Chapter 10: Love Is Such a Thing (Part II)
Sister Lin stopped talking, hugged her sister in her arms, stroked her long hair like satin with one hand, and gently patted her back with the other, the thin touch could feel the contours of her shoulder blades.
"What did you dream about?" said her sister, trying her best to soften her voice.
The little face was buried in her hair, and Yuna just shook her head, but did not speak.
What did you dream about? It was still the fragments, a lot of absurdity, vague, full of screams, music, stage, lights...... All of the elements she has dreamed of since she was a child, for the elements of the artist's life imagination, like in a dream, she is playing a big star, dancing, singing, meeting fans, attending events and showing her elegance and style in front of the camera.
Many, many such fragments permeate the sleeping consciousness, but the clearest part never changes.
Even though these strange dreams had been around for a long time, the original, and clearest part, would always pop up in her sleeping dreams at some point. The dark, black crowd, the intense light shining from afar dragged their elongated shadows onto the stage, into her eyes, as if looking at a misty moon that had just jumped out of the horizon, and the shadows of those standing people were eerie, eerie, withered forests against the background of a black sky and a pale moon.
Then, in the gloomy, gothic-style horror "forest", loud gunfire rang out, and the flames stirred up the smoke.
Tonight was the second time in the past half a month, and she woke up in horror as usual. His heart throbbed as if he had been grasped by an invisible hand, and his breath could not contain the pain, and cold beads of sweat soaked his clothes.
Because the dream was so clear that she could clearly see that in the dream, the gunshots rang out, and the moment the smoke of gunpowder rose, who was the person who flew up with the flash of fire, and whose chest bloomed a terrible red.
Ahn Ji-so...... Ahn Joon-hyuk......
If such a dream was just a simple occurrence, then she wouldn't care so much. After all, dreams are usually absurd. Anything can happen, and no wonder is there. However, it didn't take long for this concept to be overturned -
- Those vague dream fragments!
When nightmares don't appear, they usually dominate the dreams. Some of the debris wakes up and still has a little left. Some are just a very hazy feeling. Some of them are simply not remembered at all, but their appearance every day and day will eventually leave a deeper imprint on the mind. For example, about his debut, about ...... Girls' Generation!
She learns in her dream that Stella will leave, and a new member will be added to the team, named Lee Soon-gyu, whose stage name is Sunny.
At first, she didn't take it to heart, who would take a dream seriously? Even if she heard Lee Soon-gyu's name later, she never substituted the dream into reality, until Stella really left, until Lee Soon-gyu really joined, a few days ago, one afternoon, almost exactly like the dream, the practice room full of sunlight, she stood in the corner in a daze, looked at the short girl, and bowed politely to them as a new recruit.
One thing after another is gradually conforming to each other, even if you tell yourself that this kind of thing can't happen at all, it's all fake, and even went to check the special information, it is said that there is a lot of research on similar things in psychology, many people will experience something in reality, and suddenly feel that they have experienced the impression in their dreams, which is called "déjà vu phenomenon" in psychology, and Japan has also created a Japanese "déjà vu" statement from the French translator.
But as time goes by, reality and dreams gradually coincide, how can you continue to deceive yourself, is it fake?
Sunny's appearance can also be used as an excuse for himself that he may have heard it before, after all, the other party wants to join SM, there must be an assessment, maybe I heard someone mention it casually, but I didn't take it to heart, only the subconscious remembered it, and then it became a dream.
Stella's departure can also be excused by the fact that she noticed that Stella was becoming more and more unable to keep up with the progress, and was afraid that she would quit, which led to thinking day and night.
But in this world, how can there be so many coincidences? Time is going on, and more and more small details are beginning to connect dreams with reality.
Sometimes passing by the corridor, others pass by the warbler laughter, the laughter in the air ripples, she is stunned in the lines, listening to the familiar words behind her, familiar sounds, the memory of dreams and the perception of reality are intertwined, but the two similar pictures seem to be staggered a few frames, alternately flashing in her mind.
Sometimes, it's almost impossible to tell what's real and what's unreal.
