Chapter 895: Can't Love

"This song is just for you. ”

Guan Lin sang emotionally, as if he had crossed all time and space, just to sing the voice in his heart.

"Don't linger any longer, people's hearts are too crowded,

The fate of the game or the truth that is confused,

I asked myself myself, done here,

How much haze is left that doesn't have to struggle. ”

Childhood, there were rounds of darkness. The sudden tragedy and the surging public opinion attack like a tsunami pushed his life into the abyss of despair.

"It's just helpless that no one communicates with these questions,

I had to let life stand in my way.

Indulgence halfway, only to choose the wrong exit,

The overflowing desires are innocent, but they are reduced to drunkenness. ”

It was precisely because of that deep helplessness that when Liu Mo appeared, he blindly regarded her as a life-saving straw. He loved the wrong person, expressed the wrong affection, and when she left, he was so decadent that he could only get drunk all night.

At this time, it was Jian Zhiheng who appeared. He is like a light in his own life, illuminating the darkness of his own path.

The moment I saw him appear in the closed piano room, the moment when he was always accompanied on the noisy and silent campus and the hesitant one-way street, the moment when he signed up for a singing competition for himself and worked tirelessly to accompany him to practice, the moment when he sang to his heart's content in the auditorium for the first time, and the two looked at each other and laughed...... Scenes flashed through his mind.

"Don't linger any longer, people's hearts are too evasive,

Confused eyes or hearing are humbled.

I asked myself, the way back is already in place,

It is impossible not to endure the sentence of evasion. ”

As his singing voice fluctuated, the audience was also fascinated by it. From time to time, there is a series of small voices, buzzing and discussing.

"He sings so well!"

"Yes, he's handsome!"

Seeing the encouraging smiling faces and waving glow sticks, Guan Lin has never felt so much kindness in his life. This also made him feel for the first time that he was not the one who was abandoned by the world, and it turned out that he was also qualified to be happy.

In the waiting room at this time.

The contestants sat in their seats and watched the broadcast on the screen. Guan Lin's singing made them temporarily forget the tension of being about to go on stage, forget their impetuous desires, and just indulge in the tender silence of this scene.

Jian Zhiheng clutched the back of the chair with both hands, his eyes fiery. Guan Lin's ability to come this far was both expected and unexpected. However, seeing the sunny and confident smiling face on the screen, for the first time, he had the vigor and vigor of a teenager of the same age, and Jian Zhiheng knew that he was not wrong to push him onto this stage!

The other girls were also intently watching, obviously not expecting that the stuffy gourd that had been ridiculed by them just now would sing so beautifully.

Maybe because the lyrics tell his own story, he can fully integrate into it, and he can also take others into his world and appreciate all kinds of style.

Even Rong Xiao, who was just ignoring the surroundings at first, gradually sat up straight, witnessing the rise of a new campus star on the screen.

"He's on fire this time! This year's best newcomer is him!" When the halftime accompaniment sounded, the girls were talking excitedly, and there was already a quiet twinkle of stars in their eyes.

"Yes, it's still a little prince of love songs! There will definitely be a lot of girls chasing him!"

There was only one person in the room who kept a straight face and didn't say a word. But that doesn't mean the other girls will forget about her.

"Liu Mo, do you regret it?" After the first girl spoke, more gloating eyes turned around, "You didn't want anyone else's at the beginning." ”

Liu Mo's eyes were gloomy. Even through the delicate makeup, you can still faintly see her blue face. After enduring the discussion of everyone for a long time, he finally stood up with a cold face, walked with elegant steps like a white swan, and walked to the responsible mentor standing in front of the door.

"Mentor, I want to change the song. ”

The song on stage has come to an end.

"It's long overdue to let go, this endless conspiracy,

The joke is more than halfway through, and I can't help but not,

There is still sweat along the way, and the dream has not yet decayed,

In the end, remember not to forget peace of mind. ”

The name of this song is "Don't forget peace of mind".

When Guan Lin was singing softly, what flashed in his mind was always the picture of him and Jian Zhiheng getting along.

They did experiments together in class, Jian Zhiheng was careless, and he endured helplessness to correct the use of instruments for him;

On the basketball court, he flew to the basket again and again, sweating in the sun, standing on the sidelines, infected by his vitality.

Endurance long-distance running, when you are physically exhausted and gradually fall behind, there will always be someone by your side to pull you and take him to the finish line.

Yes, as long as he is around, he will be very at ease.

They crossed the finish line, but they didn't stop running.

They will always run to tomorrow, running in the sun.

……

The thunderous applause pulled him back to reality.

Guan Lin was surprised to find that the applause he received was not much better than Rong Xiao.

