080 Conquer yourself
We had another hot pot in an extremely happy atmosphere, which was probably the most devastating meal I had in my lifeWhen the hot pot was finished, I felt that there was a fire burning in my whole stomach, and of course he was very proud, and he laughed once before I was done, and the laughter was exaggerated and proud. And I could only endure all this in silence until he paid the bill and we walked out.
I went on in a huff, and he caught up with him, and he said, "Yo, you're angry, I'm having a great time at night." ”
I still ignored him, and walked forward vigorously, when suddenly I accidentally stepped on my high heels, twisted my foot, and almost fell to the ground. My foot hurts, I feel extremely painful, and I can't help but cry when I feel pain.
He hurriedly squatted on the ground, pressed my feet to help me check the injury, and asked me if it hurt as he could. Where can I not be in pain, it hurts so much that I can't stop crying. He sighed, and then said, "What kind of high heels do you wear when you are so tall, really, you women are purely asking for your own sin." Just wear it in high heels, and walk so fast. ”
I had no time to pay attention to him, I felt wronged, and my tears kept falling. In my heart, I was surprised how I was becoming more and more like a child, in the past, where would I be so hypocritical, even if I was in pain and uncomfortable, I secretly shed a few tears and figured it out myself.
He crouched straight in front of me, and he said, "Get on your stomach, I'll carry you." ”
I said humbly, "It's okay, I'll be able to go after a while, really." ”
Without saying a word, he wrapped his arms around my legs from behind, and then said, "Hurry up, hurry up." ”
I couldn't help but be depressed, but my hand naturally hooked his neck, and he carried me on his back, and then began to walk steadily forward.
He said, "You're really lucky, it's the first time I've carried a woman." Remember, it's time to go down in history. I'm the first woman Yanbin to carry it, haha......"
I was speechless again, and the little emotion that just overflowed in my heart disappeared immediately, and I said: "You are still the first man to carry me, I will set up a monument for you when I become famous another day, and commend your ......"
He said again: "Come on, you were carried by a man at the age of thirty, how a failure you are in life." ”
He probably said that the speaker was unintentional, but when I heard it, I couldn't help but feel desolate, but I said stiffly: "Only at the age of thirty can you carry a woman, you are desolate enough." ”
He "cut" it, and then said, "Women can't just carry it." But there are countless women my brother has played, from the age of 16 to the present, I haven't seriously counted how many have been. In short, what kind of woman has not seen. ”
I said disdainfully, "It's just a stallion, what to be proud of." ”
As we talked, we got to the parking lot, and he threw me into the car again, and then sat in the cab, and then said, "You can't be greedy for the feeling of your brother hugging you, and deliberately spraining your foot, right......?"
I said, "I'm not so bored, my feet are swollen, and I don't know if I'll be able to go to work tomorrow." ”
He said, "I'm not allowed to take leave tomorrow." It's okay, go back at night and get a hot water bottle to compress, tomorrow will definitely be fine. ”
I said, "I know, I will climb to work." ”
He said, "I really can't walk, so call me." I'll pick you up, but when Zhang Hui and the others are gone, you won't be able to tell them. ”
What was he afraid of?...... Could he really have anything to do with them?
He sent me home, and this time, because I broke my foot, he drove straight to the entrance of the building, and didn't get out of the car, leaving me limping through the door alone, and then he drove away as fast as he could.
I took the elevator upstairs and pushed the door open, and they both sat in the living room looking at me with strange eyes.
Chen You said: "Shu Hua, did you work overtime at night?"
I walked in slowly with a limp, and my foot hurt as soon as I walked, and I endured the pain and said, "No, the manager won't let me work overtime." ”
Zhang Hui said again: "Why did you go at night, come back so late?"
I said, "I'm going to eat." ”
Chen You asked again, his tone a little displeased: "Who are you going with?"
I didn't know how to answer, Yan Bin repeatedly ordered that I couldn't tell them anything, so I could only be silent.
