Zhang Mi was taken aback, and hurriedly looked at You Meng and asked, "Staff Officer You, are you okay, are you not injured?"

Yumeng shook his head: "Not hurt." I suspect that I came to Shandong this time and was watched. So, to be on the safe side, we had to get out of here early. ”

Zhang Mi repeatedly comforted: "Don't worry, the staff officer, I'm here, it's okay." I have already decided, I will go to Zhao Long tomorrow, I will ask him face to face, why is he so ruthless, and what point is the staff officer sorry for him?" Zhang Mi became more and more excited, and he couldn't help but clench his fists.

Yumu didn't speak again. Maybe that's not a bad thing for her.

Two people, each with their own state of mind, each with their own ideas.

And at this time, Yumeng, who was deeply hit, actually produced an almost childish longing. She loved Zhao Long so much that she even thought that if Zhang Mi went to Zhao Long Xingshi again to ask him about his guilt, maybe Zhao Long could tell him the reason why he abandoned him...... That's what she wanted to know, and what hell was he really up to?

Innocent and pitiful.

For Zhang Mi, it was because of the beauty and refinement of the dream that he had this heroic spirit. He and Officer Fang have broken up, in the face of the breakup of You Meng and Zhao Long, he suddenly felt that this was an opportunity, he still liked Yu Meng, he felt that this was a great opportunity for him to take advantage of the void, to vent his anger for You Meng, and at the same time let the love of this jealous couple draw a complete end. Now, for Zhao Long, Zhang Mi undoubtedly has unique conditions, Zhao Long is no longer in the chief's office, and he has become a despised security guard, but he has the potential to be close to the water, and he works and lives together every day by dreams, and is on duty. With such conditions, he felt that he would definitely have the opportunity to turn the tide and gain the heart of Yumeng, so that she would completely die to Zhao Long!

Thinking like this, Zhang Mi began to brew his own 'dream chasing' plan.

Maybe it was when you were most disappointed by the dream, Zhang Mi gave himself the deepest and most true love, and by the dream in an instant, I felt that Zhang Mi didn't seem to be as annoying as he imagined, and he was sometimes very righteous.

It's just that how did she know about those little abacus in Zhang Mi's heart......

It was a sleepless night for me.

Thinking back to Yumeng's cruelty during the day, my heart poured into strong apologies, I don't know if Yumeng is safe now, and I don't know if she has returned to Beijing now.

I felt that my psychological pressure was too great, especially in the face of Yumeng, what a contradiction, I didn't want to recognize her, but I was afraid of what danger she would be subjected to. But what made me feel the most guilty was my poor and lovely Yumeng, who came from Beijing to Shandong to look for me, but I ruthlessly drove her away...... But deep down, I am still constantly putting pressure on myself: this hateful organization, I will let you show up as soon as possible, and completely eliminate you as soon as possible, in that case, I can return to the Special Guard Bureau and return to Yumeng without any scruples.

It's just that this dream has become a luxury for me. Yumu and I are now like two lines of people, I hurt her, she must hate me very much, resentful of me.

For the sake of the country, for the sake of the Secret Service Bureau, and for the sake of the head of the central government, I admit this grievance, but if there is a crack in our love, and Yumeng can no longer return to me, then, who will pay for my love?

That's a sacrifice, isn't it?

Memories, perhaps all that is left for me now are memories.

This night, I was so distraught that I couldn't sleep. Until twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, I was still distracted.

After tossing and turning in bed for a long time, I simply got dressed and walked out of the room.

The courtyard was cool, the autumn breeze was blowing, the moon was dark and the stars were scarce.

I couldn't help but shudder, but suddenly found that the lights were still on in Qi Mengyan and Qi Mengna's house.

Are they not asleep yet, or have they forgotten to turn off the lights?

I wanted to go over and remind them to turn off the lights outside, but I felt that it was inappropriate, so I just sat on a small square bench in the yard and took a cigarette in my mouth to relieve the huge pressure in my heart.

At this moment, Qi Mengyan's door suddenly clicked, and in a moment, Qi Mengyan crept out.

I thought she was asking for a toilet, so I ignored it, but what I didn't expect was that she walked straight towards me.

Qi Mengyan wore a black sling shoulder shirt, red boxer fashion shorts, jade arms and slender legs looked particularly crystal clear and smooth under the faint moonlight. She clasped her arms in her hands, seemed a little cold, and her mouth made a burst of 'sigh' sounds.

Her hair was not messy in the slightest, and it was obvious that she had not been in bed for a rest.

She stopped beside me, and I frowned and asked, "Why aren't you sleeping yet?"

Qi Mengyan shook her head and said, "I can't sleep." I'm not used to sleeping on your big kang. As she spoke, she hugged her arms tightly, and the cool autumn breeze made her shiver a little.

