Yinzhen's bitter water was almost vomited, and he sighed when he heard me say this, took the porridge bowl and drank three sips before putting it down, and put three chopsticks between each dish, and then he didn't use it much. Pen & Fun & Pavilion www.biquge.info I saw this and understood that this was the rule of not being able to eat three bites, my expression darkened, and I said with my eyes: "I know that the emperor has the emperor's rules, but the body is more important than the rules, I know what the emperor likes to eat, and why should I be personally asked to show these things if I really want to watch out for anything." I still pay attention to these false etiquette here, isn't the emperor tired?"

Although Yinzhen is now the emperor, but twenty years of habits can't be changed after all, I don't want to call myself a slave or a slave in front of him, and I don't want to change the title to make the relationship between each other more estranged, so when I talk to him, I still have the heart to use the tone of the past in the Qiandi, but I have changed the title of him, which is also a tentative mind, to see if he is still as tolerant as he was in the Qiandi.

Yin Zhen looked at me silently for a moment, picked up the bowl of porridge again and slowly used it up, then relaxed his body, acquiesced without correcting my self-title, and said lightly: "This is what makes me feel the most at ease with you, and only you know my mind best and what I want." But do you know why I've deliberately neglected and alienated you over the years?"

Regarding Yinzhen's question, I didn't think much about it, nor did I feel panicked, and asked with a slight smile: "Is it because of those involvements that make you suspicious, or because I interfered in things that shouldn't be interfered with?"

Yin Zhen chuckled, picked up the chopsticks and put the food in his mouth, as if he was savoring it, and only after swallowing it did he say: "Sometimes it's not necessarily a good thing for people to be too smart." I'm going to alienate you from the time I find out I can't understand you, and it's not a good feeling that you've always been able to grasp my thoughts and I can't see through you. But everything you do may be a conspiracy to others, but you always pass on the news to me in advance and never hide it, so that these conspiracies have actually become a conspiracy with me. This kind of scheming you use is too frank and easy, although it does not disgust me, but it is also very frightening. Luckily, you are smart and know when to go in and when to go back. It's like you've been fighting, but you're not fighting for yourself. Sometimes I don't understand, you are obviously a capable and ambitious woman, why don't you fight for that position for Hongday, don't fight for yourself for a high position, everything you want can be held in your own hands, but you choose to retire after success, and then explain all this with what you want to spend the rest of your life. ”

"As the emperor, will you allow such a capable and ambitious woman who is fighting for the best interests of herself in everything by your side?" For Yinzhen's words, I couldn't help but chuckle out loud, and asked back in a playful tone, but what I got was the silence that Yinzhen expected in the face of this question.

I filled him with another bowl of porridge and continued: "There is a saying that you are wrong, I have no ambition, and the things I did for you are also for self-preservation. Because I know very well that if you lose, we won't end up much better than your current opponents. So you can't lose, and only if you win, can I get what I asked for that I told you. ”

"You always talk like this, you don't shy away from it, everything you do seems to be planned, is it that even the first time we met in the garden, you calculated it a long time ago. Yin Zhen held his eyes, and his tone began to be slightly cold.

"You think too much, before you decided to accept me into the palace, I never thought of intersecting with you, and I never thought about becoming anyone's concubine, in fact, at that time I did not reject entering the palace as a palace maid, and I also thought about leaving the palace at the age of thirty, and then living this life alone. Later, I thought that you would let me go into the house on an errand and then point me to others, but I didn't expect you to take me into the house. But things turned out to be unexpected, and I could only accept them. When I first entered the house, I really wanted to live a simple and quiet life, even if there was no grace, it didn't matter, anyway, life always had to be lived, and I could live well. However...... You know what happened next, do you still need me to say more?"

I don't know why, in this era, I can always think of some fragments of everything related to Yinzhen, but everything related to myself has no clues about the future. I don't know what kind of existence Geng's existence is by Yinzhen's side, and what kind of future he will have later, only a few scattered fragments can't piece together a complete information, and only when the matter comes to an end, can I occasionally think of a little bit of it. That's why I've been walking very carefully for 20 years, fearing that I'm going to change history, and I feel like I'm walking on thin ice all the time. Perhaps this is what fortune tellers often say, that people can calculate the fate of others, but they cannot see their own fate.

