145 Be warm

Just as the two were exchanging opinions on how to deal with those watchers, a voice suddenly came from outside: "Lord Qiyu, Master Qian...... Passed out. "Huh?" Kou Yan was stunned for a moment before he reacted, it was Sun Shao who fainted. This kid is really in all kinds of trouble!

Irritably, he raised his hand and smoothed his hair: "Move him a room, please doctor!" After speaking, he forgot that Xu Shu was present, and muttered softly: "This little trouble is getting more and more troublesome!" Xu Shu observed his words and said, "What did he do?"

"Oh, nothing. Just said a sentence stiffly, let him stand for a while to wake up, but he didn't expect the young master to have a big temper and go outside the station. Kou Yan said casually. "It's been a matter of sending people back, and you'd better see him less, especially lately. At the mention of Sun Shao, Xu Shu's brows were knotted.

If there is no such child, Zhou Yu will come happily if he wants revenge. But with Sun Shao in Changsha, it's different. Sun Quan will definitely try his best to find trouble with Changsha, and Changsha will be dragged into the quagmire of war and out of control.

Thinking of this section, Xu Shu had no good impression of Sun Shao at all, and he even began to regret it, why should he support his disciples to leave this scourge, now it's okay, his wet hands are stained with dry flour, and he can't shake it off.

Kou Yan frowned: "Let's wait for the doctor to come and see it, how can I say that I also called him in to play chess, how can he be sent back if he gets sick?" Speaking of this, she paused: "Besides, there are several families outside now that are beating his idea, and it is not safe to live outside." ”

In this way, Taishou-sama still relented and sympathized with him. Xu Shu snorted lightly. "I'm not sympathetic to him. Kou Yan subconsciously retorted: "I just don't want him to die so early, cheapen Lord Wu." ”

"You are my apprentice, I still don't know your true thoughts? You are unforgiving in your mouth, but in your actual heart, when have you ever been murderous? No matter how much you hate and gnash your teeth, you have never thought about anyone's life. Xu Shu looked like he knew it in his chest.

"If you want to die, if you don't kill him, you will die, why bother? I think that the little young master has no meaning of dying, and he will eat more bowls of rice if he raises him, and he can also be angry with Lord Wu, so that he can always sit on pins and needles, isn't it very good?" Kou Yan said his true thoughts.

"You are too guarded, and your subordinates have no right to interfere in what you decide. Xu Shu said so, neither supporting nor opposing. But Kou Yan knew that the teacher was actually angry. "Teacher, I know you don't approve of me sheltering him. But this is my promise to Qian Lushi, and I can't break my trust in her. Kou Yan whispered.

"The teacher is not angry. Xu Shu shook his head: "As a teacher, I just want to remind you that as long as it is a decision you make, whether it is right or wrong, the military and civilians of Changsha will bear it with you." "I understand. Kou Yan nodded: "I can't hate it." ”

I can't hate it, this is Kou Yan's heart. She suffered a thousand kinds of hardships in her previous life, and when she was reborn in this life, she only hated those people in the first short time. It's more just to get rid of them, and after really leaving them, there is no hatred in my heart. What I hated and resented now, it doesn't matter.

She should hate, she should take revenge. But she couldn't hate it. She ridiculed Wei Yan, Tai Shici and Sun Shao, not hating them, but just disliking them, is her heart too soft?

As soon as Xu Shu said, she thought about it carefully, and then smiled bitterly: "It seems that I have disappointed the teacher, and it is really useless." "Yeona doesn't have to blame herself, it's not a shortcoming. Xu Shu said softly. "No, that's the downside!"

Kou Yan's feelings suddenly became intense: "Why is it that in the eyes of the teacher, all my shortcomings are not shortcomings? Obviously, I am soft-hearted, I am indecisive, and I am not divided between me and my enemy, why does the teacher still praise me? You should scold me and scold me fiercely!"

"How could it be?" Xu Shu shook his head: "How can you think of yourself so badly? You are an unprecedented female taishou, too many people have affirmed your ability, even a battlefield veteran like Huang Hansheng is willing to listen to your dispatch, you should be more confident."

You have done a good job, to everyone's surprise, how can the teacher blame you again? Regarding the matter of Sun Shao, it is the teacher's fault, Taishou should have his own decision, it is the teacher's repeated reminders that have affected your judgment, and the teacher is here to apologize to Lord Taishou. ”

"Old, teacher......" Kou Yan panicked and held Xu Shu to stop him from bowing to himself: "Teacher, don't, how can you apologize to me? No, no." Xu Shu insisted on apologizing, and even changed his self-title: "It was your subordinates who repeatedly questioned your decision that caused you such trouble." ”

"No, it's not. It's me who hesitates, and you're helping me, helping me to firm up my thoughts. You've been there for me. Kou Yan said repeatedly.

Xu Shu still shook his head: "My lord......" "Teacher!" Kou Yan took a step forward, his hands were originally lightly supporting his forearm, but now he grabbed his upper arm and got closer to him, it was this impulse that made her so close to him for the first time.

Kou Yan only felt that there was a warm wind enveloping her, and she seemed to smell the aroma of fresh ink on the other party's body, light and warm. It's the first time I've smelled it, but it feels familiar, as if I've simulated it tens of thousands of times in my mind.

Therefore, although it was very abrupt, she did not feel embarrassed at all, but relaxed her whole body, letting her hands slide down Xu Shu's wide sleeves, and finally gently fell on the hem. Kou Yan knelt on the ground and put his palms on the teacher's clothes in worship: "It's me who is wrong." ”

"Hey......" watched the little girl fall to her knees at her feet, saying that she was wrong. Xu Shu didn't have the slightest idea of being happy, but was a little faintly distressed.

In fact, he understood that with the actual ability of a disciple, it was very reluctant to sit in today's position, so he couldn't help but worry about whether she had taken the wrong path or made any wrong decisions, so he would remind her repeatedly, and as a result, it caused her trouble.

This kid trusted himself as always, but he didn't give her any effective advice, but caused her so much trouble, it was really his fault. Thinking of this, Xu Shu bent down and reached out to stroke his disciple's long hair: "Yan'er, raise your head." ”

Kou Yan raised his head and met Xu Shu's gentle gaze: "After this turmoil passes, you will grow up quickly." "Hmm!" Kou Yan nodded subconsciously and looked at Xu Shu in a daze. She remembered that night in Jianchang, walking under the stars with her teacher, the temperature in his eyes was about the same as today.