I glanced at her 'beautiful frozen person' outfit and said, "You wear so little, be careful of catching a cold." ”

Qi Mengyan said: "I can't catch a cold." Haven't you heard of an idiom, spring covers autumn frost. You can't wear too much in the fall, because you will feel uncomfortable when the harsh winter comes. ”

Her words were very poetic, but they made me smile slightly, and the tone in which she spoke was like a poet, expressing her emotions.

I didn't speak again, but Qi Mengyan wasted no time in taking a lollipop in her mouth and asked, "Is the girl who came over during the day your former girlfriend?"

I said, "yes, what's wrong?" and I couldn't help but frown.

Qi Mengyan said: "She is very beautiful. I think she is somewhat similar to Miss Ben, both in temperament and appearance, both in good spirit. How did you break up? Is it really like Mona said, you are because of ......"

I knew what she wanted to say, so I interrupted her and said, "Miss Qi, can you be a little more subtle in your words?" Also, it's best not to mention her again in front of me. I don't like to hear it. ”

Qi Mengyan said: "Look at what you have become when you are tormented by broken love! Miss Ben tells you that the best way to fall out of love is ...... Try to fall in love again!"

I was dizzy. He took a hard puff of his cigarette and let the smoke be blown away by the wind and disappear into the breeze.

Qi Mengyan continued: "Okay, okay, I won't joke with you, lest you be sad again." Let's get down to business, I'd like to buy a laptop tomorrow, the 8-inch one. ”

I said, "Okay, there are sales in the county, I'll accompany you to buy it." ”

Qi Mengyan asked rhetorically, "Don't you want to know, what am I buying a computer for?"

I said, "I'm not interested in knowing, and I don't want to know." ”

Qi Mengyan snorted coldly, pouted and said, "Miss Ben just wants you to know! I bought a laptop to ...... I'm a serious lover of writing when it comes to writing!"

Although I had heard Mr. Qi mention the fact that Qi Mengyan was fond of learning before, I still replied with a smile: "But I am in you, and I haven't found any learning cells!"

Qi Mengyan said a little angrily: "Don't underestimate Miss Ben. I'll tell you, the work I'm reading has more than three million hits. ”

I said perfunctorily, "Great." “

Qi Mengyan said: "Miss Ben's pen name is ...... The sleeping mermaid. If you enter this name in Baidu, you can have a lot of search terms. ”

Sleeping mermaids?

This name made me smile slightly, I really can't figure out, why did those authors of the network take some such strange names? In fact, at this time, the network has begun to show its irreplaceable charm, and many network writers have gradually emerged. Like what I eat tomatoes, Tang Family, Sanshao, Beacon Fire Opera, Zhuhou Blood Red (Blood Pig's Head), etc., there is also an author called 'Six Paths' who created a > < how the bad guys are trained, and it is almost the whole country......

Qi Mengyan said: "Actually, you can also write, now that the station has launched a system, you can also make money while writing." ”

I shook my head and said, "I don't have that cell." ”

Qi Mengyan said: "You have." You have it very much. ”

I asked rhetorically, "How do you see that?"

Qi Mengyan said: "By feeling." You have forgotten that when you were in the Wangjing team, the rules and regulations you formulated for us, as well as the report materials and summary materials you wrote to Party A, are very beautiful and logical. It was also at that time that I felt that you and Miss Ben were very close to each other and had a common language. ”

I laughed and said, "Why didn't I know you could write at that time?"

Qi Mengyan said mysteriously: "Of course I can't let you know everything, if you master all the secrets of Miss Ben's specialties, what is the difference between me and standing naked in front of you?"

This metaphor is so apt, so powerful! It made me feel ashamed for a long time. Could it be that the metaphor is understood by others so thoroughly that it has to be described as 'naked'?

I was speechless.

However, to be honest, Qi Mengyan's words aroused my thoughts in the bottom of my heart. To put it mildly, as Qi Mengyan said, I do have a certain amount of writing skills and writing ability, I remember that when I studied before joining the army, my works were always read as a model, and the short stories and poetry narratives I wrote were also published in campus journals many times. It's just that since I joined the army, due to the strict secrecy of the Central Special Health Bureau, these hobbies and specialties of mine have been nipped in the bud.

After all, in the army, there is very little time at your disposal, and our troops are not allowed to contribute articles to outside magazines and newspapers, not even the People's Liberation Army Daily...... To a certain extent, the army is indeed a place where specialties are obliterated. Of course, this kind of thinking is somewhat extreme, and there are also many people who have been selected to the Propaganda Section of the Political Department after joining the army, and are engaged in work related to characters, so they have repeatedly made new contributions, and have even been directly promoted. However, after entering the Central Special Guard Bureau, I chose a path diametrically opposed to it, and I was able to achieve today's success because of my unremitting pursuit of national kung fu, and the use of national kung fu to create a series of traces......

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