"If I hadn't admitted you into the mansion at the beginning, I'm afraid you would be in the mansion of the ninth or fourteenth now. Yin Zhen suddenly opened his mouth faintly, and his cold gaze fell on my face with inquiry.

No matter how calm I am, under the gaze of Yinzhen's eagle-like sharp eyes, I still have the idea of retreating. But there must be no retreat at this time, otherwise it will definitely be understood by him as acquiescence or cover-up.

"My father is your official leader, I am a show girl in the banner, if you didn't admit me into the mansion at the beginning, now I will only be in the palace, as for the intersection with the ninth master is only a few sides, not to mention deep friendship, and the fourteenth master is not familiar with it, how can I be in their mansion?" I raised my head to meet Yinzhen's eyes, and asked pretending to be puzzled.

"The queen mother said something about you and Fourteen before she died, she said that you are not a simple woman, and that the old fourteen had also moved the idea of admitting you into the house, and then I gave up because I was one step ahead of him. As for Lao Jiu, do you really think that I am too busy to pay attention to the movements in the palace, Concubine Yi has little respect for the queen mother, and is even more resentful of me, but she only favors you, and even rewards you as a comfort after learning that you were punished by the queen mother, it can be seen that Lao Jiu must have made arrangements for you on Concubine Yi's side a long time ago, do you dare to say that you and Lao Jiu and Lao Fourteen were just general friends?"

I don't know why such a metaphor can be thought of at such a critical moment, but I know why he reacted the way he did. It seems that this Empress Dowager of the Wuya clan did not forget to pit me once she died, this is the rhythm that wants to pull me back.

As far as I know, Yinyu did have my mind back then, but because Yinyu told me in advance, I explained the stakes to Yinyu, and reminded Yinyu that he should never mention half a sentence, and Yinyu would never mention half a point to Wu Yashi with his heart at that time. So either Yinzhen is deliberately tempting now, or Yinzhen later leaked it when he asked Yishi to bring me a message, or he mentioned this matter to Wu Yashi without a clear mind at that time. In short, no matter what kind of thing it is, it may be dirty water that the basin can't take, because I have always tried my best to deny that I knew Yinyu before entering the mansion, and at that time, it was because of this statement that I escaped when the Song family framed it, and now if it is confirmed that this is indeed the case, then that incident has become a deception, and with Yinzhen's character, I am afraid it will be difficult to believe everything I said.

As for the matter of Concubine Yi, in fact, I have long thought that Yinzhen will arrange eyeliner on Concubine Yi's side, so the difference between Concubine Yi and me will naturally reach Yinzhen's ears.

After calming down and analyzing the pros and cons in my mind, I looked at him and said: "The intersection with the ninth master is actually very clear in that booklet, the ninth master does have a heart for me, and I have never denied this, but I have never accepted it, right?" If according to your inference, Concubine Yi favored me because of the instructions of the Ninth Master, I think it is even more far-fetched, which mother would want her son to be entangled with the concubine of a political opponent all the time, not to mention that the political enemy has become the supreme son of heaven, is this nothing less than helping her son find death? I think that Concubine Yi's actions are actually deliberately against the Queen Mother, just like you said, she was originally disrespectful to the Queen Mother, so the enemy of the enemy is a friend, the Queen Mother hates me and punishes me, so she naturally has to show her liking and appeasement. ”

After saying this, I deliberately paused, leaving him time to think, and then I began to talk about the matter of Yinyu.

"I don't know if you know if you know that in the years in the Qiandi, the Li family has always had contacts with the Queen Mother, and everything in the mansion Li has secretly sent people to send letters to the Queen Mother to know, so everything I did in the mansion, including the secret things against the Eight Masters Party, the Queen Mother knows. Because of this, on the first day of the Lunar New Year, the Queen Mother punished me not only because she felt that my low grade could be used as an object to vent her dissatisfaction with you, but also because she felt that I was the scourge of bad things. Whether you believe it or not, I really have no past intersection with the Fourteenth Master, and I don't know if the Fourteenth Master really said that he wanted to admit me into the palace, but at least one thing is certain, isn't it strange that the Queen Mother will say this to you on her deathbed? Maybe the Queen Mother doesn't want to see me happy, and she wants to use this last trick to kill me. ”

