"Ahh Turning around and lying on the ground, Rie sighed.

"Do you still have the leisure to talk about this? Zhou Xuan smiled and shook his head.

"As the heroic spirit of this world, Attila will not die in the real sense, at most she is just asleep, there is nothing to be sad about, besides, in the end, I have only been with her for less than half a month. Leah shrugged and said, "Sadness is sadness, but it's limited." ”

"What a thing you can say. Zhou Xuan shook his head: "By the way, the way you look, can you be regarded as resigned to your fate?"

"What can you do if you don't accept your fate? If you can't beat it, you can't beat it, not to mention that you can resurrect such a foul, don't play, don't play, whatever you want. Lea waved his hand and turned his body in another direction.

"Oh, I thought you were so ...... of your thirst for the Holy Grail"

"How powerful?" said Lea, "What doesn't exist, what doesn't exist, it's just a moment of curiosity, and now I've tried my best to do it, but I still can't keep it, and I played with a mallet and threw it." ”

“…… The fact that the people under me have worked so hard but you, as the leader, are the first to give up, which makes me feel even more unhappy, even more unhappy than your persistent pursuit of the Holy Grail. Zhou Xuan said slowly, with a hint of disappointment in his voice.

He crossed over to Ria with the Xuanyuan Sword in his hand, intending to destroy the Holy Grail, but at that moment, blood-black black mud gushed out from the small golden Holy Grail.

The black mud full of absolute malice instantly devoured Zhou Xuan and Lea.

"Oh no! Zhou Xuan reacted immediately, but Li Er was like a dead man, allowing the black mud to devour him.

……

"Smack!"

The black-haired boy woke up with a bang on the table, and he looked around with a sudden start, the messy environment and the small space, this was his home on Earth.

"It's a dream...... "Lee scratched his head in a daze, "It's really a good dream, crossing or something, I would have done it for a while if I knew it." ”

Leah, who woke up, did not doubt the reality of the dream.

Who wakes up without realizing what a dream is and what reality is?

The instant noodles in the dream are not on the side of their desk, and the computer on the table is still on, but they don't open any software, and the display screen shows the original desktop.

"It looks so tired that it's rare to fall asleep while playing on the computer. Le scratched his head, turned off the computer, lay on the bed next to the computer, and slowly closed his eyes: "I hope I can continue to dream." ”

Nothing was said all night.

"Lea! Lea! Get up!" Zhou Xuan's voice sounded in Rie's ears.

"What are you doing, sleeping!" Lee was very irritated and put the quilt on it.

"Hey, hey, hey, you don't look at what time it's going to school!" Zhou Xuan smiled bitterly.

"Just go to school! Just go by yourself! Anyway, I don't care!" Leari remained motionless in bed, but he could tell from his voice that he was actually somewhat conscious.

"It's because no one cares about you, that's why I care about you! You're my only friend! If I don't care about you anymore, no one cares!" Zhou Xuan said helplessly.

"Hey~ I thought our relationship was limited to sneaking through the book and ** together. Lee came out of the bed and said with a smirk.

"Fuck you! Zhou Xuan scolded with a smile.

Li E, who was called up by Zhou Xuan, changed his clothes and went out with Zhou Xuan.

"I dreamed last night that I had traveled through the second dimension. Li Er yawned and said to Zhou Xuan.

"Really? That's good. Zhou Xuan replied casually.

"I also dreamed that you also crossed over. ”

"Oh, really, how am I, your little brother?" Zhou Xuan became interested.

"Well, in terms of conclusion, you are the protagonist of my dream, and I am a supporting character with the perspective of the protagonist. Speaking of this, Lee couldn't help but feel a little depressed.

"Haha! That's a shame. Zhou Xuan smiled.

"When do you think we'll really be able to travel to the second dimension, or when will we suddenly discover the other side of this world?" said Lee's whimsical thoughts.

"Well...... The chances of high school and college are relatively high, or it is possible to be NTR by your girlfriend once, in short, you are in high school now, and you will find a chance to sit in the penultimate row by the window in the future, maybe one day it will really become. Zhou Xuan looked at Li Er and said solemnly.

"Well, good idea, go back and help me introduce a girlfriend, and then NTR me and then I can't think about driving and being hit by a car on the road, maybe I'll really cross over!" Lee looked like he was thinking about it.

"Hey, hey, hey, I'm kidding! Don't take it seriously!" Zhou Xuan was taken aback by Lie's words.

Leah spread his hands and shrugged, "I'm kidding, too." ”

"Okay, don't talk about it, let's go quickly! I'm going to be late!" Zhou Xuan patted Rie's shoulder and ran.

……

That dream was like an episode of life, and it couldn't make a splash in Lee's life, and he was soon left behind by Leah.

And Lea's life is like most ordinary people, living day after day like a repeater, maybe there will be an occasional happy episode, but in the end it is not much different.

Many years later, Lee has grown from a teenager to an adult, and there is a lot more stubble on his face, but he still likes the second dimension as always.

It's just that unlike when he was a teenager, his liking as a teenager will be thought to be a plaything or obsession, and when he becomes an adult, he will be more mistaken for a lewd uncle.

Lee, who was born as an orphan, had already squandered the money left to him by his parents, and he was forced to make a living, and he began to enter the society and start to run.

Even if he still likes the second dimension in his heart, the second dimension is still far away from him after all.

