"The man I chose, but in the end he couldn't even protect himself, this is the first shame in my life; I was in the cold palace, and I was used as a pastime, for my father, in order to live, I didn't want to laugh anymore, I had to lose my smile, this is the second. ”

"But, why?" I said and looked at him self-deprecatingly, vaguely hateful: "Fu Ji said that he was sorry for me, I admit it, after all, he has a little sincerity towards me, although my life with him is short, but it is also more sweet than bitter, he only said that he would make me the queen, so I waited stupidly, and waited until he became the emperor and sealed the original Chen family, I still didn't blame him, "I counted carefully, and found that Fu Ji really made me wait too long and too long, and ten fingers were not enough:" Later, because his father was quite close to the Yu Palace, Fu Ji was anxious to balance the power in order to prevent the two of them from sitting big, so he let the daughter of Chengguo enter the palace, he said that this was just a means to appease the old minister, so that I didn't have to take Luo Zhiyi to heart, so I was obedient and still waiting. ”

"But I waited like this, but what I waited for was the result........." I smiled bitterly: "Fu Ji said that everything was too late, and then jumped in front of my eyes without hesitation" Finally, I said to Gongsun Di: "You see, I am not a happy life, what is a concubine, no matter how much glory and wealth is nothing, it is only a few years when I come here, look at how deep my relationship with Fu Ji is, but in the end it is not such a tragic end." ”

It's ridiculous to listen to.

Gongsun Di let go of his hand silently, and without saying a word, I continued: "You men, one by one, are always so self-righteous, thinking that if you do all your work, you only think about paying a little bit of your fingernails, and you can pocket the whole heart of others, sometimes you don't admit that you make a mistake, and you can't help it, you think you can write off all the past, and you don't want to think about why, why I must listen to you." From beginning to end, he just spent a little time, and moved his mouth, and ran over at night to play the emotional card, and asked me to believe in him, believing that he could give me something that Fu Ji could not give;

I'm afraid this person is not dreaming, right?

Fu Ji can't give me, the truth is one, the back is one, my Ah Ji is a gentle person, so he always easily promises things that he can't do, because he doesn't know how to refuse, and he wants to make everyone happy, but the ending is always not so satisfactory.

I haven't said these words to Chang Yun, no matter how bad Fu Ji is, he died, and only his good was left in my heart, even if those good things were all illusions, it was better than he didn't even leave me an illusion;

All these things are things that I didn't dare to say to Fu Ji and didn't want to say to Fu Ji, but now they all come out in front of Gongsun Ji;

Is it hard to settle............

Gongsun Di is unwilling to be only a powerful minister, especially the emperor above the powerful minister is still his own brother, since sooner or later he will turn his face, then he will be this wicked person, who is called only one emperor, and the candidate for the throne can be any one?

Fu Ji made me wait for a long time, and now, he is gone, I am still alive, but the queen's position used to be one step away, but now it is separated by three thousand steps, what Gongsun Di just said, if the concentration is a little worse, I am afraid that I will nod on the spot, women want someone to love her the most, someone is willing to love her, just ask, who can not be moved at all when they hear such words, how much they have to move.

I guess Gongsun Di may be talking about the queen's position, but the brother wall, in ancient times, was to be spurned, that is, Gongsun Di has a good chance of winning, I don't have that heart now, my father is not here, Chang Yun is hard, Deng Fuzi is haunted in the southwest, and I don't know if I have taken care of my father, I want to fight, but I really don't have the strength.

Because of a bead, leading to such a bad relationship, it is unlucky enough to think about it.

Deng Fuzi said that when people are in good times, beauty can be used as a sharp weapon, squandered unscrupulously, and everyone in the world revolves around you, because you are held too high, they can only look up;

But when good times are exchanged for bad times, they can't

"The war in the southwest has been settled, and Chang Qing will return to the dynasty in a few days," Gongsun Di said: "At that time, my imperial brother will have a big night banquet, you remember to remind your sister, don't wear bright clothes that day." After saying that, he took advantage of my inattention, only lowered his head and landed a soft kiss on my forehead, and in a few steps he escaped into the night, and slowly disappeared.

I wiped the back of my hand on my forehead, and felt that my face was a little hot, and I felt very angry, as if I had said everything so clearly before, but he still didn't take it to heart, and it seemed that I had said it in vain, after all, he didn't understand, and he didn't want to understand;

The man's self-righteous temper is very bad no matter how you look at it.

Don't do such a thing as revealing your scars in the future.

I looked around, it was still quiet, no one passed by, Xiao Moxuan was behind the Leaf Pavilion, and the palace people were timid and didn't go there, so I deliberately took a long detour, went around a big circle, and then swaggered back to Yude Palace.