Lee Soon-gyu came, and Stella was gone, like a little rabbit in the grass, startled by the night and the crows, shivering as the night breeze swept by, and her body was cold.
Next, who's next?
She knew it, but she didn't dare to say it.
Fear that the dream is fake, and likewise fear that it is real.
Because in the dream world, before those nightmares in the future, among the fragments that dominated the dreamland, there was no Ahn Jun-hyuk in Lim Yoon's world!
Because in the dreamland, in the dreamland where the nightmare reigned, Lin Yun'er could only watch him fall in front of her eyes, and the blood bloomed enchanting in the black and white vision, gathering in a puddle and dyeing the carpet red!
Whether the fear is false or true, Lim Yoon-a does not have Ahn Jun-hyuk in her life, she doesn't know what happened to Lu Dao, so that he never appears by her side, or even if she meets, it also blocks the biggest gap in the world - living and dying.
Pillowed on her sister's shoulder, the girl's blinking eyes were full of confusion, and the bedroom light fell in front of her, bright and transparent, but as quiet as the night outside the window.
At one point, she heard her sister asking, "Nightmare...... Is it because of him?"
Awakened from her trance, Yuna was stunned, "What?" She was pretending to be confused, but her heart was beating faster.
The elder sister smiled, her fingers ran softly through her long hair, and patted her back with one hand: "What else can it be, of course it's the one you like." ”
"Huh...... Hehe...... Sister, what are you talking about, I don't understand......"
Ignorance of her pretending to be ignorant. My sister smiled, pushed her away, and tapped her forehead with her fingers, and in the innocent eyes she tried to pretend, it seemed to be disgusted, as if she was amused: "Pretend, silly girl, who do you think you can fool? Or hum a song. Or giggle...... You're always writing your thoughts on your face!"
This time, Yuna was really stupid, she sat speechless, and even forgot the sorrow and fear caused by the nightmare. The head was buzzing. I don't know what to do to react.
I saw my sister like this. Sister Lin just sighed.
She knew who that person was, so she became more and more conflicted. As far as she knows, Yuna has known him for 3 years. In the past two years, Yun'er has lived over there, and the disadvantages of men and women getting along day and night, both she and her father are naturally clear, last year, Dad thought about letting Yun'er come back - when he agreed to Yun'er to move there, it was to take into account the special situation of the family at that time, and he didn't want Yun'er to be negatively affected, but at this time, it was not necessary.
It's a pity that some efforts didn't pay off, and later learned that he already had a girlfriend, so she and her father didn't continue to try, lest Yun'a, who was in adolescence, have a rebellious effect.
But she didn't expect that what they were worried about at the beginning would eventually appear.
In the past few months, sometimes she gritted her teeth with hatred for Ahn Junhyuk, she has a girlfriend, why bother to provoke others? All men who split their legs should be damned!!
Sometimes I am at a loss, after all, it is not a stranger, in two years, because of Yun'er's relationship, the two families have a lot of opportunities to move around each other, and their personal relationship is excellent, and she has also seen his love for Yun'er with her own eyes.
She is not a reckless person, so she is in a dilemma, and sometimes she is annoyed, if she is irritable and spicy, don't worry so much, and make a big fuss, maybe this problem has been solved a long time ago, of course, she also knows that she really did it, and it is difficult to say what the result is.
Thinking about it, she looked at Yun'er without blinking, and her sister lowered her head weakly under her gaze, but soon raised her head anxiously: "Sister, you...... Father...... Does Dad know about it?"
Oh, that's it.
She knew that her sister was anxious that her father knew whether she knew it, not because she was afraid that she would be beaten and reprimanded, but because she was afraid that he would lose her love with her father.
Is this what Dad said about the appearance of a girl?
She suddenly felt a little sad for her father, and she had a fight with her boyfriend yesterday because he said a few dissatisfied words to him...... Belch...... It seems that some strange thought has come in......
Sister Lin kicked the sadness away casually, sighed, and patted her sister's brain seriously: "He still doesn't know how to ...... Dao"
"That's good!" Yun'a breathed a sigh of relief, looking at ease.
“…… But how long can you hide it?"
