Chapter 122: Confessing the Truth
Originally, I had already decided that he would not harm me, but when I heard this answer, I couldn't help but feel nervous, gasped, looked at him in disbelief, and continued to ask in a trembling voice: "On the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, let someone give me and Xiaoshunzi that kind of medicine...... You also instructed it?"
At this time, I felt that the voice of this question did not come from my own mouth, as if it came from far away. I pinched my handkerchief, afraid that I would be caught off guard by what I heard again.
"Drugging you, what kind of medicine are you given?" looked at me with a stunned expression this time.
"You...... I don't know?" Facing Yinyu's look that didn't look like a deliberate camouflage, he felt a little more aware of his numb and stiff body.
"Since Chun'er's incident, I haven't arranged any more people around you, but I learned from some scattered information in the house that Yinzhen's pet letter is even worse than you, so you are not doing well. As for what you said about being drugged on the day of the Mid-Autumn Festival, I haven't heard anyone talk about it, what is going on?" Yin Yu saw that my face was not good, and he thought that this matter was probably not a trivial matter, so he asked eagerly.
"It's okay, since it's not you. Then I want to ask you, why did you instruct someone to kill a turtle boy for no reason, and that person should still be the one you were close to. What is the reason why you have to do this?" "I'm sure it's not Yinyu secretly harming me, I relaxed a little and continued to ask.
Asked this question, Yinyu was silent. After I don't know how long, he looked up at me and said, "If I tell you that the Zhang family is arranged by me to enter the mansion and want her to take your place, let you know that Yinzhen doesn't like you, as long as someone who looks the same as you can easily replace you, so that you agree to leave with me, will you hate me......?"
After Yinyu's words, my whole person was completely petrified. The mood that had just been relaxed was stunned by his sudden big truth. The tears didn't even have a chance to endure them.
"You...... Why are you doing this! Are you trying to kill me?" I hurriedly covered my mouth as I almost lost my voice. Reason tells me that this is not the time to get emotionally out of control.
"I'm crazy with jealousy, you know? I never thought I would have such strong feelings for you, even if you're a wife, I don't care. When Yinyu said that sentence, he seemed to have let everything out. With that, he pulled me into his arms, and held me tightly in his arms, despite my struggles, so that I could not move.
I tried to struggle, but to no avail, I had to hang my hand in despair, let him hug him tightly, and said in a cold tone: "Actually, I liked you, because at that time I thought you were the only person in this world who could understand me, give me respect, and care for me from the bottom of my heart. However, I don't know when everything you did made me feel like a burden, and I lived in fear all the time. Even my best sister betrayed and framed me because of you. ”
I felt his grip on me loosen. I pushed him away, but I didn't leave his embrace, just looked at him, smiled lightly, and continued: "You know what? Love is for many people, and love can only be for one person. So I like you and him, but I don't love either of you. Because none of you really came into my heart, and you didn't understand what I wanted. From the day I entered Baylor House, I was already destined to have no right to choose who to love and who not to love, and in that case, I would rather choose to like him than give up you. Because this is the best option for all of us. If you really love me, please stand in my shoes and be good for me, and don't attach those obsessions of yours to me, okay?"
Taking advantage of Yinzhen's stunned moment, I took his hand away, retreated to a safe distance to look at him, and said: "What I asked just now is why did you personally send your personal attendant to secretly dispose of that turtle male, but you replied that the Zhang family is your person, so can I think so, you found that someone was checking the people around the Zhang family through the turtle male, and you were worried that the Zhang clan you arranged by Yinzhen's side would be found out, so you let your personal cronies dispose of the turtle male." ”
My tone calmed down, and my sanity returned, so in order to figure out what I wanted to understand, I slowed down my speech, trying to calm Yinyu's emotions as well.