Originally, he was already destined to be a role that was reduced to a foil. But he actually relied on his own strength and hard work to get out of this predicament.

The games are still going on one by one, and although the follow-up players are also good, they can't find anyone who can be as brilliant as Rong Xiao and Guan Lin, and can cause the audience to boil.

Even when he returned to the waiting room, Guan Lin's mood was still a little excited. He didn't listen to many people's songs. It wasn't until Liu Mo came on the stage and saw her delicate and beautiful face on the screen that Guan Li's heart couldn't help but be slightly stunned. The joy of the audience cheering seemed to be diluted a little at this time.

"First of all, I want to say sorry to everyone," Liu Mo held the microphone and bowed slightly to the audience, "I temporarily decided to change the repertoire a quarter of an hour before the start of the competition. Because I think this song can express my mood better. ”

"This song 'Recycle Love' is given to the person I have hurt before, and what I want to say to him is all in this song. ”

There was an uproar in the audience. Changing the song before the start of the game was unprecedented. What's more, the song "Recycle Love" is very difficult, since it is a change of song, why change the difficult song temporarily? Isn't this a deliberate attempt to get along with yourself?

When everyone was paying attention to "changing songs", Guan Lin looked at the girl on the screen with straight eyes.

She said, to someone who has been hurt by her.

Could that person be referring to himself......?

Liu Mo held the microphone in her hand, her blurry gaze drifted with a faint sadness, and she wanted to speak. With soft accompaniment music, she sang softly.

"You once said you would accompany me to the end,

But in the end, why do I have to choose to step back?

If you don't meet, you won't fall in love,

The promise of heartbreak composes the loneliness of two people.

I forgot you and I forgot myself,

A numb heart, locked in the past that can't be returned. ”

Her voice was fresh and sweet, as if she had returned to the angel she had met when she first met.

The shock in Guan Lin's heart became deeper and deeper. It's as if "Don't forget peace of mind" is his portrayal, why does he always feel that the lyrics of this song "Recycle Love" are about him and Liu Mo?

The first time they met, she handed herself a love letter. After taking it with a red face, she asked for Yu Jian from herself, leaving her contact information.

At that moment, she lowered her head slightly, and the warm sunlight poured in from the window, gilding her fluttering eyelashes with a golden glow.

Guan Lin stared at her delicate face in a daze, as if she couldn't get enough of it for long. It was on that day that he felt that he had met an angel.

After Liu Mo left, he didn't listen to the class at all that day, staring at the name in the jade slip, and it was an afternoon at a glance.

Later, they dating, walked side by side in many places, and had youthful sweetness.

He still remembered that Liu Mo bought a bunch of marshmallows at the stall that day, shook it at him, and when he leaned over, she smiled and moved away, and took a big bite herself. Not to be outdone, Guan Lin also bit it from the other direction.

As they ate a slit in the big marshmallow, the two lips touched each other gently.

At that time, both of them were breathing a little fast. But gradually, I don't know who took the initiative first, they officially hugged each other, deepening this kiss with the taste of candy.

At that time, their kissing skills were clumsy, but their hearts were sincere.

……

They would study together in the library, sitting in adjacent seats, but they would write notes to each other one by one.

When Guan Lin wrote some numb words, Liu Mo looked shy, so she would kick him under the table coquettishly, and then quickly hugged his arm, and gently leaned his head on his shoulder, rubbing like a kitten.

……

He had taken her on his bicycle and rushed down the downhill road in the mountains.

Her long hair fluttered in the breeze and swirled around the side of his face. The hair has a nice scent of shampoo.

At that time, he once seriously thought about this girl, and he wanted to take her with him for the rest of his life.

……

"I always envied the princess when I didn't understand,

Envy that they will always have a prince to guard,

But who has seen the loneliness in that castle.

The shadows in the night are more or less gorgeous,

When I was helpless and who was by my side. ”

She is beautiful, has a good family, is very popular in the academy, and lives a life like a princess. But she also has troubles, and when she is unhappy, she is always the first to protect her.

That time, because of her carelessness, she did a wrong question that she would have done, and missed the first place. She looked very depressed, and tried her best to comfort her, take her to a food street, and accompany her to eat a lot, and finally coaxed her to be happy.

At a small shop with a promotion, they also received a hat for a little elk. Watching her put it on carefully, shaking the cute appearance of the two horns on her head, that is the beauty that Guan Lin has never forgotten.

……

Once, she had a fight with the girls in her class. I accompanied her to send text messages, patiently comforted her, enlightened her, and chatted with her until the second half of the night. Later, she was so tired that she didn't even say a good night, and fell asleep in a daze. But that day, he never fell asleep again, and lay down with his eyes open until dawn.

……

But what's the use of all this?

