Chapter 32: A Missed Night Private Meeting
It seems like... The days of meditation are not very quiet either.
I listened to the rumors outside for a while, and I thought a little self-deceptively, it turned out that it was the same if I couldn't get out, although I lost my face, but it was also glory and wealth.
Who said you can't be leisurely in your own palace?
It's just that there has to be a premise for this, we have to ignore Fu Ji's thunderous methods in the court, ignore the bad news from the country, ignore General Lu being blocked in Jizhou and can't come back, etc.... Once I ignore everything, then I'm really laid-back.
Listening to the gossip leisurely, it's not my gossip that is unprecedented, it's really refreshing.........
Last time, Liu Cainu was scolded because of the second princess, and she couldn't cry, and she knelt in Hanliang Hall for half an hour and was sent back by Nan Xi, and because of her low position, kneeling anywhere is a life, it is very likely that the princess is not good at recuperating intermittently this time, so she has to be handed over to the high-level concubines to take care of, who to take care of is not necessarily, but the hug must be taken away, otherwise Liu Cainu, such a biological mother, has no family background and can not add glory to the princess, it is better to change the mother's cost-effective, and if you really want to kiss in the future, you can also deceive others, saying that our princess has raised gold since childhood, and it seems particularly sincereγ
The only reliance can also be said to be hugged and taken away, it can be seen that Liu Cainu is really a bit of a wretch, obviously very qualified, but she is only a picker, and she has not received any special care after giving birth to a daughter, she has not become a noble concubine (pretended) gentle, and she is not familiar with Li Zhaoyi, even Yuan Guiren is more distinctive than her, she speaks loudly, her mouth is broken, and she can be used to spread some rumors in the palace.
I bask in the sun with melon seeds, and I feel aggrieved for Liu Cainu when I think about it, but I don't pity her.
There are too many such women, both inside and outside the palace, they have no opinions after living all their lives, they don't live for themselves or for others, the only thing they can hope for is the child, and if the child is gone, this person will be completely boring.
Liu Cainu can't even protect the child now, it is already her biggest failure, even if she used to use her brain a little to compete for favor, she will not be mixed into the current appearance, asked how the peach was, and said that later Li Zhaoyi took out a good old man to send two sentences, maybe she was stupid and loves to tell the truth, and she didn't condolence to the point at all, Liu Cainu didn't say anything after listening to it, and threw herself into the river the next day, and she was still very unsuccessful when she was finished, but she still survived, vomited half of the water, and didn't die.
But she didn't die and went to half her life, and the second princess was completely sent to someone else, and the destination was the east side hall of Yafeng Ju, where a nobleman lived.
Then, there is no then.
Liu Cainu should also be, she didn't work hard, and she bumped into Fu Ji's muzzle, I don't know if Xiang Guo is holding back a bad heart and wants to kick at the gate of Yasukuni's palace, it should be that there is no fire in the backyard, and whoever catches fire is cannon fodder.
Although I didn't see Liu Cainu unlucky with my own eyes, I was still very happy.
I can't help it, meditation is so boring, I have to make myself happy.
The autumn of Yasukuni is no different from the winter, after the wind blows, it rains, the thunder does not move, I embroider the half of the peony embroidery eyes are sore, embroidery stitch has to lie in bed for a long time, accidentally embroidered a little slower, raise the head to look out, it is estimated that the rain outside will be more than ten days, it will be snowing.
I didn't want to be quiet and really fast, Fu Ji didn't come to see me, no one came to see me, and now even Changyun's wedding date is approaching, but I still don't have any news here.
Xiang Taozi stepped on the mist to come in, and the little flower entered the water of half a boot, and he spit out the mist when he spoke, although he was a little thin, but the joy on his face was very thick: "Niangniang, today the slave maid secretly ran to Hanliang Hall to take a look, Nan Xi's father-in-law's eyes were really sharp, and when he saw the slave maid, he came up, and asked the slave maid if the slave maid was okay lately~!"
I know that Xiang Taozi likes to play tricks, and I also know that Nan Xi asked me if I was good, and most of them went back to tell Fu Ji, how to say the feeling in my heart, it is similar to a fire in winter, originally my heart was cold, seeing Fu Ji splash me dirty water with empty mouth and white teeth from Cheng Gui Concubine and didn't speak for me, this heart is really cold, but after a long time, emotions are greater than reason, and three or two sentences are played by Fu Ji, and my eyes are full of thoughts about the days in the East Palace in the past.
But the torch can't be hung in the snow for a long time, to put it bluntly, it has to be extinguished, so it depends on how long Fu Ji can hold this fire, and when the spring flowers bloom and the ice and snow melt, then we can be as good as before.
Seeing that Xiang Taozi was happy, I put a flower shelf to look at her: "Well, then what did you tell Nan Wei?"
"The slave said, I can't say it accurately, the mother is angry and refuses to let it out, and it is not intimate to be accompanied by the slaves and maids," Xiang Taozi stuck out her tongue, as if she was sure that Fu Ji would definitely come: "So I still have to let the saint come to see it in person~!"
