Everyone has something on her mind, and she is not the only one who is Lu Changyun, even though she tries her best to make an illusion of indifference in front of outsiders, she always can't hide it from her own people.

It's okay, at least my sister understands her.

"It's nothing" Chang Yun smiled: "I'm thinking that Mrs. Yu is courteous, should we also come up with something here, so that we can get by on the face, so as not to fall into the hands of others, then it will not be good." ”

I still don't want to say it..............

"Listening to Nan Xi's meaning, Mrs. Yu has already begged the saint to go there, and began to look at the candidates from the families of the powerful people in Shangjing, and want to choose a concubine for the eldest prince," Chang Yun continued.

She and I know that whenever she and I want to say something, we will try to avoid those unpleasant topics, and it is normal to think that we have come to this point, and most of what should be lost and what should not be lost has been lost;

The dead are gone, but we don't even have time to grieve.

I opened my mouth, wanted to speak and stopped, but in the end I still didn't ask her, just quietly teased: "If you want to say that it is valuable, this is really there, the one next to Yude Palace is not valuable, or you can send the fourth prince to it, he stretched out his arms and kicked a leg, which is stronger than all of us combined, but he cries louder, I am afraid that he will quarrel with others." ”

It's all over now, and he still refuses to say some good things to the four princes.

"............." Lu Changyun felt that it was not easy to persuade her sister, at least let her be a generous and benevolent 'normal person' who upheld the righteousness, especially with the four princes 'peacefully', I was afraid that it would not be possible in this life, so she had to find another way and advised tactfully: "I think Mrs. Yi has a very good mentality, although she is not favored, but she is very content with her life, her hands are clean, and she never asks for anything else, only in this way can she live happily and freely, my sister said yes?"

"What is she called contentment, it's purely useless, the princess of Yasukuni, who has been pressed to death by the Wan clan for so many years, if she doesn't bow her head obediently, what way can she live?" I thought for a while, and then said: "If Concubine Cheng and Duke Cheng died very miserably, and their deaths are still ugly, maybe I can be as happy as your 'Sister Fu'." ”

I saw that Chang Yun seemed to have a headache again, and shook his head, as many times before, as if he had no way to take me, so he had to avoid trying not to pick up the stubble, but just glanced at me lightly, a little blamed: "My sister doesn't want to think about what she did to him at the beginning, it's a life....... Fortunately, the child was still young at that time, and now he is just crying, and if his heart grows up, he must be resentful. ”

"Hate it, hate it, that is, you have a good temper, that's why you have suffered so many losses. "I pulled the small belly pocket in Chang Yun's hand, she is addicted to embroidering belly pockets, and now she has saved up a lot, even if the four princes have only started to wear it since the full moon, they can wear it for at least two or three months without repeating it.

I was afraid that she would not be in good spirits and still hold on, so I snatched the needle and thread in her hand, threw it into the basket, and said solemnly: "I am different from you, and I really can't talk about how deep feelings I have with the children of others" Chang Yun said this, but I was still very hard-mouthed: "Anyway, what you gave birth to is equal to what I gave birth to, whether it is a man or a woman, I like it as an aunt, no matter how bad it is, wait for the day when our Lu family recovers, and then pass one from my hometown."

Since I saw the tragic situation of Chang Yun on the day she gave birth, I feel that I am afraid that I will not have a chance with my child;

It turns out that giving birth to a child is such a painful and terrible thing.............

Pregnant people will not eat well and sleep well, dizziness and vomiting at every turn, Chang Yun and I have practiced riding with my father when I was a child, and her body bones are not bad, but she has not passed well since she entered the palace, the emperor is suspicious, and he wants her to sleep in a cold and damp place like Guanghan Palace, so although Chang Yun seems to be bitter now, I have never looked at Gongsun Jia Aogao, men, there are many people who like the new and hate the old, today can drive you to the cold palace, and tomorrow can pardon you, the life and death and honor in the eyes of women, in their eyes, are no different from playing at home。

It is said that some women have nothing to do after giving birth, but there are many problems with sitting during the confinement, and in short, they will get some problems no matter what.

Whoever is not afraid of death, let him live.

"Lord Weng also gave a gift today, it is a pair of muddy little people, looking very cute" Chang Yun didn't have anything to pass the time in his hand, but pestered me to talk about Lord Weng of Pingyang, and whispered: "The Holy Lord allocated Shenyue Palace to Lord Weng to live alone, and also added a lot of palace people to serve personally, I saw that her complexion was not bad at the full moon banquet, but she didn't like to take care of people, so she sat down slightly, and then pulled Sister Fu back." ”

Although I am not a person who has come over, I can also understand the pain of Lord Weng, it is rare that she has offended me before, and I have not fallen into the well, and made up for it, but echoed Chang Yun, and said: "Lord Weng's daughter married General Chang for a long time, and often heard Gongsun Di say that their husband and wife are not compatible, and there are quarrels from time to time, but it is a pity that the master of Weng is in the palace, separated from her daughter by a wall, and the mother and daughter have not been able to see each other until now." ”

It can be seen that the emperor wants to torture people, which is really unparalleled.