What she wants is a prince, and no matter how long she guards herself, she is just an abandoned knight.

……

"I once said I love you without regrets and never regret it,

Nothing can destroy the power of happiness.

Love, is to grasp too tightly so scarred,

Hate is that the love is too deep to be so deep. ”

The lyrics ...... Is she reminding herself, reminding herself, hating her, just because she still loves her?

Indeed, even though love has evolved into hate, I have never forgotten her for so many years. I can't forget it, just because I still love her all the time.

Time seems to be divided into two endpoints, and the shattered images collide violently. A song that sings about his present and future.

"The broken strings don't play a perfect tune, and we sing a lonely song,

Shouldn't you choose ruthlessness, dusting the memory,

Let time be erased forever.

……

If you see you again, this love,

Isn't it possible to go on perfectly,

The wine of love, whoever drinks it is fascinated,

Constant bitterness and sadness. ”

Guan Lin has now been completely confirmed, and when she sings this song, she is shouting to herself. She was asking herself if she wanted to get back together with her.

So, which side should you choose? Should you choose the one you have always been worried about, abandon your present, or resolutely give up your former youth?

Guan Lin was really a little confused.

Gradually, the two ends of the incompatible fire and water seemed to be connected by a thin wire.

When I was with Liu Mo, I was always giving. And when he was with Jian Zhiheng, he always had it.

He once hated that Liu Mo just relied on himself to love her and enjoyed his kindness to her with peace of mind. But on the other hand, after such a long time, why didn't he also enjoy Jian Zhiheng's kindness to him with peace of mind?

If you pay unilaterally for too long, it will indeed be very tiring.

Who is worthy of his own cherishment, and who is worthy of his own return, he seems to have an answer.

At this moment, Guan Lin almost wanted to stand up immediately and go to tell Jian Zhiheng his decision. But looking at the delicate girl on the screen, he sat down for the time being.

Maybe he should thank Liu Mo, it was she who allowed him to finally draw an end to this relationship with his own hands.

……

And then, at the awards ceremony.

Rong Xiao still lives up to the first place, and Guan Lin, as a dark horse who has sprung up, won the second place in the first competition.

The mentor distributed the certificates to them one by one, and after Rong Xiao took it casually, he glanced at Guan Lin and said a word to him lightly.

"Sing well, you have a lot of stage potential. ”

In the audience, the screams suddenly rang out. After all, Rong Xiao would never easily approve of anyone.

Guan Lin's heart was also completely firm at this moment.

Jian Zhiheng once said that after graduation, he wanted to become an athlete. It's a good fit for him.

As for himself, choose to be a singer. Be a singer who can bring happiness to others.

"Also, that friend of yours is very moral. This second sentence, Rong Xiao said very softly, and only the two of them on the field could hear it.

Guan Lin was stunned, but soon, he understood.

The legendary school bully, how could he encourage himself for no reason, come to think of it, it was Jian Zhiheng who asked him to do this in order to help him build up his self-confidence.

……

At the end of the game, Rong Xiao was the first to leave, still followed by a group of younger brothers, and most of the girls also chased after him, screaming to express their admiration.

The other part of the girls left on the field hugged Guan Lin and enthusiastically courted him.

Guan Lime was surrounded among them, a little at a loss. At this time, Liu Mo proudly pushed away the crowd and walked in with his head held high.

"Linden, let's get along, you're so handsome today!"

She hugged his arm affectionately, as if they had just had a little awkwardness.

"Did you bet with someone else again, saying that you would chase me back?" Guan Lin looked at her indifferently and quietly withdrew his arm.

"Unfortunately, I don't need you anymore. ”

If it was before today, when Liu Mo made this request, he would definitely agree to reunite, even if she only gave deception.

But now, he really thinks clearly, he is also an upright person, why does he have to grovel to a woman? Without her, he can live his own wonderful life.

Liu Mo grabbed his arm again, and pleaded pitifully: "Ah Linden, I know that it was all my fault before, I will change it, and I promise that I will not hurt you again in the future!"

Guan Lin's smile was a little mocking: "If you like me, just because of a song, then let me keep it in your memory." ”

When he turned to leave, Liu Mo shouted behind him: "Ah Linden, don't you love me anymore?"

Guan Lin's footsteps paused, and there was indeed a bit of struggle in his eyes. Seeing this, Liu Mo's face also showed a victorious smile again.

He still loves her, and that's her greatest asset.

"Before, I couldn't afford to love. Facing Liu Mo, he said softly.

Then, in her smug smile, he passed by her and coldly spat out the last sentence.

"Now, it's you who can't afford to love. ”

The above lyrics are from "It's right to love you", "Don't forget peace of mind" and "Recycle love". If you are interested, you can listen to it~

(End of chapter)