"I ......" Yun'er didn't know what to say, she was stunned for a while, lowered her head, and whispered: "...... Let's keep it a secret, I can ...... it for as long as I can."
"Dad is more careless, he can't find out for the time being, but you and him ...... You're going to show your flaws eventually, have you ever wondered what you're going to do then?"
“…………”
Seeing Yun'er's stunned appearance, Sister Lin sighed: "Do you know that Sister Lu Dao is calmly talking to you about this? Because my sister has also experienced your age and understands what you think at this age......" Speaking of this, she paused, she felt that Yun'er had probably heard a lot about all kinds of big truths about psychological problems in adolescence, and after thinking about it, she didn't say any more, but changed the topic and said with a smile: "Forget it, I won't tell you this, lest you don't want to listen." ”
"No......" Yun'er, who was a little embarrassed, hugged her sister and coquettishly: "I know that my sister is the best for me!"
"Hmph, little slippery head!" twisted her sister's nose, Sister Lin sneered: "You, it's because I didn't report to my father, right?"
Yuna stuck out her tongue, and immediately buried her face in her shoulder socket shyly in her sister's teasing expression. Gently patting the girl's thin shoulder, Sister Lin didn't say anything anymore, and was silent for a moment, before she said quietly: "Sister only hopes that you have thought it through...... Although some questions may be too difficult for you, it is not that you can't get answers, you just need to think about it from time to time, is there love between you?"
Every woman has a set of survival wisdom, which may not be as impassioned and exhaustive as men, but it also has its own flash, for Sister Lin, she doesn't like to force her sister to choose anything, nor will she impose her will on her sister, and she won't even say anything more - a simple question, straight to the core of the problem, let her sister think for herself, reason, and finally get the most suitable conclusion for her.
Yuna stared at the void in front of her in a daze, and her sister's voice echoed in her ears...... Is it love?
Inadvertently, an idea that I had before appeared more strongly in my mind.
She wanted to leave......
Go to Japan!
Because, she has a lot of problems and hesitations, and she needs him to be by her side......
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Zuckerberg lived in Japan and stayed at the villa.
At first, he was very uncomfortable, after all, this is a foreign country, surrounded by yellow people who look similar in his eyes, the most commonly used Japanese here he will only "Xie Lu Xie" and "See you again", and he doesn't understand Korean at all, the only thing that is more fortunate is that in order to cultivate a sense of language environment, the daily conversation of the An family is generally a mixture of Japanese and English, and it is said that if it is in South Korea, it is a mixture of Korean and English.
This finally kept him from becoming a deaf man, at least he didn't go out to hang out, and Ahn Joon-hyuk was busy again, and he still had someone to talk to.
After coming for a few days, he found that Ahn Junhyuk's leisurely life in Japan, which he originally envied, was actually not leisurely, and the day after living in the villa, a thin middle-aged Asian came to visit the villa. At the time, he was squatting in the yard, helping Jisoo set up an easel and being a model for the other party — shirtless, making bodybuilding poses.
Pity him for not having a few muscles in his body, the door of the villa rang, and the nanny Sachiko ran to open the door, and when she walked in with a few people and passed by the courtyard, the surprised gaze they cast from afar made Zuckerberg's face red until the back of her ears.
What a shame!
Uncle Zuckerberg swore that he would never play cards with the An family brothers and sisters again, they were all liars!
Of the people who came in, only the middle-aged man at the head entered the villa, and the others waited outside, and in the next half hour, Zuckerberg was ordered by An Zhixiu to change one bodybuilding position after another under the strange gaze of those people, and he was so ashamed that he wanted to open the cracks in the ground and get in.
Fortunately, this humiliating time did not last long, and after more than half an hour, a light rain began to fall in the gloomy sky, and finally ended his suffering.
When Zuckerberg put on his clothes and wiped his hair and fled back to the villa, in the living room, Ahn Junhyuk was talking to the middle-aged man about something, Lin Xiujing sat aside, and when he saw him come in, Ahn Junhyuk got up and smiled: "Mark, come here, let me introduce ......"
As soon as the words came out, beside him, Lin Xiujing suddenly covered her stomach, and her face changed sharply. (To be continued......)