Chapter 130: Things Are Wrong
Shizuka is so timid, I didn't go for her, and the board didn't hit her, this person, no ambition is no ambition, destined to not be a big thing, a little little thing is scared of the hand trembling, she shouldn't stay in Changyun to serve, but Fu Baoyin is more welcoming to her, these two people have the same temper, one is timid and afraid, the other is cowardly and helpless, perfect match.
But I didn't care about Shizuka;
My eyes have been fixed on Chang Yun's face, she has only drunk a mouthful of soup since just now, and has not moved anything else, which is really worrying, if she continues to be so anorexic, will she lose weight;
I saw that Changyun finished drinking the soup, so I sandwiched a chopstick fish fillet for her, and watched her eat it, and I was somewhat satisfied;
After all, I am sisters with Changyun;
It's all my own people~
"Some people can't get along with you, that's their own death, Qiu Guiren is now a Taoist, and I haven't seen people read your kindness, the emperor is too, spoil her like a pet, Jin Guifei went to Hanliang Hall to block people, I heard that she was picked back by Qiu Guiren in a few words, it's really disgusting to die" I continued to talk non-stop: "I look at the emperor I'm afraid I'm waiting for you to be soft, even if I tell him that this is not your intention, men are to coax, but you can't let it out as an object." As I spoke, I had already put four or five fish fillets into Changyun's bowl: "But now you look like you can't get along with yourself, you really can't make a mistake.........
Seeing that Changyun didn't react, it can be seen that after a long time, even she is immune to my preaching, so I had to turn the conversation around, but unfortunately the master's spectrum on my body still didn't go down, and still commanded Shizuka to dismantle the crab legs for me, saying that Qi Kaiji really understands me, Fu Ji said that for my body, and said that we would have a lot of children in the future, so I always stopped me from eating those cold things, now it's okay, no one cares about me, I can eat as many crabs as I want, and I can eat as many crabs as I want, but the nectar is too sweet, eating and eating, there is no original taste in my mouth, which is somewhat regrettable。
"I don't have to do what I want, the decision is still on you" went around in a circle, or went back to the original question, I said to Chang Yun: "To put it bluntly, I am not at ease, it is important to promote your own talents, God knows who has a backer behind in Yude Palace, let's take one hand out and calculate, there are only a few, the emperor and the queen mother, and the marquis, it is not difficult to distinguish," I said, my voice sank, and the full of anger filled my eyes again:" Whoever stands in our way, sooner or later, he will be cleaned."
"Sister said it was simple, but how could it be so easy" Chang Yun finally replied, she saw that my face was finally wiped clean, so she sighed, and stuffed the handkerchief back into the cuff with kindness, and said: "It's just that the relationship between the Queen Mother and the Holy Sister also saw it, the two tigers competed, and no matter who won in the end, I now have face in front of the Holy Lord, but the flowers are not red for a hundred days, maybe one day the Saint's freshness to me fades, and the Queen Mother will completely abandon me.........."
I looked at Chang Yun, a little unexpectedly, I didn't find her so pessimistic before, she was clearly an open-minded and open-minded woman, when I was a child, my eyes were smashed with walnuts, and I only cried for a long time, and I never mentioned a word in the future, and I didn't take these little things to heart at all;
This kind of Changyun is really getting more and more incomprehensible.
In fact, Changyun also missed a person, the old woman of the Empress Dowager Wu is a tiger, and Gongsun Jiao is afraid that she is a jackal, both of them stared at the dragon chair, and they didn't tear their faces with Gongsun Jiaao head-on, and quietly lay under the water.
It's really not easy for this emperor to do, and he doesn't necessarily have to worry about it every day, but he is also very tired to work with so many people step by step.
"What are you afraid of, when you are pregnant, you will be a concubine to say the least" I was arrogant, without the slightest scruple that Chang Yun's face was suddenly wrong: "The eldest prince followed Mrs. Yu, and did not occupy anything, only the name of the eldest son, as the saying goes, if the monarch is prosperous, the country will be strong, and the monarch will collapse and the country will die, and he is clearly not old, the eldest son will be clamoring to take the throne, and sooner or later they will suffer." ”
"Sister, I'm afraid it's a joke, the dispute between the emperor's heirs is a matter of the country, even when the emperor was there, it was not our harem woman's turn to speak......." Chang Yun glanced at me, his eyes were cold, but his voice was still soft, making people feel like a spring breeze: "Then if I am really pregnant, my sister is afraid that I will even think about the whereabouts of the child for me, right.......?"
