Chapter 188: Wandering
"Oh, she hid and refused to see anyone on the day you were taken away, and when you were gone, she was willing to come out of the room, and opened her mouth to say sorry for you and Concubine Jing" Shizuka has no city government, in addition to her strength, she is really the first choice for clichés, and she can't hide anything, so she said directly: "Little Tangerine still blocked her and asked for a long time, and she didn't say why." But when you just came back, she hid in the small kitchen and didn't come out all day, saying that she wanted to make soup for you. ”
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I'm still very angry, it's just a pity, I can't get along with her from now on, the scope of Yude Palace is limited, as long as Changyun doesn't send her away, we always have to meet, after all, Xiang Taozi has been with me for many years, even if she has neither credit nor hard work, but some things are still interrogated face to face, I have always been a nostalgic person, and I am willing to give one more chance to everyone who has appeared in my life for a long time, if Xiang Taozi really has anything that can't stand me and Chang Yun, I have to listen to it before making a decision.
Anyway, it was she who caused me to enter Gongren Alley, and I can't wash this clean.
Shizuka saw that as soon as I heard Xiang Peach, her face was not good-looking, so she asked with some worry: "I don't know what happened between the two of you, but she was more anxious than the little orange in the days you entered the palace alley, and she couldn't wait to rush into the palace alley to replace you." Shizuka observed my reaction and whispered: "Just let me see, it's true that she is worried about you, you can't eat and sleep well in those days, and she is still distracted when Little Tangerine talks to her, not like she is pretending." ”
Nonsense, even if it's pretended, it won't let you find out............
I don't have much hope for Shizuka's brain, it's good that she can keep her current state, there is nothing else around me, that is, there are too many smart people, too few honest people, I did a deep reflection in the dark room for a few days, that is, I have a better attitude towards others in the future, I would rather talk to fools for a while, and don't smile at that group of people, who knows if I will be calculated again.
Qingyun and Lu Yu have both practiced beside Mrs. Yu and Empress Dowager Wu, and it is already very polite to be able to serve you a bowl of chicken soup, if you want to ask, you still have to ask Shizuka, she has never experienced anything, but she can still mix a world in Fu Ji's harem, this is probably a fool has a foolish fortune, there is no harm in being simple, at least you know that this person is a fool, but she is stupid and measured, stupid is just right, pretending to be stupid and stunned is very set, and in general it is quite likable.
If I hadn't known Shizuka for a long time, I would have thought that she had always been like this, not the Qi nobleman who only had a name, and even Fu Ji couldn't remember that there was such a person in his harem.
The palace people give marriage this matter is big and small, the female official of Yude Palace and the deputy palm print of the dining room are not the number one person who can be ranked in the palace, it is very good to get the mouth of the queen mother, the people of Yude Palace are shocked to drop their jaws, and there are also five thunders like a little orange, like the death of the old man in the family, but I am not, my reaction to this message is extremely indifferent, not as happy as Qi Kaiji's eyebrows and eyes are flying, he wants to work hard to suppress it, but he can't suppress it at all, it seems that some of the male self-esteem he has lost has returned to his body with the queen mother's message。
But it didn't work, and I treated him the same as before, and it didn't change in the slightest.
It's not that I want to pour cold water on his head, I really can't accept it in my heart, and I always feel that if Fu Ji didn't die, he might be angry to death by my uselessness.
I knew that today, I might have jumped off the glass hall with my eyes closed, just like him, so as to save many hurdles after this.
Deng Fuzi is really right, in fact, he said that the good is never right, and the bad one is accurate, I will wait for what other disasters and eight disasters are waiting for me next, whether it is Concubine Cheng or Gongsun Di, I don't care, just like what I thought when I pointed to the tip of my nose on the main hall and confronted him, anyway, it was already like this, no matter how bad it was, how bad could it be?
Just drank chicken soup for two days, the body is almost complete, the young man has a good foundation, in the dark room is just thirsty and hungry, these are not as good as mental torture, it is said that the two palace maids opposite me did not end well, and there are not many layers of skin in the hands of Mrs. Yu, even if they are just a trick, the real big head is still with me, but everything is only the mouth of the dead is the safest, fortunately, the old internal official is his own person, so as not to really take a room full of torture instruments to put on me, I don't suffer much, at most I am exhausted, and I am broken, but it is good to raise it for a while。
Count the days, Chang Yun and the emperor should also be on the way back to the palace, I took the little orange to visit the four princes in Mrs. Yi's palace, I haven't seen it for more than ten days, this small meat ball is a full circle of size to the naked eye, it looks quite weighty, fluttering in Mrs. Yi's arms, and always has to lift her feet and put it in her mouth, the flexibility and babbling sound made a room of people laugh.
