I'm so tired today...... Thank you to everyone who rewarded you tomorrow and get it again.,Now the spirit is a little unsupportable.,Strive to work overtime tomorrow to finish the work.,And then return to normal updates!

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I had a dream, and when I woke up, the sky was just bright, and the air conditioner was warm, but in the empty room, there was a kind of coldness called loneliness that penetrated deep into the bone marrow.

I sat on the bed and thought about the dream for a while, saying that it was not quite accurate, but it was actually a memory.

About a few months ago, when I was in Australia, the days in a foreign country were not very easy, the filming schedule was very busy, of course, there were times to rest, but in a country with a language barrier, I really couldn't find a place to relax, so occasionally in my spare time, everyone usually hid in the hotel where they stayed, and played some games with each other to pass the boring time.

The scene in the dream is that there is a play of cards, she, Junhyuk, Seo Ji-young, Jang Keun Suk, the four of them are crowded on a bed, Junhyuk, who had a beard at the time, and Junhyuk, who completely blurred his age, sat with her, sharing a futon to wrap his legs, and his limbs will inevitably touch it, and the deepest impression is his hot body temperature. Like a small stove, it's very warm, and I can't help but want to touch it, but the moment I touch it, I will be a little panicked and quickly dodge. After doing this several times, Junhyuk, who noticed her movements, misunderstood and sat farther away, so he was in a lost mood.

The bet on the flower cards is simple, the loser himself paints a turtle on his face with lip gloss. She has always lacked talent for similar games, and she has a sense of loss in her heart, and she can't concentrate, so she always loses, and it doesn't take long for her face to be full of paint, and even her eyelids are a lot of paste, and she can't open her eyes.

The development after that was more absurd, she heard Joon-hyuk laughing, and said that she was going to leave her and not take her to play, she panicked and wanted to grab his hand, but with her eyes closed, she couldn't catch it, and the laughter flew away from her ears, and she was in a hurry, trying to open her eyes, and then ...... Wake up!

The familiar ceiling came into view, and in a daze, a feeling of coldness hit my heart.

It was the morning of New Year's Eve in '05, like countless times before, she was the only one in the room, but today was different after all, after a moment of loneliness, she got up with a smile on the corner of her mouth.

A few days ago, on the last night in Tokyo, she wiped her tears, looked at Jun Hyuk who silently fed her porridge, and asked him again: Can we still be friends?

At that time, the neon outside the window was gorgeous, reflecting the color of his side face, and he paused with the hand that raised the spoon, and then nodded: Yes!

OK......

In his answer, she cried again, like a child, throwing away all restraints, not knowing whether it was joy or sadness, and the tears flowed uncontrollably. The agent's sister later scolded her for being a stupid girl, she lost her soul for a man, she didn't even care about her body, and she didn't want to be reserved, and she was shameless and skinless to lie on the tree called "Ahn Junhyuk", which was really embarrassing.

She just smiled embarrassedly, her sister is not her, she won't understand, whether it is Lin Xiujing, who was once lonely, or Lin Xiujing, who is now full of another person in her heart, she has never been a creature that can live independently, just like a dodder seed, she is lonely and struggling when she is lonely, and now there is a branch called love and love handed over, and with her support, that struggle has intensified, trying to climb it to the full, and she is entangled and never let go.

That's paranoia hidden under meekness. For this paranoia, it doesn't matter what is reserved, rather than missing out on a lot because of reserve, then it is better not to have it.

So yesterday afternoon, she made a nervous phone call over there and asked him if Yuan Xi could go to him, and she knew that her heart was beating like a drum at that time, until he agreed over there, and hung up the phone after chatting a few more words, and the violent agitation of her heart still did not subside. …,

At night, I tossed and turned, and I fell asleep late with gains and losses, and I had such absurd dreams.

It was also that dream that made her extremely sure that something was real - she was going to his house, that she would meet his family, that she would celebrate the holidays with him, even if it was just as a friend. So I got up happily and tidied up the bedding happily, in this process, the sky outside the window was lit up like a fish's belly, and gradually spread to the sky here, the snowflakes were still fluttering in the sky, the silver and white earth reflected the light of the sky, and the whole world was under this morning light, slowly bright.

When she had showered, dried her hair, combed it carefully, powdered her cheeks, applied lip oil, applied a light blush, and curled her eyebrows...... When she finally went out after dressing up, it was already dawn, and a few early children ran past her with a smile and a smile on their feet, holding lit electric sparks. She looked back, on the thick snow, leaving their lively footprints, crisp laughter echoed in the snow, and the festive atmosphere quietly opened the first page.

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Of course, Ahn Jun-hyuk couldn't really go to Xiaoxian's house to go to Yuanxi, he and Xiaoxian's parents had never met, and he rashly went to someone's house to celebrate a traditional festival, no matter what, it was too abrupt, not to mention that it was still snowing heavily, and Jisoo was unable to move, so he really couldn't go far.

However, this concern is not very acceptable to Xiao Xian, and when Ahn Jun Hyuk calls her mother on her mobile phone, thanking her for the invitation and declining politely, the little girl pouts and snorts next to her.

Her personality is a bit submissive, but it doesn't mean that she won't be angry, she is usually annoyed by Xiuying and her bullying, and she will drop her schoolbag and shout "Sister die!", or walk away alone without saying a word. But usually it doesn't take long for the excitement to pass, and she will feel that her attitude is not too bad, and then she will come back in anticipation, like a little angry bag, around the person who makes her angry, silently busy, trying to repair the relationship in this childish way.

Just like now, after sitting quietly for a while, Ahn Junhyuk was still thanking and greeting her mother on the phone, she got up and trotted into the kitchen, brewed a cup of instant coffee, quietly brought it to him, and then began to peel the fruit again.

"Okay, okay, eating an apple of yours will reduce your life span by ten years!" An Junhyuk, who had just hung up the phone, hurriedly snatched the knife down, and the clumsy appearance of the girl when she peeled the apple really made him feel shocked, for fear that she would cut off her fingers before she peeled off the peel.

The little girl's eyes widened innocently, a little lost.

An Junhyuk, who knew her very well, smiled: "I just told your mother, how are you spending New Year's Eve here today, are you still angry?"

Her eyes lit up, she quickly shook her head, and then grinned as if she had let go of her burden.

Ahn Jun-hyuk rubbed her little head, "Since you are not sad, go and call your sister Jisoo up, let her take care of the house in a while, and we will go buy the ingredients for making five-grain rice and cold dishes." ”

"Hmm!" Xiaoxian agreed vigorously, holding the hem of the hanbok skirt in his little hand, he stomped and ran into Jixiu's room, and after a while, he vaguely heard the sound of her calling Jisoo to get up like a little adult, and Jisoo didn't want to get up and hummed, and then Xiaoxian, who was a little black-bellied, didn't know what to do, Jisoo suddenly screamed, his voice was clear and loud, and his sleepiness seemed to dissipate without a trace, and then naturally it was revenge.

"Don't, sister, I was wrong......"

"Don't pretend to be pitiful, hum, black belly!"

"Ah...... Sister, don't touch it......"

“…… It's already developed......"

"Ahem!" Ahn Jun-hyuk, who was smiling and listening, pulled the corners of his mouth in embarrassment, and consciously avoided going to the kitchen.