Chapter 130: Tears

"Later, when I was seventeen years old, 'Sister Gou' died, and I only had 'Aunt Bao' to rely on each other...... That's my past, my family, and why I'm on this path??? Reading ???· y?K?A?N?S?HU·COM 1510, REALLY...... You should understand by now........."

With that, "Sugar Heart" leaned back in his chair tiredly.

Her eyelids drooped, tears on her haggard face, and her black hair fell in a patch at the back of her head.

Silent.

Hong Yanwu listened to the end all the time, and didn't even interject a word halfway.

Until now, he is still digesting her life experience, although the questions just now have almost been clarified.

This is Tang Xin, poor "sugar heart"!

A girl who is lonely and suffering because of irresponsible parents, parents who are separated from morality, and who are lonely and suffering.

A girl who is extremely lacking in family warmth, but is full of fear of marriage.

A strong girl who can only struggle in society alone.

A woman who was three years older than him, but rather weak and did not dare to aspire to the future.

After all these tribulations, one of her hearts has long been scarred and full of diseases.

Although her face looks always radiant and gorgeous, who could have known that there was such a miserable storm hidden behind it.

He thought that he was miserable and that his family was unfortunate enough. But compared to "Sugar Heart", he has nothing to complain about.

At least his misfortune was only caused by the times. His family loved each other, and in the midst of poverty and humiliation, he could still have a warmth from his loved ones.

But "Sugar Heart" has always been so lonely and so hard, her life experience and experience are simply sad and heartbreaking!

Alas, I don't know how many bitter tears "Sugar Heart" has shed since he was a child, and how much sorrow and sorrow he has condensed.

It's entirely conceivable that this is the case. When he ignored it, she was unprepared, and recklessly broke through the last line. As far as she is concerned, how can she speculate only on the psychology of other girls?

The mental pressure and psychological burden she felt must have been far more, heavier, and more panicked than others.

He really regretted it, for his impulse to have fun......

"Xiao Wu ......"

"Sugar Heart", who seemed to have fallen asleep, suddenly spoke, and another string of tears quietly fell.

"I know, you've always been curious about my past. I didn't tell you this, not because I wanted to hide it, but because I really didn't want to think about it again. I'm also a little afraid that you will look down on me. Now, there is nothing to hide from you, and if you want to know anything in the future, I will tell you......"

Her eyes were still closed, and her voice was soft. But if she opened her eyes at this time, she would definitely see Hong Yanwu with guilt on his face.

Hong Yanwu slowly sat down next to "Sugar Heart" and wanted to say something, but he couldn't organize the appropriate language after opening his mouth several times.

She still didn't move, she didn't open her eyes, and she could see the tiredness of her heart.

Hong Yanwu finally couldn't help but slowly stretched out his hand, trembling and brushing her cheeks, gently wiping away tears for "Sugar Heart".

"Actually, actually...... You should have told me sooner. If I knew this, I would love you more and be better to you. I'll tell you there's no need to be afraid of ...... future."

"Sugar Heart" slowly opened her eyes, and her long eyelashes swept over the palm of Hong Yanwu's hand that was wiping the corners of her eyes for her.

Hong Yanwu hurriedly stopped.

But those big resentful and pretty eyes stared at him stupidly.

"What did you say? I didn't hear ......"

"I said, if I had known, I would have been better to you, I would have loved you more, and I would never have been so reckless...... But it doesn't matter. We'll be able to grasp the future, won't we? I can tell you. You don't have to worry about anything, we will definitely be fine in the future. Never like your parents ......"

"How can you be sure?"

"Yes!

"No, why don't you understand? There are so many things in life that you can't say. I'm older than you, and I'm definitely getting older than you. If it's really hard, one day you will dislike me......"

"No, don't say that, what about me? If you do, I'm far from worthy of you. In the eyes of others, I will always be a two-labor worker. If you are with me, you will be looked down upon by others in the future. Do you feel aggrieved?"

"That'...... That's different. I will never ...... I know you, and you're not the same as the people I know. You have the ability, you know everything, not to mention that I myself ......"

"No, you're wrong. None of this is critical. The most important thing is the relationship between two people and the consistency of their pursuit of life. To be honest, I want to compare myself to others, and there may be nothing more for you except money. I also know that all couples in the world will have disagreements and even disputes, and there will always be a day when passion fades. So with that alone, I really can't promise that you'll always be happy with me......"

When Hong Yanwu said this, he immediately changed his low tone, his attitude was very gentle, and he continued to speak very positively.

“…… But I, but I do. Willing to give you more, you deserve more. That's a truly warm home. I will not only be your friend, your husband, but also a relative that you can always rely on and trust. We will have children of our own. I am aware of my responsibilities, and I will do my best to be a good husband and father! I want our children to grow up in the happiest family, and I will use time and practical actions to prove that I am a person worthy of your life......"

