Chapter 121: Pamper Yourself
This night, both of them pretended to sleep very soundly, Lu Changyun's body was cold, it happened that Gongsun Jia Ao was as hot as a stove, his physical strength and spirit have always been very good, with him, she would never have to be suddenly woken up by herself in the middle of the night, she thought that this man was not too much, knowing that she was uncomfortable and didn't want to do that, he didn't force her, and hugged her all night, which was simply extraordinarily gracious.
In the hazy candlelight, Lu Changyun looked at Gongsun Jiaao's sleeping face, trying to find a place on his body that could be used as an advantage, her appearance can be regarded as the top few among women, Gongsun Jiaao, as the most noble man in the world, naturally has no choice, the northland people have deep facial features, bright eyes, like the stars of the polar night, the color is similar to dark blue, and his skin is also glowing with healthy wheat, which reminds Lu Changyun of the day when she went to bed for the first time, that day was really a tragedy, there was no joy, and there was no love for me, she felt that she was not facing a person, but a beast lurking in the dark, so aggressive, she almost ran out of breath。
After being imprisoned for a long time, the more he wanted to move, Lu Changyun felt that the face-to-face posture was not very comfortable, and he wanted to turn over but couldn't, his hand was just lying across her waist, firmly embedded and couldn't be opened, and he swore his sovereignty at all times, it was and still is.
When the two of them were awake, they were both ghosts, that is, they fell asleep, and they also had different dreams in the same bed, Lu Changyun looked at his eyebrows, and then looked at the tip of his nose, and finally the ghost almost wanted to reach out to describe the two thin lips, my sister said that most people with thin lips are cold, such as Fu Ji, who is the coolest and thinnest master.
But Lu Changyun was fascinated by Gongsun Jiaao's face, she was thinking, thinking that he was hugging herself, when the two of them were close to each other, the feeling was clearly warm, the dark blue eyes were enlarged in front of him so closely, his gestures were much lighter than the first time, and he honestly stuck to his back through the bedclothes, and the heat of her palm was almost unbearable, such a small action, not out of line or frivolous, but with some indescribable joy, who would have thought that there would be such a moment between them, Lu Changyun admitted that he was confused by such a scene for a while, and he hooked his hand behind him in a daze, waiting for his lips to leave, she even subconsciously chased after it.
There is a way that men mislead the country, good-looking men can sometimes be confused, these are normal, it's not a big deal, Lu Changyun comforted herself with her sister's words, but her face was still burning badly, fortunately, it was dark all around, and the candle flame was faint, and she couldn't see it.
It's all now, and she still doesn't understand what Gongsun Jiaao likes about herself, because she is quiet, or is she smart?
Lu Changyun thought to herself, she is actually not smart at all, but when faced with a choice, she will always choose the safest one.
When she was distracted, Gongsun Jiaao also woke up, and people who have been on the battlefield for a long time can wake up as soon as there is a sound, let alone her actions.
Lu Changyun thought about it for a long time, but couldn't think of any outstanding advantages in front of Gongsun Jiaao, her sister said that she was good at embroidery, and Xiang Taozi said that she was not picky, and she was very good at serving, which probably meant that she had a good temper, and there was a little orange, he said that he was better than Concubine Cheng, but he didn't know where the specific good was, but he felt that she was more advanced, and she was different from other girls who were vulgar and only wore red and green.
There is also Empress Dowager Wu, who said that she may be able to satisfy some kind of fantasy that the saint treats women, which he has never obtained, and this will be her weapon to climb up, or it may not be a fatal weakness.
Gongsun Jiaao has been watching her for a long time, she hasn't reacted yet, she doesn't sleep at night, she thinks about things there, she might be a little angry if she is another man, but he is very interested, and when Lu Changyun came back to her senses, she was really startled, and the advantages and disadvantages in her mind were scared, she was so smart that she could only come up with some stupid ways when she encountered an emergency, her sister could still think of smashing people with a vase, she couldn't do it, in terms of urgency and thick skin, she still couldn't compare to her sister, so she began to pretend to be dead as soon as her eyes were closed, and she couldn't wake up。
Knowing that she was pretending to be asleep, her long eyelashes were shaking badly, Gongsun Jiaao had the intention to tease her, so she took her big hand, there was still some gap between Lu Changyun and him, but now it was a perfect fit, no matter how dark it was, she couldn't cover her blush, so she helplessly stretched out her hand and pushed him, saying that it was too hot, and asked him to let go of his hand.
"Wake up in the early summer of next year, the plane trees in the palace have also grown taller, and I will take you there again when the time comes" Gongsun Jiaao let go of his hand, seeing that she turned over very quickly, and only took his back to him very impolitely, and he was not very angry, he just buried his face in her neck socket, closed his eyes and said: "As long as you are obedient......."
