Chapter 174: Mother and Son Depend on Each Other
(Girls' Literature)
It's dawn. It was dark again. Lin Xiaoya didn't know what time it was. I don't know if it's dusk or early morning. Anyway, the light in the room was as dim as ever. At a glance, all you can see is the faint outline of the broken furniture. The dead air was filled with despair.
No one. There has been no one. She hugged Shuo'er. I've been locked up in this room for almost two days.
Because I'm too hungry. Because I'm too scared. She tried everything she could to get the door open. I want to escape. But the end result is that in addition to exerting a lot of physical strength, making yourself even more hungry and weak. There was no hope of escaping.
Shuo'er had already licked the bag of chocolate wrappers clean. But the little one was still hungry. More and faster chapters are here. I'm so hungry, I'm hungry.
But. Xiao Shuo'er would shout for Xiao Ya to give him something to eat at first. cried and said that he was so scared that he wanted Xiaoya to take him out. But in Shuo'er's small eyes, she watched Xiaoya sweat profusely in order to open the door. When looking at Xiao Ya's whitening lips and vain face. Shuo'er is sensible and doesn't cry or make trouble. only obediently snuggled in Xiaoya's arms.
Because Shuo'er is young. But he's smarter than anyone else. We all know to be considerate of people. He loves his little Ya Mommy very much. Although he always likes to be naughty and mischievous on weekdays, he specializes in hitting Xiaoya. But he couldn't see Xiaoya's unhappiness and hard work.
"Mommy. You don't have to bang on the door. Shuo'er is not hungry. Shuo'er is going to rest. ”
“。 Shuo'er knew that Daddy was going to let us out soon. Mommy, don't cry, okay? ”
"Mommy is not tired. Shuo'er will pinch your shoulders. Mommy. Mommy, don't be afraid. You'll have Shuo'er with you. ”
Shuo'er is so sensible. The environment they are in and the difficulties they face should be replaced by ordinary children, who may either cry and make trouble, or are so frightened that they shiver and pee their pants. But Shuo'er didn't. Shuo'er knew she had to be obedient. Otherwise, Xiaoya Mommy will be very hard.
His little white and tender hands were soft and soft. He helped Xiaoya pinch her shoulders and beat her back for a while. Help Xiaoya dry her tears for a while. Gently touched the wound on Xiaoya's body. pouting and blowing for Xiaoya. Coaxed Xiaoya like a child. More and faster chapters are here.
"Mommy. Shuo'er blows. It doesn't hurt to blow it......"
The little head came to the corner of Lin Xiaoya's mouth. The wound that was made by Tang Shaoxuan had broken the skin. The blood stains have dried. But the wound didn't hurt for a moment, and she bared her teeth. Even with black blue hair swollen and Xiaoya's forehead. Chest. Back........
These wounds are so painful. All recorded everything that happened to her that she couldn't believe in anything. These wounds also made Xiao Shuo'er so distressed that she was about to cry.
Moved to hug his baby son again. Xiaoya also draws warmth from her only support.
"Shuo'er. My baby Shuo'er. More and faster chapters are here. Can you promise Mommy? Don't leave Mommy for the rest of your life. ”
She also completely handed herself over to her senior Tang Shaoxuan. She saw him as her only support in this life. But who would have thought that jealousy was such a terrible thing. All sincerity and sincerity become so insignificant under jealousy.
She thought that her senior would sincerely take care of her for the rest of her life. No expectation. But in the end, the reason why the senior will take care of her. Take care of her. But it also comes from a man's strong possessiveness.
Ultimately. His purpose was no different from that of any other man. Just to get her completely. It's just that the patience of seniors is longer than that of ordinary people. It took him three years. and ultimately own it completely. When one day the senior found out that his efforts were not rewarded. So he went crazy. He lost his mind. He was no longer nice to her. He hated her. He even took pleasure in hurting her.
These things. In this minute and second of his own captivity. Lin Xiaoya has thought it through.
In fact. All this that seniors do to themselves is human nature. It was she who was restless, unsatisfied, and shameless. She deserves to suffer these punishments from her seniors. She couldn't complain to anyone. I can only blame her for not having principles. She is to blame for everything she does.
She has lost any illusions in all men. She can rely on it. It can bring a sense of security to yourself. Only Shuo'er in his arms. That one came out of her. More and faster chapters are here. The individual who continued her life. His shoulders were so weak. But he can still bring strength to Xiaoya.
Xiaoya knows. The only one in this world who won't abandon her. Will always be good to her. The only man who will give her unconditionally is her man, and only her baby Shuo'er.
Shuo'er also seemed to feel Xiaoya's need for herself. He hugged Xiaoya's neck with his small hands and said seriously.
"Mommy. Mommy. Shuo'er will protect Mommy. Mommy, don't be afraid. ”
Xiaoya heard Shuo'er's firm tone. And that small but safe body. She couldn't help but tears kept falling again.
