Growing up is sometimes just an overnight thing. Tossing and turning, I didn't sleep all night, and I didn't sleep half-asleep until the dawn of the rooster crowed, but I was awakened by the sound of Yun Hui getting up and busy.

I got up and got dressed, washed up, and looked out through the open window in front of my desk, and an inconspicuous white plum tree quietly bloomed in the corner of the garden at some point. "In the ice and snow forest, different peaches and plums are mixed with fragrant dust. Suddenly, the fragrance of the night was scattered. Looking at the white plum, the song "White Plum" of the Yuan Dynasty crown came to mind, and I suddenly laughed. A night's entanglement suddenly opened up at this moment.

"Yunhui" I whispered: "Let someone bring a message to the front yard, just say that if he is okay tonight, I want to meet him." ”

Yun Hui, who was suddenly called to his side, was still a little surprised when he heard my words, and a touch of surprise appeared on his face. She suppressed the emotions that had already been expressed, and asked tentatively: "Gege, this is ...... Ken turned?"

I moved my eyes back to the white plum, lowered my eyes to absorb the helplessness in my eyes, and sighed lightly: "Life has to go on after all, learn to look down at the road under your feet, in order to go further, isn't it?"

Yun Hui didn't understand the meaning of my words, but she could see that I had indeed figured something out, so she happily responded, opened the door, and handed the message to the guards outside.

It is the cold of spring, and the night is a little bleak. From the beginning of the lights to the deep night, there was still no news.

Yun Hui was a little anxious, biting her lip and going to the door from time to time to ask the guards if someone came, and all she got were answers that disappointed her.

"Gege, isn't it because the master is busy and won't come?" she asked, pouting.

"If you come, you will come, if you don't come, you won't come, if you come early or late, you will always come. My eyes remained on the page in my hand, and I didn't lift my face for a moment, but I reached out and turned a page before replying.

Yin Zhen spent so much effort to send everything he could send, and he openly and secretly persuaded someone for so long, isn't he just waiting for me to change his mind and want me to lower his head and give him a step down first? Now that there is movement on my side, how can he refuse, he has not come over at this time, I am afraid that something is really stumbling and I can't pull away, but there is no need to worry. Anyway, if you don't come today, there will be tomorrow, even if you don't come tomorrow, the days to come will be long, unless he himself starts to be hypocritical, and he doesn't want to wait, then he can't complain about me, so he can only go with him.

In the dim light, I couldn't help but feel a little sleepy after reading the book for a long time. At this time, it was already more than halfway through. According to Yinzhen's usual routine, if it hasn't arrived at this time, I'm afraid it won't come. put down the book, said "don't wait", and asked Yun Hui to wait.

Xu didn't sleep well last night, and fell asleep soon after lying down. I was sleeping in a daze, and suddenly I felt someone open the door and come in, as if I had said something to Yun Hui, and then Yun Hui added a piece of charcoal to the stove and retreated. The man walked to the side of the bed and stood for a moment, then lay down on the bed.

These days, I don't sleep very well, and I wake up whenever there is movement around me. Originally, I was tired today because of the cheerfulness of my mood, but because of the sudden movement and this person's behavior, I woke up suddenly, and sat up suddenly.

The lights in the room were not extinguished, and he looked at the people lying down beside him in horror by the candlelight, and felt a little calmer, soothed his heart, frowned, and said: "Why did you come here at this time, I don't know if it will be a sound, but I know that people are scared to death." ”

The person who came was Yinzhen, he sat up with me, looked at me with those deep eyes with visible sleepiness, and was silent for a long time before he slowly spoke: "From the year before the year to the fifteenth official business is backlogged to deal with today, busy until now, I originally wanted to come back tomorrow, but I was afraid that you would have been waiting, so I still came to take a look, but I didn't expect you to fall asleep first." ”

Yinzhen's tone of voice is very ordinary, but the meaning of his words makes people's hearts warm. He has thought about a lot of things, and understands that there must be someone between himself and him who needs to compromise first. He is a man, a prince, and a future emperor, so the one who must compromise first will naturally not be him.

I didn't want to stalemate with him anymore, and I also wanted to live a good life in the future, and find a way out for myself and the people around me, so my attitude eased, and I said softly: "Actually, it's nothing, it's just ......"

I couldn't say anything to ask for help, so I narrowed my eyes to hide the crampedness in my heart, and said when I spoke again: "I'm sorry, it's me who is not good and makes you embarrassed." ”

Although this sentence was said a little reluctantly because of the need to put down his body, the meaning of the words was true. From the moment he sent the palace lamp, I understood that he wanted to tell me that his attention to me was not a day or two, and what Xiao Shunzi asked Yunhui to tell me was also true.

"It's good that you understand. The corners of Yinzhen's lips were slightly hooked, and the cold and hard lines of her cheeks softened.

"You're tired, this ...... Just rest here......" When he said this, the roots of his ears were slightly hot, and he felt embarrassed.

"...... you" Yinzhen was slightly stunned, and stopped talking, with surprise and surprise in her deep eyes.