Chasing after the new every day.,Although this kind of life is tiring and boring.,But after all, it's over.。

And Zhou Xuan, who took over the family's business, rarely contacted him, but occasionally he would come to Lie's house to chat with him and sigh about the past.

"It's really a day by day, every day I open my eyes is a bunch of sycophants and don't talk to people, I really don't know if I didn't interfere with these before, but now I know my dad's hard work when I take over. Zhou Xuan sat on the chair in Lie's house and sighed.

Li Er handed Zhou Xuan a glass of water: "If you are not happy, you can fight?"

"It would be nice if it could be like that. Zhou Xuan smiled bitterly: "I used to be young and vigorous, thinking that I was the best in the world, thinking that this world was as simple as in the novel, black and white, but when I grew up, I realized how ridiculous my arrogance was, the world is gray, some people have to bow their heads even if you are unhappy, it has nothing to do with dignity, but if you don't bow your head, then you will finish playing with the people around you." ”

"It's a responsibility. ”

"Well, that's a good point, I don't understand. Li Er shrugged his shoulders and said: "Commander of the light pole, running here and there every day, it is common to bow your head, but there is no responsibility." ”

"When you talk about you, you don't say that you are looking for a serious job, you are still like this after so many years. Zhou Xuan smiled and changed the subject.

"What's wrong with me? I think I'm fine. Lea said unconcernedly.

"Then when do you think you'll find a girlfriend like this!"

"It's okay, I have my paper man's wife. Lea mouthed Nunu in the direction of the computer.

"Paper man......" Zhou Xuan was stunned for a moment, and then reacted to what Li E was saying, and then there was a wry smile: "Haven't you left the house after so many years?"

"Why do you want to get out of the house? I think it's good that I'm like this, and I still have a faith in my heart. ”

"It's a good thing to have faith, but you also have to follow the reality, look at you, it's not those rich otaku in the online news, you can live without worrying about food and clothing, your current situation is ugly, it's hard to say that you are in a state of poverty, really listen to me, find a job, it's really not okay, you can go to me." Zhou Xuan chattered and persuaded endlessly.

"Stop, stop, I said, you haven't come here for a long time, why did you spit out bitterness on me? Li E stopped Zhou Xuan's words with some impatience.

"Okay, okay, if you don't want to hear it, forget it. Zhou Xuan stopped, took a sip of the water handed over by Li Er and moistened his throat.

Thinking about it, he and Lee should have been ten years, right? It is really not easy to maintain friendship all the time under such a huge disparity between the rich and the poor class, Zhou Xuan thought it was very simple before, but after really experiencing it, he realized the difficulty of it.

It's okay when I was a child, but when I grow up, I'm really a person from two worlds.

The people and things you meet, the thoughts in your heart, and the way you speak are completely different.

Even if there was once a deep bond, it will become gone with the passage of time.

The world is so terrible, in the eyes of this world, no matter what you do, it seems so humble and as small as dust.

The dignity and arrogance in your heart will only be consumed by reality, and finally bow your head and accept your fate.

"I still have something to do, so I'll go first. Seeing that there was no topic, Zhou Xuan also got up awkwardly and prepared to leave.

"Well, don't send it. As soon as Zhou Xuan stood up with his front foot, he sat on the chair made by Zhou Xuan and turned on the computer with his back foot.

Seeing this, Zhou Xuan could only smile helplessly, he was used to it, and it was precisely because of Le's character that he liked to deal with Le.

Simple, unpretentious.

With a "rattle", the door shut.

Lee was the only one left in the room.

Ria glanced at the door and put his mind on the computer, he had just finished working for someone else today and was tired.

Looking at the dramas that used to be able to touch my heart, I can't raise any ripples now.

Some things are fine once or twice, but after watching them for a long time, they are really as boring as fresh water.

Because you have understood the truths, but those truths will never be related to you.

There is no such thing as a beautiful girl of redemption from heaven.

The childhood sweetheart who has a crush on you doesn't either.

I'm tired of hearing my friend's truth, but I still want to be content with the status quo and don't want to work hard.

So what's the use of those?

It's just escaping reality on the basis of being content with the status quo.

Have you ever thought about changing? Of course, you have! But the current state of affairs speaks for itself.

Failed......

"Hahaha! It's so desperate, reality. Lea leaned back in his chair and pursed his lips and smiled.

"Why? I already knew about it, why? I didn't feel it anymore, why? I still like it so much. Lea muttered to himself as he lay in front of his computer desk.

Maybe it has been decided at some point, even if it has long been disbelieved, even if it has long since succumbed to reality, but only this decision cannot be changed.

Even the things he used to love the most have been abandoned, so does it mean that he has really grown up and become the adult he hates the most?

This is a question that Lee himself does not know.

But just like that, from the past to the present and then to the future.

From adolescence to adulthood to old age, all the way to the moment when he closes his eyes forever.

……

"Inexplicable wishes, inexplicable persistence. As a demon, he should have a more majestic desire than everyone else and a heart that wants to plunder, so he will be called a demon by the world, but his heart is unexpectedly small, and the insignificance is surprising and incomprehensible. ”

"Change but don't want to change, grow but don't want to grow, everything is different but silently reject all this in my heart. ”

"As always, I'm always thinking about strange things. ”

The inexplicable voice was stunned, and then gradually subsided, and the Heroic Spirit already had five digits, and then it was the last.