Zhang Hui stood up from the sofa immediately, and then said, "You'd better not get too close to Yan Bin, he is Wang Ling's man, you remember it for me." Otherwise, don't blame me and Chen You for being unkind to you. ”
It seems that they are sisters and enemies who regard me as an enemy...... I raised my head, no longer showing weakness, I looked directly at Zhang Hui, and then said lightly: "First, I have never taken the initiative to approach him. Second, he was just my superior, and that was always clear to me. Third, I really want to treat you as friends and hope that you don't become so hostile to me. Fourth, if you don't want me to have too much private contact with him in the future, please let me know before you know that I am about to be embarrassed, they are all colleagues, don't look at the good show. If you tell me at night that the company can't work overtime, nothing else will happen. I was tired and went back to my room first. If there is a misunderstanding caused by you, then I can only apologize. ”
After I finished speaking, they were all stunned, they probably never thought that I would have this moment to fight back even though I looked soft and weak. When I spoke, Wang Haoran just came out of the kitchen to make supper, and he was stunned when he heard me, I smiled at him, and then limped into the room and closed the door.
At that moment, I felt that life suddenly became heavy. Those joys are so false to me. Why do I have to be caught up in one right or another when I don't do anything......
I didn't go out again, and it was not convenient to take a shower because I was lame, so I just changed into my pajamas and lay down on the bed. The weather is getting colder, winter is coming, my thin quilt does not have much temperature, lying in it cold feeling, my feet are cold and cold, I stared at the ceiling blankly, my eyes were motionless, but I didn't know what to think.
My mobile phone text message rang, I picked it up and saw that it was from Yan Bin. He asked me, "Train girl, are your feet better?"
I replied, "They know I'm out to dinner with you, not me." They guessed it. ”
He didn't reply again.
I don't know if he's angry or what, I can't care about it anymore, I close my eyes and try to put myself to sleep, trying to meet the dawn in the best possible way......
When I woke up the next morning, my ankle still hurt slightly, but I obviously felt better and was able to walk. In order to avoid the embarrassment of meeting Zhang Hui and them again, I got up early to brush my teeth and wash my face, and then went to the company early. Before I went out, Wang Haoran said to me: "Shu Hua, don't mind, sometimes they speak so directly, and it will be different when you are familiar with each other and have feelings." ”
I am grateful to this honest boy from the bottom of my heart, he seems to be stupid and stupid, but he has his own ability to distinguish between right and wrong, which may be a kind of wisdom and foolishness. It's just a pity that the current Zhang Hui clearly doesn't know how to cherish Wang Haoran's goodness.
I brewed a glass of soy milk and began to devote myself to the activity plan with peace of mind, listing all the details that I thought were important, and then clarifying our responsibilities and obligations as co-organizers, and finally reading the event process again, and then I started to call and contact my former boss.
I was a little flustered when I made this call, so I went to the pantry to pour a cup of coffee, and after drinking, I went to the bathroom again, and did some psychological construction for myself in the mirror before I decided to pick up the phone. When dealing with work, I have always been very forgetful and devoted, so that I didn't pay attention to when Zhang Hui and Yan Bin came.
I picked up the phone and dialed Chen Haoshuang's landline, my heart beat very fast when the phone rang, and finally, it was connected and said, "Hello, who is it?"
I steadied myself and said, "Hello, Director Chen. I'm Shu Hua, and I'm now in contact with you on behalf of XX Company about the upcoming event. ”
She let out a somewhat surprised "oh", and then said, "Shu Hua, it's you, how are you staying in the company over there?" I didn't even know that you had already joined the company, and Yan Bin didn't mention it to me. ”
I said, "yes, it's just been a good time." Manager Yan felt that I was familiar with the previous company, so I was responsible for this matter. So, I'd like to talk to you about this event. ”
She let out another "oh", and then said, "That's it, I didn't handle the project over there, and after you left, I will directly ask Lin Xi to be in charge." Ni Xiaona resigned after she became pregnant, so she let Lin Xi do it. But she did a good job, and I was surprised. In this way, you can contact her directly, and if there is anything wrong, tell me again. ”
Ni Xiaona resigned?...... Only then did I realize that I left H City in a hurry, and I also selfishly ignored Ni Xiaona, and I blamed myself at that moment.
Director Chen's attitude towards me was lukewarm, and we hung up the phone after a few pleasantries. It seems that she has special trust in Lin Xi. There was no way, I had to bite the bullet and go to Lin Xi.
People who originally thought they would never meet again will cross paths again at this moment. But it's okay, after this phone call, I suddenly felt that it was so difficult to face the past. As for others, it's my scandal, as for myself, I'm innocent, and those who are clean are self-purifying, so why care about the slander of gossip. At that moment, I once again triumphed over my cowardice.
My heart instantly lightened a lot, and I picked up the phone again, ready to face Lin Xi, a former subordinate and now partner.