As long as you are obedient, I can pamper you without any scruples, maybe we will have children, and it is not impossible to be promoted to a concubine, at least not without confidence.
Gongsun Jiaao thought about it, but still didn't say the next words, the person in his arms was icy and jade, as if he could reach out and take the side, but it might not really be his own, he knew that Lu Changyun had never let go of it in his heart, she wanted to return to the former Jinggong, and the person in her heart, so it was too difficult for her to be obedient and rely on herself wholeheartedly.
It's really unfortunate, Lu Changyun also thinks the same, at the moment when Gongsun Jiaao hugged her from behind, she suddenly wanted to ask him very, very much, "If I am pregnant, will you really be happy?"
But this is unquestionable, because whether he answers yes or no, she may not be happy, this child came at an inopportune time, and she can not devote herself to taking care of this little life under the condition of barely protecting herself.
It's really miserable, she used to fantasize all day long about being able to marry King Yu, and then give birth to a pair of children, first to give birth to a brother, and then a sister, two children are almost the same, no matter how much you can't manage, and then the next life is full of husbands and children, socializing, she helps King Yu to guard the foundation of the palace, and Fu Sen and Fu Sen hold hands with each other, and grow old.
However, when she was really pregnant with a child, her first thought was what use value this child had, and whether she should keep him.
Lu Changyun felt Gongsun Jiaao's breath sprayed on his neck, and he was even more emotional, thinking that this man was really experienced in a hundred battles, and he almost made him discover his weakness.
She finally let out a long breath and chose to throw all the questions into the air, which were transparent and invisible, so the best thing to do was to forget about it.
The breathing of the person in his arms gradually sank, as if he had finally fallen asleep, Gongsun Jiaao did not get a response, but heard her sigh that seemed to be nothing, he knew that she had always been supple on the surface, or simply expressionless, but at this moment helplessness is really helpless, but also true feelings, which makes him feel very good, and feels that his transformation has begun to have some results, and even the trouble brought to him by Cheng Guogong is not called trouble.
He was the same when he was young, he felt that his mother was useless when he was born at the wrong time, and if he couldn't wait for his father, he would only lose his temper, and finally her moodiness finally filled herself in, and pushed her father farther and farther away, and finally became a stepping stone for the eldest lady to sit on the back seat;
Gongsun Jia'ao has never felt complete love, from his mother and from his father.
Even his brothers and sisters don't have much sincerity for each other.
Gongsun Jiaao doted on Wan Songxue, watching her become high and transform into an almost perfect woman because of herself, he got a short period of satisfaction in her, like a young man who lacked affection when he was a child, except for the identity of the prince, he had almost nothing, and then he got tired of it, so he turned his eyes and found out the existence of Lu Changyun, but Wan Songxue accompanied him for ten years, and ten years has made him change from liking to disliking, even to the point of being prepared and calculating;
And how many years will she be?
When he got up the next day, Lu Changyun began to feel sick again, but fortunately, Gongsun Jiaao wanted to go to court, and he got up before dawn, so he didn't see it;
She is now a concubine, the concubine is several levels higher than the beauty, in the end, there is a bit of status, there will be no matter where to come and go back at night, even if she oversleeps, the hour is still early, there is no need to rush back to Yude Palace, Lu Changyun hugged the brocade quilt and hugged her knees, and only occupied a small piece of space on the dragon collapse, she was wondering where Gongsun Jiaao put the tiger talisman, she went in and out of Hanliang Hall so many times, except for finding out that he wanted to use troops against Runan, she still found nothing.
When she went out, Nan Xi also reminded her, saying that Concubine Jing was careful when she walked, don't be like Qiu Meiren, she didn't care about it and fell down, Lu Changyun listened to the freshness, and asked Qiu Meiren if she is better now, Nan Xi shook her head and said no, he said that a few days ago, Qiu Mei was crying in the Hanliang Hall in the dark, crying anxiously and wanted to hit her head on the bookshelf, and wanted to die or live to ask the Holy Lord to be the master, but the Holy Shang was just upset to listen, and when she saw that she was going to seek death, she ordered someone to drag her out, and when Qiu Meiren struggled, she broke her foot, fell on her back, and the petticoat inside was exposed, which was a big shame。
Lu Changyun listened to it interestingly, but she only laughed very lightly and quickly, a little short, she wanted to go back to Yude Palace, Hanliang Hall was empty, and without Gongsun Jiaao to cover her, she always felt very cold.
She held Qingyun's hand and was about to turn around and go down the steps, as soon as Leng Buding turned around, she saw Qiu Meiren with two palace people, holding a box of pastries in her hand and looking in front of the door of Hanliang Palace, but unfortunately she couldn't see anything, Gongsun Jiaao was always very unpunctual in the court, earlier than once, even if she pinched the point, she couldn't squat at anyone, and Qiu Meiren ran for nothing.