Hong Yanwu's statement is sincere and resolute, but it is not as semantic as most young people. On the contrary, it is very objective and practical. This kind of maturity that does not match the age is completely beyond the expectations of "Sugar Heart".

"...... you?"

She stared at him with wide eyes, speechless for a while.

"You, you, what are you? Remember, I have to make you feel that your life is not miserable! This is what I said, and I will not change it for the rest of my life!"

Hong Yanwu's words are undoubtedly domineering and arrogant, but they make "Sugar Heart" feel a trustworthy warmth from the bottom of his heart.

She didn't say anything more, tilted her head to the side, and streams of tears poured down her face. She raised her hand to wipe it, but suddenly she couldn't stop crying.

Hong Yanwu felt sad again in an instant. "Don't cry, don't cry, okay? I beg you to ......."

But "Sugar Heart"'s face was covered by his hands, and he couldn't take it away. She shook her head, crying more and more, her shoulders shaking.

Since he had never seen anyone so sad, Hong Yanwu was so distressed. He knows very well that if "Sugar Heart" continues to cry like this, he will cry badly.

But no matter how much he coaxed, he had to gently hug her shoulders and make her cry.

Fortunately, "Sugar Heart" no longer resisted him, and at first he only stood sideways, and then slowly plunged into his arms.

Hong Yanwu simply hugged her tightly.

In this way, "Sugar Heart" completely buried his head in his arms like a child. And she wrapped her arms around his neck, just as tightly.

After another half a day, "Sugar Heart" finally cried happily.

But the two were still not separated. They kept holding on like this, as if they wanted to stay like this forever, until the earth was desolate......

In the early morning of September 24, "Sugar Heart", who had a good night's sleep, regained his former glory.

Not only is she still beautiful, but she is still charming. Maybe because I untied the knot last night, I also looked more cheerful and gentle.

When everyone went downstairs for breakfast together, Hong Yanwu was silent and looked at her seriously from the side face for at least half an hour.

When it is certain that the melancholy waves have drifted away, all that remains is softness and handsomeness. It was as if a heavy stone had fallen to the ground in his heart.

The sadness that still exists dissipated. He was finally relieved.

Love is like this, when you really care about someone, the joys and sorrows of the other person are like transplanted to yourself.

When the other party is sad and sad, your happiness is like being strangled, and you can no longer do anything with peace of mind.

Only when the other person restarts smiling will you re-appreciate the beauty of life and feel the joy of breathing.

This day, of course, is also a big day for "shrimp crawlers" and Xianghong.

But to Hong Yanwu's surprise, their wedding was not set up in a restaurant, but a chef was invited to set up a makeshift stove and organize it at the home of "Shrimp Crawler".

The folding table in the bridal room is the main table. The Eight Immortals table in the parents' room of the "Shrimp Crawler" also came in handy, and in addition, the courtyard borrowed a neighbor's table to open two seats.

But this still doesn't solve the whole problem. It doesn't mean that this wedding banquet is just a two-table level.

Because it's just the first round. Most of the people invited were close friends and relatives of the two families, or indispensable people. From two or three to five or six o'clock in the afternoon, more people will come to congratulate.

"Shrimp crawler" is a welder at the shipyard, and Xiang Hong's current job is selling soap and toothpaste in department stores. There are not a few colleagues and classmates in both of them, and these are the main ones who came in the afternoon.

Except for those who insist on not eating, there are about two more tables on each side, and then counting the number of people and plates in the table, the total number of tables will reach about ten.

And the reason why such a troublesome way was chosen is mainly because of two reasons.

Fan Gang explained to Hong Yanwu in private, saying that this was first of all the meaning of the parents of the groom and the bride.

Parents are all living a hard life, thinking that this saves money. I think it's better to be more affordable, and the rest of the money saved can be used by the little couple to live in the future, which is much better than spending it in a restaurant to save face.

Secondly, there are too many things that "Shrimp Crawler" and "Xiang Hong" have purchased for marriage.

It's not counting the double horns and gold rings given by Hong Yanwu and "Sugar Heart". They also used the wood they had allocated at the beginning to build a complete set of furniture, and also purchased "three turns and one ring", televisions, and electric fans.

In this era, it's really eye-catching.

Therefore, even Xiang Hong, who loves to be in the limelight, feels scared, worried that the "shrimp crawler" will be targeted by the police station again. In this way, they also want to keep a low profile for the wedding reception.

This matter has long been known to the "sea bumpers", and everyone understands it. Hong Yanwu, of course, they won't mind, friendship comes first.

So, the guest followed the host's and ate a chaotic wedding banquet in the courtyard.