Chang Yun put on a lotus-colored coat, didn't go to bed to rest, just washed up early, leaned there with a book that could never be finished, and when he saw me coming back, he just nodded, and didn't mean to inquire at all.

I endured it and endured it, but I still held back, only subconsciously looked at my clothes, afraid that there were messy traces, so I went up to her side and leaned on, and picked up the half of the flower frame embroidered by Changyun, and began to prick back and forth without a stitch.

Changyun's hibiscus flowers have made me into big holes with small holes, the situation is very miserable, the hibiscus flowers are red, so the small holes have been upgraded to blood holes, which is very scary.

"Sister do you want to eat walnuts? I called Xiang Peach for a day, I can't sleep well recently, eat walnuts to raise my hair" Changyun didn't raise her eyelids, but said lightly: "Sister I'm afraid I'm tired, change my clothes and go and rest, I have Qingyun here." ”

I reached out and took some walnuts from the plate beside her and put them in my mouth, but I didn't taste anything, but I was always upset when I came back from the Leaf, and told me to sleep now and keep my eyes open until dawn.

"Just now, I saw Gongsun slashing" I swallowed the walnuts and said, "What did you say to let me enter his mansion as a side concubine, and I poured back a basin of cold water." I said to Chang Yun: "It's not funny that you say, your sister and I were also side concubines by Fu Ji's side, you said that in addition to their different looks and different temperaments, how can they all be exactly the same to women?"

"Maybe my sister owed too many debts in her last life, and now I have to start paying them off slowly," Chang Yun said and turned another page of the book, with a leisurely posture, and said: "But most of what others owe is children's debts, and what my sister owes is peach blossom debts........"

".............." I stuffed a handful of walnuts into my mouth, and I choked on them for a long time, so I had to obediently think I was dumb.

"Pingyang is located in the south, not far from Anju and Gyeongju, right?" Chang Yun flipped for a while and suddenly asked.

I nodded, and shook my head again: "I can't tell, it depends on whether you take the waterway or the official road, in short, it will take about half a month." ”

"That's it" Chang Yun understood, and said: "Half a month is not too slow, then it's fine..........."

"What's wrong?"

Chang Yun was originally flipping through the book, as if she was extremely concentrated, but it can be seen that I was really curious, staring at her with a good eye, and knowing that if I didn't say it, I would definitely ask to the end, so I had to admit defeat and said, "Lord Pingyang Weng is here, does my sister know?"

"Hey, what is she doing here?" I was surprised: "It is said that Pingyang people are outstanding and prosperous, no matter how long Gongsun Jiaao's hand is, it can't reach out to her, wouldn't it be good for the owner to stay honestly, why not come over in person?"

Chang Yun saw that I was really puzzled, so he said: "Lord Weng of Pingyang is old, and because he has changed two horses, he has many heirs. ”

There are many children, does it have anything to do with her sending them to the emperor to slaughter?

Still curious, I asked her, "So what?"

"So" Chang Yun took a deep breath: "The youngest daughter born to Lord Pingyang Weng and the second concubine happened to be in time last year. ”

"..............." I puffed in my heart: "Could it be that the emperor wants to ..........?"

Chang Yun nodded helplessly: "The sister of the family is dead, the saint always has to find something else to compensate for one or two, I heard that the youngest daughter of the lord of Pingyang Weng is beautiful and proficient in poetry and books, so she didn't even discuss, and directly sent a holy decree into Pingyang." ”

I was dumbfounded, the first time I saw such a thing of forced buying and selling in the royal family, I didn't come back to my senses for a while: "This Gongsun Jiaao is really..." Chang Yun saw that I was stunned, so he took the next sentence for me very understandingly.

"If I am the lord of Weng, I will enter the inner hall alone, I am afraid that I will rush into the Hanliang Hall in one go, and force Gongsun Jiaao to take back his will" I said angrily: "The Baili clan is a nobleman, after three dynasties, this time I actually want to marry a barbarian outside the Guan, it is too deceitful!"

"Sister, don't worry, the lord has never seen any storms, if you really want to get married, it's not enough, don't you think Sister Fu is a good example?" Chang Yun pulled me and chatted with me for a while, and the look on his face began to dim, how long he drank the medicine, how much bitterness he had, if someone was close to his heart, he could say a few words from time to time, and he could pass away this long day.

"I'm always not quiet these days" Changyun put down the book in his hand, rubbed his eyes, and said to me: "My father is old, the day he left Yuguan, he said that he sent a pair of relatives to escort him, in fact, I know that my father has been hiding behind and quietly followed, and sent me far away in one go, I opened the curtain and saw him look at the same place for a long time before he crossed the horse and turned around. ”

Chang Yun sighed: "Father's hair has turned a lot whiter..........."