"Just to let you rest, why are you so happy, can you still count the five-year covenant you promised?" Seeing his expression, he felt more and more shy and embarrassed, pursed his lips and lowered his head, and said coquettishly.

"Five years is too long, three years at most, starting this year. I asked a Western doctor that a woman can conceive when she is 18 years old, and she will not hurt her body. My refusal extinguished a faint fire in Yinzhen's eyes, he looked away, straightened his sleeves, and seemed unwilling to argue with me again, although it was not as I wished, but he also made the greatest concessions.

For the three years that Yinzhen promised, I was silent. It is now the forty-third year of Kangxi, and three years later it will be the forty-sixth year of Kangxi. In memory, the abolition of the prince should be in the forty-seventh year of Kangxi. After that, the nine sons will change from darkness to light. Two or three years later, Nian's will also enter the palace, and his feelings will all be transferred to Nian's. Historically, his favorite is said to be Nian after all. Can I really endure his tenderness and affection and still be able to keep my heart and not mind his eventual empathy?

Faced with this problem, I still can't avoid entanglement and hesitation in my heart. But as I said to Yun Hui, once I figure it out by myself, even if it is a sea of swords and fires, I will insist on moving forward.

"Okay, listen to you, three years is three years. After settling down, he readily agreed to his bargain, and did not forget to joke and sneer: "Is it still the fourth master who is trustworthy in front of him?" ”

Yinzhen saw that my attitude changed, and I no longer screwed with him, and the smile on my face became more and more genuine.

As he was talking, he suddenly felt a tightness in his lower abdomen, and at the same time as a stinging pain, a warm current gushed out of his lower body uncontrollably. Originally, when I went to sleep, I only wore a close-fitting white middle coat, but at this time I was soaked in red, and at first glance it looked like a red plum blooming in the snow, but I didn't feel the slightest beauty.

This feeling has been experienced before, and naturally knows what is going on, and I can't help but feel ashamed, secretly wondering why Chu Kui, who has not arrived for a long time, came here at this time, but he still felt shy in front of him.

Yin Zhen had already experienced personnel, and when he saw my strange appearance, he was puzzled and wanted to ask, but when he glanced at it, he saw the strange color on his bottom pants, and he was immediately embarrassed and silent.

"I'm going to call Yun Hui over" He avoided his eyes, got up and left the bed, and called Yun Hui, who was guarding outside the screen, in.

Yun Hui is young, but she has also heard about these things in her daughter's family, and when she saw my situation, she first subconsciously glanced at Yinzhen, and then she was also ashamed, and said: "Can the master avoid it first, and allow the slave to pick up the good things for Gege." ”

Yin Zhen nodded, moved to the front hall, called Su Peisheng in, asked him to wait for tea, and then leaned on the couch and closed his eyes to rest.

Yun Hui saw Yinzhen leaving, and he didn't have time to say anything to me, so he first went to the door to inform someone to prepare hot water, waited for me to bathe, and took clean clothes and pants and the moon cloth that had been prepared to wait for me to change clothes.

After I was dressed neatly, he whispered: "I thought that Gege would be able to win the favor of his master tonight, but I didn't want to take it as a coincidence." ”

I was ashamed when I heard this, and I glanced at Yun Hui angrily, and also lowered my voice and said: "Even if there is no such thing, I will not do anything with him today, what are you thinking about at a young age." ”

Yun Hui covered her mouth and smiled, didn't say more, went out to reply to Yinzhen, saying that everything had been cleaned up and invited him in.

Yinzhen walked in, returned to the bedside, raised his hand to brush the hair on my shoulder, and sighed: "No wonder the heart is different, after all, I have grown up." ”

Listening to the sigh of "there is a girl in my family who has just grown up", he couldn't help but laugh out loud, hesitated again and again, and then asked awkwardly: "I'm afraid it's time to give birth now, and I have to get up if I can't sleep for two hours...... You're here for the night today...... I'll go to the couch outside, and you can sleep here. ”

In fact, it was inconvenient for him, and it was not easy to keep him. But when he thought that he was ugly, he had to get up and prepare to go out, and he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it when he tossed his body back and forth, so he had to propose that he stay and spend the night.

"The bed is so big, what are you going to sleep outside, I heard that the woman is weak at this time, you are recovering from a serious illness, and your body is just better, what if you get cold again. ”

Yin Zhen hid the embarrassment in his eyes, pointed to the bed, and motioned for me to sleep on the inside, and he took off his robe and lay down on the outside.

His insistent attitude made me not refuse, so I had to lie down with him, divide the brocade quilt in half of him, and stiffen my body to watch Yun Hui come in and put down the curtain to turn the candle flame, a heart beating like a deer, and I couldn't calm down.

For the first time, I slept together, listening to the sound of his breathing gradually smoothing out, slowly turning sideways, facing him through the dim light, carefully examining his silhouette closely, remembering every inch of detail on his face in the haze, hoping that one day when he leaves, he can still persevere with the tenderness and emotion of this memory.