The last day of October, this day is also Yinzhen's birthday. It is almost the early winter season, the grass and trees in the small courtyard are withered, and the eyes are a little bleak, and the wind has stirred the yellowed leaves, adding a little cold.

The bustle inside the house contrasts sharply with the bleakness outside. Everyone was busy in and out of the kitchen, and even Qian was not idle. She appreciated each dish, and then said that she was helping to try the dishes, which made everyone laugh, but there was nothing to be done.

Zhang Luo was about the same, and asked the front yard when he could come over, and got a reply saying that "the master is busy, maybe it will be later". Knowing Yinzhen's rules, it has always been difficult to see people when he is not in the morning, so he doesn't rush to urge, just let everyone go to rest for a while, and wait for Yinzhen to come over.

Qian and I were talking in the room, and as time passed, Qian was a little sleepy, and now he was leaning on the couch and falling asleep. I took the purse embroidered with Su Xinlan in my hand and looked at it, this is a gift to Yinzhen, Su Xinlan is the natal flower that he and I have in this era, and it has the meaning of purity and nobility. The so-called plain heart means that the heart is like a dry well, the waves are not born, the wealth is not seen, the hunger and cold are not known, and the benefits and disadvantages are not considered. However, the realm of "plain heart" is too high, and he and I both yearn for it, but it is always difficult to achieve. In the purse is his favorite agarwood and other Chinese medicinal materials that can calm down, all of which are grown in the small courtyard, and I also hope that he can have a moment of "plain heart" in his busy days.

That day, I suddenly felt the sincerity of the entrustment, and now I still feel sloppy when I think about it, but I don't regret it. It is better to choose a day than to hit the day, since the time atmosphere is just right, then let it be. After all, some things are better to say earlier than later, at least even if the relationship changes in the future, you won't feel any regrets.

That day, it was still polite, and Yinzhen asked quite puzzled: "Since the two are happy, why do you still have to keep the three-year covenant." ”

I said, "Let me be greedy and want to be simply pampered by you for the time being, and it has nothing to do with Fengyue and nothing else." People's hearts are like tea, and they will fade after a long time, I just want to see if you can keep your love for me for the past three years. I only want these three years, and after three years, you will give you whatever you want, and even if you change your heart at that time, I will not regret it. ”

Yin Zhen asked: "Are you afraid because you saw the fate of the Li family?" But you should know that this is also her own fault. ”

In response to his rebuttal, I responded: "When you love her, you will indulge her, and her bad will be automatically shielded, and her eyes will be full of her good." If you don't love it, what is blocked becomes her good, and she only sees her bad. In fact, sometimes seeing is not believing, the eye cares, and the eye will see what the heart wants to see. is also a woman, even if she is happy to see such a result, she will still inevitably feel sorry for her and think of her future self. ”

Yin Zhen frowned: "Are you blaming me for being ruthless?"

I laughed and said, "No, you're right, it's just human nature." So I don't want ten years, just three years, just three years. Three years later, if you are still the same, then I have earned it, and if you change, I will not lose, so that I will not lose myself in jealousy and hatred like the Li family, and I can also turn around calmly when you leave. ”

Yin Zhen was displeased: "Do you have to divide everything like this?"

I held his face, stared into those bottomless eyes, and said, "Because we are the same kind of people." ”

Yinzhen stopped talking, leaving only a long silence.

Later, Xiao Shunzi asked me: "Does Gege like the master or the ninth master?"

I said, "I like them all, but to different degrees, and people's feelings will not be absolutely pure." Jiuye's feelings are like a honey full of honey to me, this description is really not very beautiful, but it is about the same, full of temptation but extremely dangerous, that feeling is like honey sweet to the bones, gentle and intimate people can't help but covet, but I know very well that not everyone can afford this kind of feeling. The feelings of the fourth master are like a trickle, moisturizing things silently, light but sweet, I like such simplicity and longevity. However, the current will become larger or smaller due to time, and it will become a flood and overwhelm everything, and if it is too small, it will slowly dry up and eventually stop flowing. Therefore, it is not good to pass or not to pass, so I can only try to maintain a balance, selfishly wanting to make this relationship last longer. ”

I've never been a reckless person, so I've always been thoughtful, and a friend once laughed at me and said that my whole life was ruined by prudence. But in this era, I suddenly felt that such a character was not necessarily bad.

