, let alone force myself to act with her.

"Husband, are you hungry, I'll cook you some noodles. Lin Xuan heard my question, was silent in place for a while, then squeezed out a smile and began to stir up the electric wok on the table: "Everything is good around here, but there is no supermarket, at this time, it is very difficult to buy things, you can accompany me to lose weight today, and I will make you something to eat tomorrow." ”

Seeing Lin Xuan's busy figure, two huge teardrops slipped quietly down the corners of my eyes, I really couldn't figure out how could I, Han Fei, actually pull a girl who could have no worries about food and clothing and live in the clouds into this humble life that was incompatible with her, and lived like this.