In the blink of an eye, I was in junior high school, and it took me 20 minutes to walk to school, and I had to ride my bicycle to school every day. I was in class 3, and my teeth were broken for three years, and my annoying male classmates nicknamed me Triumphal Arch! At that time, we girls had already entered puberty, and many of my classmates came to my aunt, and when my pants were dirty, I would be pointed at by my male classmates. At that time, there were very few opportunities to wear school uniforms, and many girls bought a lot of beautiful new clothes! Everyone was comparing the clothes they were wearing, comparing the hairpins and hair accessories they bought, and the most popular thing was to embroider a miniature version of cross-stitch. The jewelry store at the door is full of girls who love beauty when it comes to school time!

At that time, the topic of girls was always to lose weight and chase stars, and there was a hurricane of Jolin Tsai, the queen of thinning sky, blowing on campus! I became a killer of young men in seconds! I don't know who took the lead, saying that the pharmacy sells medicine for diarrhea can lose weight after eating, and I take several tablets a day! Looking at the body shape that is not thin, pinching the fat on my stomach, I also bought a bottle, and it was only 2 yuan! It said phenolphthalein tablets! Anyway, I can lose weight, and I have fewer recess activities and go to the commissary, and I am either squatting in the toilet or on the way to the squatting toilet! I went home, and I stayed in the toilet from time to time, and the toilet in the toilet finally stopped clogging after I ran out of use! I ate bottle after bottle, the daily scale, looking at the pointer of the scale, only the growth did not decline, it really pulled my fat, not water?

Chen Chen, the daughter of Uncle Zhou, a neighbor, and I are of the same class, and occasionally go to Chen Chen's house to play! Recently, her family bought a piano! Chen Chen said that the piano cost more than 10,000 yuan, and in those days, there were really few families that could afford it! The houses were built next to each other, and the sound insulation was very poor! On weekends or after school, I would hear Chen Chen playing the piano, and I envied her. Mr. Zhou is a teacher in a key high school, and I don't know what he teaches. When I was in junior high school, I still liked music and art classes and handicraft classes the most! The teacher asked us to draw a picture after class, and my lotus sketch was basically the same as the textbook! I also have a great talent for painting, and my sister is also very good at drawing! The teacher gave me a score of 90, and I was very happy to take it home and stick it on the wall! There were already other works I had painted before on the wall! I admired it with great pride.

When I got home, I told my parents that I wanted to learn the violin, but I also wanted to learn the piano, but it would be much cheaper to learn the violin! But their words were so cold:

"It's useless to learn that, don't learn"!

And just like that, my musical dreams were completely shattered, and I went back to my room and cried all night!

On the first day of junior high school, every day when I came home from school, I had to go home early to make dinner, one day I had a fever, I didn't make dinner, my mother looked angry, picked up the shoes on the ground as soon as I came up, and hit my ass a lot, my tears had already gushed out like spring water, just silently wept, I heard her complain: "Adults are tired and tired, not all for you, you don't understand the joys and hardships of adults at all......" That night, I couldn't find fever medicine and I stayed all night! The fever went away, and the next day, under the bed were tissues from yesterday's snot and tears, and I had to clean them up......

In junior high school, in addition to Chinese, other mathematics, physics and chemistry are equivalent to books of heaven for me! Especially the equations of chemical reactions, which are particularly difficult to remember! I also don't like history classes, and I especially hate the war years! It's too much like my parents arguing and fighting. When the time came for the handicraft class, the teacher asked us to buy that crumpled paper folded flower, and I would learn it as soon as I learned it. When I got home, I made a few more, and on a whim, I saw that there was a small lamp with wires on the circuit board at home, so I took it out of crumpled paper to make a small flower, and then took a No. 6 battery and turned it on, and it was on, so beautiful! Later, when I had an idea, I took the lamp and plugged it directly into the socket! Suddenly there was an explosion, and the whole room was dark in an instant! I was stunned! My parents got up from the bed and asked what was going on, and I said that I was passing by 1510, and my father was in a hurry and scolded me when he came up. He said:

"DC can't be plugged into AC, it's not too much to help you electrocute"?

Then with a flashlight in his mouth, he took a tool and hummed to repair it and change the fuse.

It's summer vacation again, and to be honest, I wish I had gone to school every day! I also know that the tragic days have started again, with a lot of summer homework to write and heavy housework to do. The head teacher repeated the same safety issue every summer vacation: "Don't go swimming in rivers and lakes, pay attention to safety"! The male classmate in the back hated it to death, and every time he poked my arm with a pen! After the summer vacation, I never saw the male classmate again, and I heard that he had drowned swimming in the reservoir...... I still remember what he looked like...... It's a pity.

Once, I wrote in my diary for several days that my parents were not good for me, the sentence: "Am I your own child", and then the homeroom teacher talked to me, but I was subtle and shy and did not respond, so I went back to class! At that time, there was really no home visit! Or I would continue to be beaten and scolded when I went home......

I don't know when I never called her mom again, maybe in junior high school, or in the sixth grade! I began to hate everything she had, including disgust with her whole person! She also looked at me in all kinds of unpleasant ways, she was a very traditional, feudal, and axial kind of rough woman in her bones! Basically, she had never read a book, so she was illiterate! My sister didn't talk to her for a while, and she held a grudge in her heart! Her mouth was like a machine gun every day, and she couldn't stop, but the words she said were ugly and unstandard! Everywhere she belittles others, and every day she says that so-and-so of the Zhang family is incompetent, or the children of the Li family are not promising, and she likes to say that her own children are all kinds of bad! Every time she meets people, she will say that every time she is dirty, her voice is extremely high, and everyone in the entire market and the neighborhood knows the bad things in our family! She shouted at the top of her voice when she was not satisfied, as if she was the only one who was reasonable. We all know that she is particularly patriarchal! She likes her son the most! Opening and closing her mouth is the merit of her son, and she praises everyone she meets! As for me, as long as I am in front of the neighbors, she will find fault with me in all kinds of ways, say that I am not good in all kinds of things, and do so much housework, but she tells others that I am lazier than a pig, and I know how to eat every day! I spend all kinds of money! Every day is like a repeater, and I will talk about it countless times in my heart! My father, like her, only speaks ill of me, and I hate them more and more! And the sustenance in my heart is that I am a fool, my good dog, who lies on my bedside every day and sleeps with me, and my mother does not allow her to climb into bed, but as soon as she hears her footsteps, she jumps out of bed! Even the dog thinks she is terrible!