Chapter 276: What do you want to do?
If you want to give the enjoyment of the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner in order from high to low.
In fact, people who live in a foreign land and are not in the last place.
Because the real bottom is probably still those who still have to stick to their jobs on Chinese New Year's Eve.
Like the frontier soldiers on duty in the cold wind, the flight attendants who are busy all night on trains and planes, the firefighters who are ready to go, the operators of the telecommunications system, the police on duty at the police station, and the cleaners who sweep up the firecrackers and confetti on the street.
They all sacrifice their time with their families to benefit others.
I also want to know how far their Chinese New Year's Eve dinner will be from the normal situation.
Of course, the same is true for the cast and crew who participated in the Spring Festival Gala.
Even if a failed Spring Festival Gala is held this year, it can't erase their hard work and dedication.
On the contrary, because of the difficult environment, they should be understood and thanked.
Think about it, the low temperature of minus 10 degrees Celsius, even if you bring your food, you will freeze into ice lumps early, what else to eat.
Like Yang Weifan and Cheng Lin, this is the case.
On Chinese New Year's Eve, the dumplings and fruits specially prepared for the two of them by the "Haiphong" canteen were all frozen hard.
So neither of them took a bite.
By the time the show was over, they were already hungry.
Needless to say, after the end, Yang Weifan had to drive Cheng Lin home quickly.
Otherwise, she will be hungry and freezing, and she will not be able to get this girl to really have a serious illness.
It's strange to say, when it's time to leave, Cheng Lin, who is wrapped in a military coat and has been fighting with her eyelids, has come to her senses.
Sitting in Yang Weifan's jeep, humming "Blind Date and Love" along the way, he was more emotional than during the rehearsal.
As a result, when I arrived at the door of the house, I still couldn't go in, so I had to let Yang Weifan go to her house too, and then leave after eating.
Yang Weifan is embarrassed to disturb others, so he can't resign.
But Cheng Lin played a child's temper again, and she couldn't say that she couldn't do it.
So this time, the two started a tug-of-war.
At two o'clock in the morning, there was no one around, and under the bright moonlight, there were scattered firecrackers.
An eighteen-year-old girl was coquettish in the car, holding Yang Weifan's arm with her soft jade hands.
He even approached boldly, staring at him with big eyes flickering.
This, coupled with the faint scent of his daughter, even Yang Weifan, no matter how dull and numb he was, he also realized the abnormality.
Good guys, that's not good.
His heart sank, and he immediately gasped, but became more and more determined to refuse.
It's just the specific wording, and he also knows that it should be softer.
The girl's self-esteem and emotions are very fragile, and she can't really hurt Cheng Lin.
"You...... You're ...... Here's what's going on. Don't be naughty. Why don't we talk?"
I didn't expect Cheng Lin to be mentally prepared.
"You say ......"
"I ...... I'm just treating you like a little sister, like that...... Not good. ”
"But I don't treat you as a brother, I like you, I really like you, I want to be your girlfriend. ”
Yang Weifan was completely unexpected, he didn't expect Cheng Lin to be so straightforward.
Sure enough, the woman chases the man, the interlayer yarn.
"I ...... Am I that kind of person? What a joke? ”
Cheng Lin asked rhetorically.
"What kind of person? You and I are both single. It's good that the two of us are good, why not?"
"I mean, you're too small. How old are you, how old am I?"
"But I already know how to love. Besides, how much older are you? By the time I'm twenty years old and married, you're not yet thirty. In the face of Cheng Lin's persistence, Yang Weifan really had a headache.
Even he felt that he was poor, but he didn't expect that he couldn't say it clearly.
"No, don't, it's not that simple. Do you have to think about the consequences, what about public opinion, what about your future, what about your parents?"
Yang Weifan simply began to scare.
But Cheng Lin is still calm and calm.
"I'm mentally prepared. If it's a big deal, I'll say goodbye to the stage, just like Momoe Yamaguchi did to Tomokazu Miura. As for my parents, none of your songs they don't like. They will certainly not object. If you don't believe me, you just come in with me, let's tell my parents now, what do you think of their reaction?"
Yang Weifan panicked when he boarded, and he completely felt like he was cocooned and self-bound.
"No, no, girl, you're really thinking about things, I never meant that to you. Besides, you still have a long way to go, big brother doesn't want to harm you......"
And this time, before he finished speaking, Cheng Lin took it.
