At this time, the garden of the Ulanala clan was quiet as if it were a world away, and when I entered the garden, I saw the girl Mei'er standing outside the house, and I anxiously stepped forward and begged her to help me spread the word to the Ulanala clan, saying that I was in a hurry to see her.

Mei'er looked at my outfit unhurriedly with the opposite of my eagerness, and slowly sneered with a mocking smile: "What kind of play is Gege, what big thing makes Gege so out of shape, look at this disheveled person, it is not because of the love of the master of Fujin, and he doesn't even care about the rules and etiquette." ”

Her appearance made me, who was already anxious, suddenly angry, but because I couldn't do it now, I had to take out the silver I had prepared on my body and put it in the palm of her hand, and said carefully: "Miss Mei'er laughed, just because the slave Yun Hui next to me was taken by the side Fujin, and I am afraid that it will be inappropriate now, so I am anxious to ask the master of Fujin to help, save people's lives and build a seventh-level float, and also ask Miss Mei'er to pass the responsibility, the responsibility of dereliction, I am willing to be punished afterwards." ”

"What is the big deal about the slave, it turned out that Yunhui's cheap girl's hands and feet were not clean and let Fang Fujin hold it. According to the slave maid, Gege doesn't have to plead for this guy, according to the rules of the house, it is not too much to beat him to death. At the moment, since Gege's head has not been found, Gege should avoid it, so as not to get into trouble and let people take the handle. At that time, I am afraid that the master of Fujin will not be able to save it. Mei'er accepted the money, but still didn't mean to help spread the word, but looked like she was gloating.

"Miss Mei'er, you and Yunhui are both servants, don't you even have this bit of sympathy......" Suppressing the anger in her heart, she said kindly.

"Gege's words are not right, the slave is also the dowry girl of the master of Chang Fujin, how can he be compared with this kind of thief. Mei'er snorted coldly, raised her head slightly and said disdainfully.

"You ......" I was so angry with her that I couldn't speak for a while, I only hated it, but I couldn't argue with her because of my identity.

"The master of Fujin said, she has been unwell recently, and she will not see any guests, and the affairs in the house will be taken care of by the side Fujin, if there is anything, she will also go to the side Fujin and say. "Mei'er was very happy when she saw that I was in trouble, and she didn't want to entangle me any more.

"The slave persuaded Gege that if he had the skill to gossip with the slave here, he might as well think of another way, otherwise he would be afraid that he would have to collect the body of the thief Nizi. With that, she turned around and walked into the house, leaving me and Mama Pang out the door.

At this time, I already felt my blood pressure rise, my face was pale with anger, my chest seemed to be pressed by a big rock, and I tried to take a few deep breaths to ease up.

"What should I do?" Mama Pang asked me when she saw that the Wulanala clan was being eaten and closed here, and she had no idea. "Or ...... Go and ask the fourth master?"

I haven't seen Yinzhen since I was smashed on my forehead, and anyone with a discerning eye knows that I was completely hidden by Yinzhen. So since then, the three people in the garden have never mentioned that I should go to Yinzhen. Now in this tricky situation, relying on Yinzhen's exclusive favor of the Li family, how can he favor me, an abandoned woman who has no position. But Mama Pang still tentatively said this suggestion, but she didn't have any confidence.

After listening to Mama Pang's suggestion, although I was a little stunned at first this time, after thinking about it, I didn't hesitate, turned around and walked out of the garden of the Wulanala clan, and came to the front yard where Yinzhen was located regardless of the way.

With a breath of anger, he came to the east courtyard angrily, but stopped in front of the door of the study.

After being in the house for so long, this is the first time I have taken the initiative to come here, but I never thought that I would come here under such circumstances.

More than eight months have passed since the night I entered the palace, and in the past eight months, I have been stubbornly guarding my dignity, and even in the face of Lee's intensified treatment, I never thought of taking the initiative to seek his refuge.

But now, I'm standing here for a slave girl in their eyes. I know that I am a soft-spoken person and have no comparison with the Li family, so once I knock on this door, it means that I have admitted defeat, and from then on, in addition to freedom, even dignity must be sacrificed.

Is it worth it? These three words crossed through my mind, but only for a moment, the thought was replaced by resoluteness.

Yes, it's not a question of whether it's worth it or not, it's a must, otherwise I will lose not only my dignity in front of Yinzhen, but also the centrifugation of self-blame and everyone who awaits me at that time.

I know that he is behind the door, just knock on this door, beg him in a low voice, tell him that I am wrong, as long as he is willing to save her, I am willing to use everything I can give him in exchange for Yun Hui. But will he say yes?

With such uncertainty, I raised my hand and was about to buckle it open, but the door opened, and it was Su Peisheng next to Yinzhen who came out. When he saw me standing outside the door, although he was surprised for a moment, he didn't show too much, and still bowed his head respectfully and said: "The master is busy, if Gege has anything important, you can talk to the slave, and when the master is done, the slave will tell you." ”

"Human life is at stake, I want to see the master immediately, and I also ask Father-in-law Su to pass through. "I have been stopped once on the side of the Wulanala clan, and now I have been stopped here again, I know that Yun Hui has no time to wait for Yinzhen to finish his work, so he asked anxiously.