Chehou really knows everything, and even dares to speak directly with his sister about the private affairs of his retainers, Lu Changyun knows it in his heart, but he just said: "Not all mothers are willing to send their children away from their side, the owner of Weng is ruthless, but he can't forgive himself, and he is also a pitiful person." ”

I nodded: "Yes, it's quite pitiful, so let's take good care of the four princes next, with him, no matter how angry the emperor is, he will leave you a trace of affection." ”

Actually, there is another sentence that I didn't say.

What's more, Gongsun Jiaao already has an unusually good impression of Chang Yun, and it is not easy to please him, but as long as it is Chang Yun, he will definitely be able to do it.

However, Chang Yun always thought about King Yu, and always refused to open his mind and respond thoroughly.

As long as she is willing, the position of the concubine is not just coming if she wants to, she wants it.

It's a pity, it's a pity.

"The Four Princes........ He is actually very innocent" Chang Yun smiled softly at me, as if he had pity: "Since I am destined to be able to raise him, I naturally want to be kind to him." In the future, my sister will be able to understand me. "She is not a competent mother, so until her sister leaves the palace, before she avenges her father, it is safest for her children to be outside the palace;

Now that the fourth prince is close to her, it can be regarded as making up for her regrets at the moment.

Served Changyun to sleep, I went to the small kitchen again, Changyun told me before going to bed, she wants to eat sea rice cake tomorrow morning, this thing sounds simple, but not easy to do, you have to take advantage of the shrimp when it is fresh to peel the shell and soak it in salted water, and then take the glutinous rice in the urn to stew well, the second day wrapped in flour and sugar juice under the oil pan to fry, she used to eat many times in Zhaosheng Palace, I don't know if I can eat it again at this time, can I still eat the taste of the year.

In the dead of night, I didn't notice whether there was a figure flashing in the dark, two small lamps were lit in the kitchen, and the little orange sat at the door at night, with a look of not waking up, it seems that he was also quarreled by the four princes, but I still can't understand how he is a eunuch, why he likes children so much, and he can't give birth to himself.

When the little orange saw me, he came up to call me aunt with a flattering face, he knew my relationship with Chehou, and he didn't know if he looked at me with contempt in his heart.

Anyway, I'm thick-skinned and don't care about this little thing.

"Are tomorrow's sea rice cakes ready, Niangniang wants to eat them in the morning" I said to the little orange: "Yude Palace is already on the cusp, and the food must be fine and fine." ”

The little orange even said that she knew, looked at my face again, and tentatively mentioned: "The weather is not good, my aunt should also pay attention to her body, beware of catching a cold." ”

"Did your master say this, or did your master say it?" I actually knew who it was, but I still deliberately teased him: "Ah Qi is really, he just came to see me yesterday, and we are all old friends who came out of Guanghan Palace together, and we still need to say this." ”

"No, no" Xiao Tangerine shook his head vigorously and said: "Master Hou asked the slave to watch you all the time, if something happened to Concubine Jing and you can't think of a way here, tell him as soon as possible, and don't let your aunt know." ”

Don't you let me know, don't you still know?

I waved away the touch in my heart, and my heart palpitated, tried my best to pretend not to care, and sneered: "He still cares about me? ”

Little orange is neathered, I know that he will pass on my words to Gongsun Jiao's ears, he is so smart, of course he knows what I mean.

Even if Chang Yun is willing to join forces with him, it doesn't mean that they will definitely be able to do it.

Gongsun Jiaao lost the good chess of Gongsun Fudu, and he would inevitably support Chengguo Gong to resist the power of Chehou.

Gongsun Di, this person, has the ambition of the emperor and is suspected of usurping the throne, but I still prefer to believe in myself and my eyes.

He has already escaped the emperor's temptation so many times, so what about this time;

Will he be able to hide this time?

The next day, I stopped Imperial Doctor Hu on the heavenly street at the gate of Hanliang Palace, and asked Imperial Doctor Hu, who was honest, not that he was honest, but this person's posture, he was not old enough next year, but he gave me a feeling of reincarnation of Old Man Liu.

Deng Fuzi is really a strange person, so the imperial doctor Hu he taught is also a strange person.

Touching my conscience and saying, my attitude when I asked was not very good, but Imperial Doctor Hu was also very tight, he only said that Chang Yun had a cold disease, whether it can be cured is one thing, and other problems are another, as for the matter in Hanliang Palace, let alone Imperial Doctor Hu, it is Nan Xi, a person who is in front of the emperor every day, and he didn't mention it at all.

I was lost.

They are now of the same mind as Chang Yun, but if they feel that it is dangerous, they would rather let it rot in their stomachs, tell Chang Yun that it doesn't matter, and tell me that it will matter.