"I know, you think you're only worried about being divorced, right? I really don't care, and my family doesn't care. Since ancient times, men have been judged by their talent, and you are a true musical genius. I adore you and revere you. I'm willing to sacrifice everything for the sake of my love......"
Yang Weifan saw that the effect was not good, and he couldn't solve the actual problem at all, so he was ruthless.
He decided to press hard, and he must cut through the mess quickly, otherwise there will be chaos when the break continues.
"You, stop me, say a thousand things and ten thousand, it is impossible for the two of us, you die of this heart. Nothing happened today. ”
It's a pity that it's useless as usual.
"Impossible, the words have already been said thoroughly, how can you swallow it back? You can't accept it for a while, you can't turn around, it's normal. It doesn't matter, what I have is patience and I will wait. ”
Gotcha, the Japanese ship - it's full!
To say that in the scene in front of her, a girl is so desperate that she will have to get dizzy if she changes to any man.
Yang Weifan is no exception, he is somewhat sweet in his heart.
He never expected that he could let a girl so much younger than himself fall into the network of wishful thinking.
But to tell the truth, since he was born, he also felt self-blame and guilt for the first time.
Because he himself knows best how uncomfortable such unrequited love is.
also knows how dangerous and negative this relationship is for Cheng Lin.
He didn't want to fool people.
So, after thinking about it, he finally confided in Cheng Lin what he had never said to anyone.
He told Cheng Lin about the person he really remembered for so many years, and his emotional regrets.
And in this way, Cheng Lin finally understood what was going on.
After listening to his story, I couldn't help but burst into tears.
It's just that then again, for women, especially infatuated girls who are just starting to fall in love.
Usually the more men who are obsessed with this old love, the more favored they are.
Although I know that I don't love the people who love me, and the people I love don't love me, it's the most difficult knot to untie.
But there are still many people who are willing to be moths to fight fires.
Cheng Lin is such a girl.
Although Yang Weifan made things clear, she still poured her feelings into him without regrets.
"Your emotions, I can understand, and I am not reluctant. But I have time, and I'm willing to wait for you. ”
Of course, Yang Weifan can only face each other coldly.
"You lack heart, are you stupid?"
But Cheng Lin is very determined.
"I do. ”
"The gains outweigh the losses. ”
"I'd love to. ”
"You're going to be miserable. ”
"That's worth it, too. ”
"Am I going to transfer you away?"
"Yes, but please understand that I will do everything I can to stay. ”
No rut, no rut!
In this way, in the face of Cheng Lin, who was like a tendon, Yang Weifan was completely helpless.
He could only throw away his armor and temporarily withdraw his troops to avoid the battle.
However, he was forced to carry the emotions of a girl, and it was not for nothing for him.
The chaos in my head, the contradiction of my mood, and the longing for the beautiful shadow of my childhood sweetheart.
As he did every Chinese New Year's Eve, he went to the No. 7 Courtyard of the Flower Market to recall the little bits and pieces of the past when he lived in the Feng family.
They all poured out at once, making him feel emotional and tremble.
Then something in my head suddenly came together.
These complex emotions have undergone a wonderful change, and it has become a song that makes people feel uncontrollable, and he can't help but sing it to himself.
"If you think about it but you can't get it, what can you do. The reluctance to give up, there is no wise man in the emotion......"
Maybe that's how masterpieces are born.
It is precisely because of Yang Weifan's perception of life that a song that should not have appeared appeared.
After the Spring Festival, when he officially finished the lyrics and songs, Hong Yanwu naturally became the first listener to listen to him play and sing with a guitar.
And Hong Yanwu was also quite surprised by this song that seemed to be given by his soul and was named "What Do You Want to Do" by Yang Weifan.
Because as far as his personal feelings are concerned, his level is completely indistinguishable from Li Zongsheng's song "When Love Is a Thing of the Past".
Let him listen to it and resonate with it, and like it to death.
So a thumbs up, the evaluation is quite high.
"Dude, this song of your own, it is an absolute classic!"
But it is difficult to change with nature, and it is inevitable that another grandson's words will be thrown out.
"In addition, I also have to congratulate you, the sky is full of blessings, and the old cow eats tender grass. Being soaked by a little girl, beautiful, yes, ruined the seventh-level floating slaughter for you. We're going to have to have a drink!"
But in the obscene bad smile, he didn't expect Yang Weifan to grow up.
The first time he didn't move the liver fire, he sighed, and he lost half a grid of blood.
"Alas, you've been living in this world for more than twenty years, how can you live like this? ”
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