"Gege......" Xiao Shunzi's soft call interrupted his thoughts.

I looked up at him and asked, "Are you here?"

Xiao Shunzi pursed his lips and said slowly: "The front yard handed over the word and said that Jiao Xing over there in Fujin is pregnant, but the fetal image is unstable, and at this time, the imperial doctor is not allowed to take the prescription for medicine, and Fujin asked the master to go over and discuss......"

"Well, then you don't have to wait, let's all go and rest. I put the purse away and raised my hand to wake up the Qian family.

"Sister, is the fourth master here?" asked Qian blindfolded.

"The fourth master has something, he said that he can't come, he doesn't have to wait, go back and rest," I chuckled and said to her.

"Ah, it's a pity that there are so many good dishes, and there are gifts I specially prepared......" Qian rubbed his eyes, yawned and complained, and let her maid help her out of the house.

Only his own people were left in the house. Wanqing stepped forward with a gloomy face and said, "If Gege is uncomfortable in his heart, say it, don't keep it in his heart......"

"What do I have to feel uncomfortable with, that is his wife, the mistress of the house, not to mention that Jiao Xing is pregnant with his child again, he does not have many heirs, and it is inevitable to pay attention to it. Don't worry, I'm tired too, so let's take a break. I stood up and walked to the inner room.

Under the dimming of the candlelight, I lay quietly in the tent, listening to the north wind whimpering outside the window, and reached out to touch my chest—it still hurts. But I really don't complain, and I don't want to guess whether the actions of the Ulanala clan are unintentional or intentional. These are not important, after all, they are just concubines, and after all, they can't compete with the etiquette and heirs that are valued in this era. Well, at least let him know what I mean.

The wind outside the house blew all night, tossing and turning, and as soon as Yin Shi arrived, he got up and went out of the house to play Tai Chi, and followed a move to slowly calm down his mood.

"You haven't slept all night?" Yin Zhen's voice appeared in the small courtyard as usual.

He stopped and looked at him, first surprised that he would be here at this hour, and then thought that he must be afraid of me, so he came out of the courtyard of the Ulanala clan and stopped by to have a look.

"It's windy at night, and it's a little noisy that I can't sleep well, so I get up and get active, and I want to go to sleep when I'm tired. "I replied, not saying a word about yesterday.

"I originally wanted to come over yesterday, but there is something ...... Fujin over there" Yinzhen walked in front of him and explained intentionally.

"I know, yesterday was not a big deal, after all, the heir is big, Jiao Xing is okay?" I interrupted him, his explanation only made me look like a little mistress who was raised, listening to the man who released his pigeon talking about the helplessness of dealing with his wife, which felt very bad.

"It's okay, it's just that some of the fetuses are unstable, and the doctor prescribes medicine to protect them. Yin Zhen replied, and suddenly added: "Jiao Xing said that you instructed Xiao Shunzi to beat her, so that she had fetal gas, so that the fetus was unstable, and she kept saying that she couldn't sleep well at night and would have nightmares...... Fu Jin means that she is emotionally unstable right now, and wants you to apologize to her so that she can raise her baby with peace of mind. "You promised?" my heart tightened violently, and I was in pain. But with a smile on his face, he asked in a shallow voice. "The affairs of the inner courtyard are in charge of Fujin, I won't interfere more, you can just watch and handle this matter yourself. Yinzhen didn't answer my question directly, but this made my heart even colder. "Okay, I'll apologize. It's cool and windy, don't delay going out. I was still smiling, but the wind was so windy that I couldn't help but lower my head. "If you feel wronged...... Yinzhen wanted to continue to say something. "No, since Jiao Xing is pregnant, I still have to give her a name, so as not to make the name of this child unjust. "I don't want to hear his meaningless relief, in passing. Fu Jin said that the child was still too young, and he was afraid that he would not be able to withstand too many blessings, so he wanted to wait until the month was older. Yinzhen said. "Fu Jin is thoughtful, it's me who is too talkative. Okay, it's important to get down to business, and the slave sends it off. He rarely referred to himself as a slave, but he really didn't want to continue the subject, so he bowed and asked him to leave.

Yin Zhen looked at me silently, pursed her lips and turned away. But I kept a saluting posture, looking at the water dripping from my toes, and sobbed silently, until Wanqing stepped forward to lift me up and helped me into the house without saying a word. (To be continued.) )