After so many days, I was finally able to get in touch with something that could make me laugh sincerely, even if the fourth prince was still very hostile to me, he was a lovely baby in anyone's arms, but as soon as I took it, he became a demon king of the world, he just didn't want to stay in my arms, and he didn't have to quarrel every time.
What's even more angry is that every time the little orange arrives at this time, he will look at me with a very strange look, as if to say - if you wanted to suffocate him at the beginning, people will remember you, and when the fourth prince grows up, you will ask for more blessings.
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Little Tangerine and I are here today to give Mrs. Yi the application of the Four Princes, in fact, it is just to make a show, but in order to show her closeness to Yude Palace, I have to rely on these ordinary and trivial actions to prove it, so that others should not despise it. When I and the little orange entered the door with something, Fu Baoyin had just changed into civilian clothes, and was sitting beside the tutu frame teasing the four princes, she saw me, and naturally beckoned me to sit down, and told the palace maids to go and get some snacks, so that the little orange went to play with the four princes for a while, and deliberately broke them apart, and then took my hand, as if she wanted to comfort, but she didn't know where to comfort her, her face became extremely twisted, and finally eased up, but said seriously:" I know that you don't have a taste in your heart, but no matter how bad it is, you have to look forward, do you know how many people died in the hands of Li Zhaoyi and her, and this time you can get out in front of the Queen Mother, it is already your great fortune and great life, and you have accumulated virtue in your previous life. ”
I have no doubt about what she said, Gongsun Jiaao's harem has never lacked women, except for Jin Guifei in the palace for so many years, I haven't seen a few children live to be able to speak, this is no different from what I did at the beginning, many of the concubines in the East Palace will not survive when Fu Ji ascends the throne, they are really blessed, they can't stand a little stimulation, so they commit suicide, and they die of illness.
Deserve.
It's just that now my identity is different, I have changed from the original persecutor to the persecuted party now, and I don't think I would have thought that I would fall to such a point three years ago.
"I didn't suffer less than you at the beginning, but I endured it" Fu Baoyin is much older than Chang Yun, and sometimes she is more like a sister than me: "I can't bear it, I can't do it alone, and I can't compare to them all serving by the saint's side for many years, except to persuade myself to endure it, what can I do?"
"But Changyun is now under the enemy, Wan Shi sees her rising step by step, lest she shake her status and that of the eldest prince, so she does not hesitate to use the people around her to open the knife" I laughed self-deprecatingly: "It's not good to be too high-profile, I know the sins I have done, and now that retribution is coming, I can't blame others." ”
Fu Baoyin looked at me gently, smiling like a warm spring breeze: "There is a way that is a blessing and a curse, otherwise Ji Tailai, you think about it in a different place, maybe after this hurdle, the days after that will be better?"
My stomach is already full, and I can't drink so much chicken soup, but Fu Baoyin's words still make me feel a lot in my heart;
Whether she is cowardly or not, she is really qualified to say these things to me at this moment, not what I said to Chang Yun at the beginning, she is just a poor person.
"Actually, those eunuchs are also very pitiful, but in this palace, you don't even have the qualifications to pity them" Fu Baoyin said and took off a pair of jade bracelets from his hand, stuffed them into my hands, and comforted: "Don't be discouraged, look at everything, you know that there is no long road ahead, you are still so young, you will definitely not be in this palace for too long." ”
I held up the jade bracelet to take a look, I didn't see any quality, Fu Baoyin really revealed her unfavorable from the details, and the congratulatory gift sent out was not at all as expensive as any pair of bracelets when I was a concubine, the jade material was ordinary, and the water head was not over, but Fu Baoyin said, this is a gift for me, I am now in the palace, but there is a 'family' person, how should I dress up happily, otherwise I will wrinkle my face all day long, and I will look like I owe more people and less people, and then offend the Empress Dowager Wu, this pick-and-choose is another crime.
If you want to add sin, there is no excuse...
I looked at the jade bracelet, but my thoughts were separated from the whole person, and slowly rose to the top of the entire palace, it seemed that looking up is the sky, looking down and not stepping on the ground, through thousands of households, large and small, falling into the mansion of the Marquis of Che, this day is really grinding, hot and smoking during the day, blowing a cool breeze at night, blowing his nose and sneezing on the second day, probably Shu Yao just served him to take a nap at this time, they will take Yan Ji to see the newborn child, he must be wearing that purple soap robe, the robe is hooked with fine dark threads, Shu Yao's eyes are suppressed and tame love, and he may know about it, but he will not promise anything。
Perhaps, what Shu Yao wants, is just that...............