"The master has the rules of the master, how can the slave be disobeyed, if Gege will explain his intentions in the future, the slave will ask the master if he has seen it, okay?" Su Peisheng said.

It's not the first time I've dealt with Su Peisheng, he usually always takes care of what he should have, and he's very close and kind to me, but this time he looked at me with more unclear meaning in his eyes.

At this time, I didn't have the heart to delve into the reason for the deep meaning in his eyes, I just wanted to make Yun Hui suffer as little as possible. Hearing him say this, he hurriedly explained the matter in detail, and then took out the only piece of iris purple jade pendant that Yinyu gave me from his body, and handed it to him, urging: "Father-in-law Su is hard, this matter can't be delayed any longer, and I hope that I must let my master see me." ”

Su Peisheng saw that I handed over the jade pendant, but he just glanced at it but didn't take it, and said with a polite smile:

"Gege sees the outside, feng shui takes turns, who can say what will happen in the future, the slave sees that Gege is not a blessed person, and it is good to remember the slave in the future. ”

After that, let me back into the house later. After a while, he walked out and said helplessly: "The master said, Gege usually doesn't burn incense and comes to hug Buddha's feet, and he doesn't want to see each other, Gege should go back." ”

Although it is not yet mid-autumn, Yinzhen's words are like a basin of cold water poured on his head in the thirty-nine days, and the chill is cold from his bones to his heart, which makes my brain cloudy, and I no longer bother to care about my identity and reason.

That's it, anyway, I'm just a wisp of ghost that I wear inexplicably, this body doesn't belong to me, this era doesn't belong to me, and this fate doesn't belong to me. At this moment, I don't want to restrain my unbearable emotions because of these things that don't belong to me.

"Get out of the way" I suddenly pushed away the defenseless Su Peisheng, shook off Mama Pang's pull, and rushed into Yinzhen's study with anger.

Yin Zhen was sitting upright in front of the bookcase in the main hall, and when he saw me suddenly rushing in, he looked at Su Peisheng who staggered in behind me with a displeased face.

Su Peisheng and Mama Pang were both overwhelmed by my actions, and when they saw Yinzhen's cold expression, they hurriedly saluted and wanted to take me out, but they were embarrassed by my full struggle.

"You stand down, and she stays. Yinzhen, who was coldly looking at the chaos, suddenly spoke. Su Peisheng and Mama Pang bowed down and retreated as if they had been pardoned.

At this time, only me and Yinzhen were left in the room, and I looked up to meet his gaze, and no longer avoided looking at him, at this time he was just a figure in history for me, and I was just the one who read the book, his identity had nothing to do with me, his privilege had nothing to do with me, and even his anger had nothing to do with me. At this moment, I finally let go of the weight I had been holding and regained the pride that belonged to me.

I didn't look at Yinzhen for too long, because Yunhui didn't have time to wait for me to stalemate with him here. I straightened my shirt a little more, to make myself look less terrible, and said to him:

"Today's intention, I think you already know, I have already thought about asking you to grovel, begging you to save Yunhui's life and return her innocence, but now it seems that I am too naïve. In front of a royal nobleman like you, human life is like an ant, not to mention just a slave in the house. And now I've hit you again, I'm afraid I won't be able to escape punishment. In that case, I will not let go of my self-esteem and beg you to save her, let alone let me go. ”

I mixed the emotions that I had been squeezing for a long time with anger, and I said them frankly word by word. Yin Zhen didn't speak, just looked at me coldly, listened to my words, slowly stood up, with emotions in his eyes that I couldn't guess, and moved his steps towards me, so that I couldn't help but take a step back.

His eyes were suffocating, and I pressed my nervousness and told myself not to be afraid, there was no way back now, and I didn't need to be afraid of anything.

I forced myself to continue to look directly at him, and suddenly pulled out the silver hairpin that fixed my hair and held it tightly in my hand, and let the bun that was messed up in the struggle of Shicai fall like a waterfall to my shoulders, and with the thought of one last fight, I said decisively:

"I just want to tell you now that I've had enough, you just need a woman who grovels to you, you just need a woman who can warm your bed, please you, and help you give birth to an heir, and I'm not. If that's what you want, then I'm telling you, you'll never get my head down. I'd rather die than bow to you. ”

As he spoke, he raised the hairpin in his hand and closed his eyes tightly, wanting to poke his heart. But the hairpin did not fall as expected, and the wrist was grabbed by a large palm.

Yinzhen grabbed my hand and forcibly snatched the hairpin in his hand and threw it away. He looked at me without saying a word, and his eyes were like black holes that wanted to devour people completely.

I met Yinzhen's gaze, tears blurred my vision, I don't know how long it took, until he suddenly called Su Peisheng in and said, "Send her back, you can't step out of the house half a step without permission." ”

I looked at Yinzhen in despair and sadness, not knowing what he was trying to do. The feeling of powerlessness after the impulse made me have no strength to resist more, and I was forcibly sent back to the house by the people arranged by Su Peisheng.

It wasn't until those people left that tears poured out of their hearts with the collapsed emotions.