Thinking about the days ahead. And this captivity does not know how long it will last. More and faster chapters are here. She was worried.
She patted Shuo'er on the back. Asked softly tentatively.
"Shuo'er. If one day. Mommy and Daddy will be separated. Maybe you'll never see Daddy again. Will you be sad. "It's inevitable to think of separating from seniors. It's just that Xiaoya is worried that this will bring harm to Shuo'er.
Thinking that Shuo'er could not get a complete family and complete love from both parents at a young age. She couldn't help but worry about Shuo'er. I'm really afraid that it will bring a psychological shadow to Shuo'er,
"Shuo'er will be sad. Shuo'er didn't want Daddy to be separated from Mommy. But if Daddy is going to bully Mommy. Shuo'er will definitely not let Daddy go. ”
Shuo'er raised her small fist and replied firmly. More and faster chapters are here.
He didn't know why Daddy hurt Mommy like that. In Shuo'er's heart, Daddy has always been a gentle and kind person. I love him so much. But now Daddy is bullying Mommy like this. Beat and scold Mommy. So even though Shuo'er has always loved Daddy. Respect Daddy too. But if Daddy dares to hurt Mommy. He will still choose to stand on Mommy's side without hesitation.
Xiao Ya's heart was moved. She stroked Shuo'er's head. I sincerely thank God for giving her such a sensible son.
"Then Mommy will ask you again. If one day you have to choose between Mommy and Daddy. Who will you choose. ”
“。 Shuo'er promised Mommy. I will never abandon Mommy for the rest of my life. ”
"But. If you follow Mommy. You will suffer a lot. Mommy doesn't have the money to buy you new toys. I don't have the money to buy you nice clothes. There's no money to take you to eat good food. Play around. This one....... Would you like it too. ”
Xiaoya knows that although she has had an idle job for so many years. But she has always been raised by her seniors. Her meager salary can't live in New York, where land is scarce. She is dependent on her seniors to have this kind of comfortable life now. She knew that once she left this man, she would have a hard life, a hard time.
If only she worked her own. She didn't care. But she still has to raise Shuo'er. It is also necessary to create a good growth environment for Shuo'er. Girls' literature is updated as soon as possible This alone is enough to give her a headache.
"Shuo'er doesn't want new toys. Don't look good. Don't eat good food. I don't like to play around. Shuo'er only needs Mommy. Shuo'er just wants to be with Mommy forever. ”
The sensible Shuo'er doesn't want to be a burden to Xiaoya. He used his actions to tell Xiaoya how much he loved her.
"Shuo'er. Shuo'er. My baby ........"
Xiaoya never thought that the troublemaker on weekdays would be so sensible and think about her like this. She was moved to tears. Crying like a tearful man.
All the difficulties. All the pain. All the wounds became indifferent at this moment because of Shuo'er's words. Xiaoya thought. It doesn't matter. As long as her Shuo'er is still with her. As long as she still has Shuo'er. None of that could defeat her.
This is the second day that the mother and son have been imprisoned in this bedroom. The second dusk passed. The sun disappears into the horizon. The only light was replaced by darkness. There is no moon outside the window tonight. There was not a single dark light in the room. Xiaoya hugged Shuo'er and didn't dare to let go. She was afraid that she would let go. Shuo'er disappeared into the night. Never to be found again. Then she must have collapsed.
There was no water for nearly two days. Lin Xiaoya's consciousness is already quite weak. And the baby Shuo'er in her arms didn't have any strength because she was too hungry. until a state of semi-coma and half-consciousness.
Xiaoya patted Shuo'er's quilt. Hopefully he'll be able to fall asleep. I guess I don't feel so hungry when I fall asleep.
She sang a soft tune in Shuo'er's ear with her breathless voice.
"White moonlight, white moonlight. Hidden in dreams, hidden in dreams. Stop where you are. Come and sing it with me. White moonlight, white moonlight. Do you remember the direction I got home........"
This song is my mother's favorite song when I was a child. It was also she who grew up hearing about it. A lullaby that accompanies her falling asleep. Every time I hear this melody. Xiaoya always thinks of her dead mother. I think of the warmth that my mother brought to me. Again and again, she burst into tears.
The night seemed to be particularly long. It also seems particularly desperate.
Xiaoya didn't know how long they would be locked up. I don't know if anyone will come to rescue them. She told herself to hold on, she had to hold on. For the sake of Shuo'er, she must hold on. But........ Her eyelids were about to close disobediently. She felt like her life was being drained from her body........
"Bang". The bedroom door was suddenly kicked open. A beam of light shone in through the door. Xiaoya only saw a vague figure. What happened next was no longer known to her. The only thing she could remember was the excited call of the man in her ear.
"Xiaoya. Xiao Ya......."
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