Speaking of this, I got up and bent my knees in front of Yinzhen and bowed deeply, and said: "If I really have any personal affairs with the ninth and fourteenth masters, why would I let her kill because I was unwilling to agree to Yi's lobbying, and finally killed my unborn child." And why did they spare no effort to design and remove the hidden stakes of their subordinates in the house afterwards. The emperor is wise, and he has his own judgment on the truth and falsehood, and if I seriously believe that I have something to hide in this matter, I have nothing to say. ”

Yinzhen looked at me with a hesitant gaze, in fact, the estrangement caused by the booklet that recorded the intersection between me and Yinzhen had never been eliminated in his heart, which was also the key to him slowly starting to alienate me later. From then on, the relationship between me and him gradually faded, and the initial heartbeat was nipped in the bud before it had time to turn into love. If he had chosen to believe it at that time, maybe I wouldn't have been so disappointed and chilled with him emotionally.

In the end, Yinzhen stood up and helped me up, and said: "Now there will be no more things in the palace in the palace, you can live the stable life you want with peace of mind, and don't interfere in other things." Xiao Shunzi is still the person on the sticky pole after all, I have other errands for him to do, and I will let Su Peisheng choose a reliable and capable person to serve you. ”

I was about to get up with Yinzhen's support, and when I heard the second half of his words, my body suddenly froze at the moment, and blurted out: "Xiao Shunzi has been following for twenty years, and he has always been able to do it properly, why do you suddenly want to replace it?"

Yin Zhen withdrew the hand that supported me, let me sit on the ground again and looked at him blankly, and said in a deep voice: "It is indeed powerful, what should be done and what should not be done, I have helped you do it all these years." You think I don't know how many things you've done over the years through his connections at the sticky rod, inside and out. The reason why I don't say it is because there was a last resort at that time, and now that you are in the palace, you should be your concubine with peace of mind, and live the stable life you want, as for those eyeliner piles, I will let him hand them all over to the sticky rod to take charge, so you don't have to ask. ”

It seems that whether or not what I did was to help him, now in his eyes it has become a potential threat to his rights. Sure enough, it was the emperor, and the side of the couch would not allow others to snore.

I tried to calm myself down, stood up with difficulty, controlled my emotions and said lightly: "Those can be handed over, I don't care about these anymore, I just hope to keep Xiao Shunzi, he has been with me for all these years, and he is the only person I can trust around me, and I don't want anything else." ”

"Don't you think that your trust in Xiao Shunzi has exceeded the ordinary master-servant relationship, don't you know how many words come out behind your back......" A trace of waves appeared in Yinzhen's tone, and his words were almost squeezed out from between his teeth.

I didn't understand the meaning of Yinzhen's words for a while, and looked at him suspiciously, waiting for him to give me a clear explanation. But no, he didn't say anything, and strode away without looking back, leaving me standing there blankly. I suddenly realized that the hardships of the past were nothing, because I knew that no matter how many betrayals there were, Junko would never leave. But at this time, when the only person I could trust could not be left, I suddenly realized that everything I had was unreliable, and nothing really belonged to me.

When I came back to my senses, I followed Yinzhen's footsteps and chased out, and when I walked to the door, I saw Xiao Shunzi kneeling in front of Yinzhen, Yinzhen looked at me standing at the door of the room, with a solemn expression on his face, and said to Xiao Shunzi: "Wait for the new arrivals to come tomorrow, you will go to the Heart Cultivation Hall to wait after you have handed over the errand, and I have other errands to be assigned to you." ”

Xiao Shunzi didn't answer, pursed his lips and bowed deeply to Yinzhen, who turned to leave, until he and Su Peisheng's figures were far away, and slowly stood up. When I looked sideways and saw me standing in the doorway, my eyes were speechless.

Wan Qingxian said

This chapter was previously mistransmitted, but it has now been revised. It's almost the New Year.,It's all written and saved and released regularly.,Sometimes I accidentally send the wrong paragraph.,I'm really sorry.,I'll check it carefully in the future~Boom~!