Having said that, but Xiang Tao Zi is still not more useful than my father, General Lu said that I can at least be a concubine, and I really became a concubine;
The air smells of intrigue and intrigue, but it is usually not seen because it is overshadowed by dinner.
The wedding seems to have to be postponed, or Fu Ji really doesn't like Fu Sen this time, so he simply pushes his post as minister to the end, and he doesn't even want to get married.
It's really not going well lately, everything has to be pondered, the jade makeup flower in the back garden of Zhaosheng Palace died yesterday, it is dead, I didn't sleep well all night, I folded the flower and inserted it in the porcelain vase to water desperately, and the next day I saw that this flower was really giving face, and the flower pole was gone along the water.
There has been no news from Changyun for a long time, Tingwei is also a batch of three days, and I always can't recognize people, I want to go to the back garden to pull weeds in Zhaosheng Palace, Wumeizi has been busy these days without resting, and one or two of the palace people below are a little lazy, she saw it and said a few times, the next day should be lazy or lazy, can't care.
It's possible that they want to see the direction of the wind again, to see if I have really fallen out of favor, or if the Holy One is just hanging me there temporarily, and I will be helped up again in the future.
What does this make me say?
The eyes of the palace people have grown to the soles of their feet.
General Lu and Fu Ji are very right, I really have a bad temper, but I am exceptionally coaxing.
I don't even have to be coaxed, I can relieve myself, wake up from sleep, no matter how big the matter is, as long as the identity is still a concubine, my father still has a place in the court, then I can live well even if I am not favored.
No matter how big the harem is, it is not also surrounded by red walls, no matter how gorgeous the glass hall is, it is not also a square inch of land in the harem, I am now from this place, and I have moved to the Hanliang Palace.
Nan Xi waved away the other palace people, and stood guard in person against the cold wind, guarding the door for the saint, only to feel that the wind was blowing on his face as if he didn't want money, one was cold, but it hurt.
He is only thirty years old now, and the eunuch is not as good as a real man, the older he gets, the less he gets old, Nan Xi thought, maybe after being on an errand tonight, he will have to take alabaster and rub it well when he goes back.
But when he saw the concubine coming in a moon silver suit, even if her face was stiff, she had to go up and beat Qian'er: "The concubine Niangniang, please, it's still an old place, and the saint is waiting for you in the warm pavilion!"
Touching the dark, and not seeing anyone, this mood may not be good, I thought that Nan Xi had not said good things about me in front of Fu Ji before, so I didn't shake my face, but gently raised my chin, and said politely: "There is labor." β
Entering the warm pavilion, it was much warmer, Fu Ji was wearing an ordinary ochre-red dark robe, and his hair was loosely hairpinned with peach roots, and there was no commentary, and he was reading a book.
Umeko untied my cloak and quietly withdrew, leaving me alone to stand and walk over.
I looked at Fu Ji, I really felt that I couldn't see through him, neither was melancholy, nor was it deep, which one was the real him?
Just stood in place, watching Fu Ji read page after page, until he read it carefully, and saw that he reached out and rubbed his eyes, as if he had just discovered that I was here, Yun lightly stretched out his hand to me, and said to me with a smile: "Come here." β
I stood still.
Fu Ji was not annoyed, and his hand did not reach back, but said again: "Xianxian, come here." β
I'm just gone.
It's just that the heart is still cold, but there is a little fluctuation, as if the fire in the heart is starting to spark again.
Fu Ji grabbed his hand and rubbed it a few times, and he couldn't see anything with his lowered eyebrows, only his long eyelashes and upturned nose.
It's not a good thing for a man to have a pair of eyes that are more beautiful than a woman's, either romantic or cold, I can't guess whether it's true or not, such eyes are too rare, if he really has affection for you, the things in his eyes can drown you if they show a little bit.
was pulled to Fu Ji's side, I can be regarded as a good learner, don't be coquettish, please be safe first, squat and kneel down full, the words are correct and round, and the anger is very deep: "The concubine asks the saint for peace." β
Fu Ji pinched the plain wrist in his hand, didn't raise his eyes, and didn't say anything, as if he was a little frustrated, and he was very tired, and it took a while to pinch my hand: "Get up." β
The incense of agarwood burned in the hall, which was my favorite taste, and it made people sink down little by little, blending with the silence of the room.
I choked my voice inexplicably, I haven't seen Fu Ji for months, I sometimes think about him, I don't know if he thinks about me.
Sitting on the edge of the bed, Fu Ji's breath gradually approached, from the distance between the two of them just now, to the current intimacy, the black hair is entangled, and then the face is close to the face, and the heart is close to the heart.
Well, it seems that I have never been quiet in the Zhaosheng Palace.
The incense of agarwood is cold, but at this moment there is a charming taste, like clouds and mist, wrapping people in it;
When I was taken to bed by Fu Ji, I was thinking,
When did he come here?