After the Spring Festival, the chill in the north begins to melt with the spring breeze. The www.biquge.info climate began to warm up after a few spring rains, and the bulky robes and clothes were removed, and there were more vegetables and fruits. In the view of traditional Chinese medicine, spring is the most beautiful season of the year, when all things sprout, and it is a good time to nourish the five organs of the body. This is undoubtedly a good thing for Nian and all those who want everything to be smooth.

With a period of nourishment and nourishment, Nian's whole person looked much plumper than at the beginning, and his lower abdomen began to bulge. At five months, Nian could also feel the child's obvious fetal movements, which showed that the child's vitality was obviously vigorous. These signs made Yinzhen, who often came to visit, show a little smile and expectation on his face.

Every time I saw Yinzhen here in Nian's place, I didn't say much, just bowed simply according to the rules, and at most I said one or two when I was asked about the situation, and the two of them tacitly kept their due distance in front of Nian's.

Although there was not much verbal communication, it was still easy to see his fatigue and exhaustion from his sunken eye sockets and increasingly thin body. I know that this pressure stems from the good news from Yinyu in the first month and Kangxi's recent attitude, as well as the movements in the court, as well as the worry about Nian Qianyao's vacillation, in addition, he has to deal with many things in government affairs.

Yinzhen is a persistent and more serious person, once he is convinced of something, he will try his best to do it well, which is not simply driven by the desire for power, but also because he was originally a person with a strong sense of responsibility.

In the 59th year of the reign of Kangxi, the ills in the officialdom began to become prominent with the deepening of the political struggle, and the problems of corruption and deficit in various places became a chronic disease that gradually dragged down the country. The seemingly prosperous and wealthy Kangxi Dynasty of the Qing Dynasty was in fact very weak and embarrassed, and the huge military expenditure brought by foreign conquests to the treasury made the national finances precarious.

At this time, Kangxi arranged a lot of heavy and thankless errands for Yinzhen, on the surface, it seems that Yinzhen is more important, but I am more and more uneasy about it, in my opinion, Kangxi uses Yinzhen like this not to train him as a prince, but as a knife to remove obstacles for the future prince. The more Yinzhen contributes now, the more hated he becomes, and the more handles he will leave to his successor in the future. However, all the political achievements brought by Yinzhen's efforts will be left to the successors in the future and become their wise and benevolent political achievements.

From this point of view, Kangxi is determined to help Yinyu to that position and spare no effort to pave the way. Yinzhen is not stupid, even I can see this kind of little trick under the emperor's mental tricks, how can he not detect it. But he is still doing everything seriously, not just to show Kangxi and the world, but what he thinks must be done, what he wants is to have a clear conscience.

How can I not feel sorry for Yinzhen at this time, but I know that what he needs now is not meaningless distress and comfort. He wants support from all sides, so what I have to do is to help him and share the pressure for him in my own way as much as possible.

"It's been hard work for you these days. "When I came out of the small kitchen with Mama Tan who was carrying medicine, I happened to meet Yinzhen who walked into the yard, and he looked at me and said this.

I motioned to Mama Tan to take the medicine to Nian's first step to avoid the medicine being cold, and then smiled at Yinzhen and said, "Compared with you, how can I afford the word 'hard', that's all I can do for you." ”

Yinzhen's eyes flashed, his face was still indifferent, and he nodded and said, "It's good that you have this heart." ”

After that, he groaned slightly, and then said, "You know, this child is very important, and there is no room for error. ”

I sighed, didn't hide it from him, and said, "I know, but even if this child can be born, I'm afraid it won't live long, so ......"

These words made Yinzhen's face solemn, his thin lips moved slightly but he didn't say anything, and the loss and gloom in his eyes that were still revealed even if he deliberately concealed them, made my mood, which had been staring at his face and observing the changes in his expression, also became heavy and depressed at this moment.

"Don't worry, there's still room to turn around," I said to him again what I had said to Nian.

When the words fell, Yin Zhen's tense expression loosened slightly, and he asked, "With this arrangement, Nian's body may be able to stand it?"

When Yinzhen asked this, I saw a trace of unbearability in his eyes, but then it disappeared at the bottom of his eyes, and without waiting for me to answer, he sighed deeply and said: "I can't care about these things now, I can only wronged her."

"She is a good woman, she deserves to be treated well" Looking at the subtle changes in Yinzhen's mood, I suddenly said this somewhat abrupt sentence to him.

These words made Yin Zhen fall silent, he looked at me for a long time and was silent, and when he spoke, he said: "There are not many people who can make you say this, don't you mind the neglect you have suffered over the years because of her existence?"

Hearing Yinzhen ask this sentence, I couldn't help but laugh dumbly, raised my hand to stroke the agarwood bracelet that I had been carrying on my wrist, and said to him: "I once said that what I originally wanted was a couple for a lifetime, but then when I knew that there was no hope in this life, what I wanted was to cherish what I had with those good memories, and then seek stability for myself and my children for the rest of my life." Because there is no desire, there is no demand, and because there is no demand, there is no resentment. ”

Speaking of this, I took a step closer, stood one step away from him, raised my hand to cover the heart of his chest, and said lightly: "No matter what happens in the future, as long as you can remember our past feelings, take care of what I have done for you with all my heart, and give me and the stability that Day'er wants, then all my grievances and everything I have done now are worth it." ”

Yin Zhen didn't speak or move, just looked at my hand on his chest and stood silently. I stopped talking, quietly feeling my heartbeat and body temperature still visible through my clothes. At this moment, there is silence everywhere, as if there are only me and him in the world, and they seem to be very close but far away from each other, as if they have reached some kind of wordless promise, and their mood is extremely calm and peaceful.

I don't know how long I stood like this, I withdrew my hand and said with a gentle smile: "Let's go into the house, she really has a hard time, no matter how busy she is, she often comes to sit and sit, which can also make her feel more at ease." As for the children, we do our best to obey the destiny of God and believe that everything will be fine. ”

Yin Zhen answered and didn't stay any longer, and led Su Peisheng towards Nian's house.

Watching Yinzhen enter the house, Xiao Shunzi stepped forward and whispered: "Gege will plan and explain it at this time, which is equivalent to giving the master expectations after disappointment, but if he fails, I am afraid that the master's temperament will anger Gege." ”

"Even if I don't say it, Nian will tell him, not to mention that I can tell him like this, it means that I am really helping him find a way, it is better than when the child is gone, and he distrusts me because he suspects what I have done, so he does not cooperate with the follow-up. I whispered in response to Junko's words, and walked to a gazebo in the courtyard to take a seat. (To be continued.) )