"That's natural" As soon as I got down to business, I was naturally very serious, and at this moment I said: "If you have a child, just send the child to the Queen Mother, although it is a grievance against you, but the grievance is also temporary, the old woman in order to drive the emperor down, the first one will take the eldest prince to knife." When I said this, I completely ignored Shizuka, whose hands were getting more and more shaking, and Changyun, whose face was getting darker and darker, and just thought about the seeming "we just borrowed her hand..........."
My words came to an abrupt end.
Chang Yun still maintained Fang Cai's movements, but she looked a little uncivilized, and it was not in tune with her usual temper.
It was as if I was watching a slow-motion replay, watching Chang Yun's slap swing in front of me, and then watching the slap fix in front of my eyes only three inches away, and then suddenly as if I had lost all my strength, I fell down in despair.
"You ........." I swallowed my saliva, and suddenly felt that what I said was too ambiguous, whether it was too straightforward, so Chang Yun, who had never been cold to me;
Dwelling, being, being angry, angry, and angry.
"I can't help myself when I enter the palace, I think my sister understands" Chang Yun looked at me directly, and the look in his eyes almost made me look up and couldn't raise my head: "It's because I feel sorry for my sister that I have always been by my sister's temperament, yes, you often don't have to care about anything, only the name and power can be pinched in your hands." I looked at Chang Yun like this, and I panicked, and wanted to explain, but I was interrupted by her: "But what about you, sister?!" Chang Yun became more and more excited: "Have you forgotten Fu Ji one day? Have you forgotten your identity one day?!"
"Not anymore!"
After she finished speaking, she got up and walked inside, walking very fast, the light purple clothes were gently curled, stacked on the edges, and there was a streamer when she walked;
Almost in the blink of an eye, it was gone.
There was only one shivering Shizuka left, and another me who was still stunned;
and the rest of the crab claws that have not yet been put into their mouths.
"You say........" I looked at the table full of dishes, and suddenly lost my appetite, it seemed that it was because I ate too quickly, but it was a little greasy, and I was about to cry: "Did I say something wrong? Why is Changyun unhappy?" I muttered: "Or did I really say something wrong and make her unhappy.......?"
Shizuka had a smell of crab and nectar on her hands, which was sweet and greasy in addition to the fishy smell, and there were so many crab legs, none of them entered her stomach.
Shizuka didn't comfort anyone, just nodded and said stupidly: "It seems to be oh .........."
Yude Palace has obviously been arranged very well, but at this time, there is still some wind coming in through the hall, which makes people feel cold.
But at this moment, I didn't have time to poke the head of the award and scold her for being unlucky, but I nodded my head, lost my soul, and I couldn't understand it at all in the part where Changyun lost her temper with me, and said stupidly: "It seems to be oh ............."
Chang Yun is a person who is cold to the bones, the kung fu of changing his face has not yet been cultivated at home, and he occasionally looks a little cute when he talks angrily, and the little orange said that Concubine Jing is very good to serve, and he has the time to go to the dining room to listen to his master Qi Gonggong scolding the street there.
But Chang Yun, who has always been cute since she started her temper, suddenly became uncute just now.
She said that I have been pretending to be so lazy, but in fact I am the one who can't let go of the most, and yes, I am obviously dying of anger in my heart, watching those women wearing silk and brocade clothes, enjoying everything I used to have at my fingertips, I am really angry;
But I still pretended not to care, and thought I was good for her, and I was unwilling to pin my ideas on Chang Yun, because I was afraid of failure and afraid of losing to the ruthless reality again, so I had no choice but to ask Chang Yun to complete it for me;
From any point of view, I am the original selfish and cold-hearted Lu Xianyi;
It turns out that I've never changed..............
"Actually, I'm right" I held my chin with both hands, a little bit strong and didn't care, but my hands were so heavy, why did I lose my strength all of a sudden?
"I can't say that some things are necessarily right, but if I go on like this, there will always be a day when I can see the other side" I need someone else's company too much, not only to accompany me, but it's best to keep all eyes glued to me, and no one can move away;
I want to find back the thousands of favors I had at that time, the feeling of being under one person and above ten thousand, but unfortunately I don't have children, so I always hint at Changyun, not to ask her to accept her fate, just to fulfill a distant dream of mine.
That dream was once shattered by Fu Ji himself;
There's no going back.