Yin Yu nodded and said, "Zhang's moves, I have sent people to keep an eye on them." I found out before that the people she arranged for me to place in the Fourth Brother's Mansion had looked for this turtle father several times, each time to get a medicinal powder called Hehuansan, and the last time she gave this person a sum of silver, as if she wanted him to do something. After a while, we found that some people began to target this turtle man, and it seemed that they wanted him to identify the people around Zhang's side. Fortunately, the Zhang family was not stupid enough to send their own people to contact this turtle father, so I arranged for someone to dispose of this turtle father. ”
"You don't know where Zhang used that powder, and I don't know what she asked that person to do?" I looked at Yinyu, although he didn't hide anything, but I still wanted to see how much he was involved in this matter and how much he knew.
Yin Yu shook his head calmly and said: "Hehuan San, I know that she is generally used to put it on the fourth brother, and this is also doing what I assigned, as for what she asked the turtle to do later, I didn't let people ask about this at the time." ”
I couldn't help sneering when I heard Yinzhen say that Hehuansan was used on Yinzhen, and finally understood how Yinzhen's concentration could make this kind of slut climb out of bed repeatedly. But Yin Zhen should know the reason for this, why do he still have to go to the Tao again and again, it is because he can't eat the marrow and know the taste.
"Hehe, use it on the fourth master? Do you know that her last Hehuan San is intended to be used on me and Xiao Shunzi?" I sneered coldly and sneered: "If it weren't for Xiao Shunzi's loyalty to protect me, how do you think a character who has lived well with the inner servant will be disgraced?"
"What! how dare she ......" Yin Yu was shocked by my words, glared and said angrily: "I swear that I never instructed her to do such a thing to you, you must believe me." ”
"I believe you, otherwise I wouldn't have risked so much to come to you for verification. Actually, I'm glad you told me the truth. But there was Chun'er first, and then there was Zhang's, which just confirmed what I just said. I know you're not an emotional person, but now you've been doing foolish things, and you've put me in a lot of crisis. I lowered my eyes and said lightly: "The most difficult thing in this world to control is the human heart, everything that involves the human heart is variable, Chun'er is like this, Zhang is like this, I am like this, and you are the same." So calm down, and if it's really for the good of each other, don't make mistakes again and again. Instead of foaming with each other, it is better to forget the rivers and lakes, leave me, look at me, and bless me. This is the best love for me, and it is not in vain for me...... I was also impressed. ”
Yin Yu pursed his lips and was silent, the pain in his eyes made me feel worried, I could only open my eyes and not look at him, looked at the sky, and said: "The time for the fourth master to return home is almost up, I came here with the identity of the Zhang family, and I can't stay any longer." When I return to the inner courtyard, Xiao Shunzi will hand over the portrait of the guard beside you to the fourth master, and at that time, his character will inevitably doubt your relationship with this matter. What you have to do now is to find a way to get rid of it, because the portrait may not be accurate in the first place, or it is possible that the thug was bought by someone else and maliciously framed you, so all of this can be said clearly. ”
Speaking of this, I paused, raised my eyes to stare at him, and said in a resolute tone: "How to exonerate yourself is your business, I won't say much, but you need to help me do something from it." ”
Yin Yu didn't wait for me to finish, and said, "You want to borrow my hand to get rid of Zhang's ......"
I didn't expect him to guess, but then I was relieved, in fact, he has always known me best, and has an inexplicable tacit understanding with me, so it makes sense that he can anticipate what I am going to say.
"Yes, Zhang's actions this time were so inferior, she almost made me suffer the most intolerable shame of a woman. No matter what your original purpose was when you wanted her to stay with the fourth master, now it seems that she is not a person who can be obedient and obedient, and such a person is also a variable and a threat to you. I'm not a generous person, but I don't want to get my hands dirty. So if you get her, you're responsible for getting her out. "This was the first time I really wanted to deal with someone — a woman who looked like me but couldn't get along.
"Okay, I promise you. Yin Yu replied without the slightest hesitation or refusal. After saying that, he took a step closer to me, took me into his arms again, and said in a deep voice: "Remember, no matter what happens in the future, you must believe that I will never hurt you by half a point." ”
This time I reached out and hugged him back and whispered in his ear, "Thank you, I'm sorry ......" (to be continued.) )