I thought about it, but I didn't think about it so deeply.

Fu Ji, this name that I have been avoiding and only mentioning in my heart, has finally been mentioned again.

Xiang Taozi's words are really strange, Fu Ji is my first man, and the first man I liked, I didn't have anything else at that time, all I was thinking about was how to grow old with him and spend a good moon, how could I have the time to think about anything else, let alone doubt him.

After all, the two of them got along, and it was boring to guess and guess.

After all, Fu Ji said that he only liked me.

And I love him so much.............

Seeing that it was difficult to collect the water, and then digging deeper, everyone's faces were ugly, I was curious mixed with apprehension, I don't know what Xiang Taozi's intention was to mention Fu Ji's heirs at this time, but Chang Yun couldn't sit still on the side, and wanted to ask someone to drag Xiang Taozi down, but no matter how fast the inner servant outside went in and out, she couldn't stand Xiang Taozi's kneeling mouth, she also held it for too long, she saw everything in her eyes, remembered it in her heart, and knew too many secrets and secrets, and she didn't volatilize it all at once, and someone always needed someone to share it.

This 'sharing' is over, and everything that should be known and what should not be known is known.

"Whether it's Li Zhaorong or the queen, they have all served by the side of the emperor for many years, but they still have nothing to do" Xiang Taozi simply ran rampant when the matter came to an end, directly ignoring Chang Yun's anger, and just said a fact that everyone knew in detail: "But what about you, you obviously oppress the harem all the time, but the saint never says that you are bad at all, and even helps you cover up the past as much as possible." She said: "In fact, the saint has already arranged everything, and soon after Cheng Guiren entered the palace, he acquiesced to you to let Ma Jinbao put cold things in Ruichang Palace, but have you thought about it, why Ma Jinbao was sent out of the palace by the queen coldly at that time, and something went wrong with Cheng Guiren's hind feet." ”

Coincidentally, Ma Jinbao has always been a broken urge, greedy for money and with a bad mouth, and everyone doesn't want to see him, but anyone who has a heart can know what's wrong if he thinks about it, if he really doesn't have any ability at all, just relying on a mouth, it seems that he can't stay up to the fat shortage of the boss's dining room.

At the end of the day, he has a backer.

On the surface, the backer is Concubine Rui, but in fact, the real black hand is the emperor.

Xiang Taozi, maybe she has always been taken seriously in Zhaosheng Palace, or she is too eager to prove herself, I am not as good to her as Wu Meizi, as Xiang Taozi herself admitted, I have indeed never looked at her in my eyes.

But with so many unusual places and so many unusual changes, I was dazzled by the fantasies that Fu Ji created for me, and I kept comforting myself not to pay attention to it.

And Xiang Taozi is different, she can not only detect the subtleties, but also suddenly turn these things that I think are beautiful into a sharp weapon that hits me at this moment.

"Ma Gonggong is the real smart person" She saw that I looked confused, she was already stimulated, and she didn't care that Chang Yun called someone to drag her down, and in the blink of an eye, half of this person's body was taken out, but he still said: "Because he was afraid, he was afraid that the biggest master in the palace would not be able to tolerate him, so he took the opportunity to offend the queen and left the palace, so no one found out about the saint drugging you and Cheng Guiren..............."

"These secrets should have been scattered in the sea of fire on the day the glass hall fell, but it still happened after all, and it couldn't be covered up like the saint did" Xiang Taozi said and didn't forget to turn around and stare at Chang Yun: "It's not just a slave, it's Concubine Jingniang, you also know?"

When I heard this section, I finally reacted, and I turned my head to look at Changyun like a peach, but she always lowered her head and didn't dare to look at me.

"Good, good" I laughed angrily: "It turns out that I am the fool, you all see me in the dark, living in the dream that Fu Ji weaves for me, watching me mourn for his hairpin, watching me sleep badly all night, but never thinking to tell me, it's really good." ”

Chang Yun moved his mouth, but after brewing for a long time, there were a few monosyllabic sounds, and he was finally discouraged.

At this time, it doesn't matter if you say anything that can't be explained.

It doesn't matter anymore.

In fact, there is still the last half of the words of the fragrant peach, and I didn't listen to all of them.

But what does it matter?

The process she was telling just now was not muddy at all, her quiet look was matched with two red and swollen cheeks, and it looked really abnormal, which showed that she had no intention of reserving it at all, and unabashedly let these dirty, invisible, things be completely turned upside down.

It's just that I have feelings, so I feel stinging, otherwise it's reluctant to even listen to one more sentence, so what does it hurt.

After going through so much, I have a lot of confidence in myself, and I firmly believe that I will not be defeated by anyone or anything again, and I will be so bad that I will still have a home, and no matter how I am down, I will not be downtrodden in the Guanghan Palace, no matter how I am humiliated, as long as my life is still there, then everything will turn around.

But the words of the fragrant peach really made me unable to come back to my senses.

All along, I thought that Fu Ji really liked me, and I really loved him, no matter how many women there were, I still didn't care,

But in the end, my favorite Fu Ji, the Fu Ji who jumped in front of me and jumped into the sea of fire, he was the one who hurt me.

What's even more ridiculous is that he hurt me, which almost everyone knows;

I don't know.

It turns out that I, Lu Xianyi, am alive, and it's just a joke.

Chang Yun didn't dare to look at my face anymore, no wonder she had such a bad impression of Fu Ji, every time I mentioned him in front of her, Chang Yun had a complicated face, and even deliberately diverted the conversation to let me not say any more, and kept reminding me intentionally or unintentionally, wanting me to completely forget Fu Ji as a person.

The starting point is good, but she can't even forget King Yu, so why bother to embarrass me?

I'm so tired, I don't seem to have been so tired, Xiang Taozi really did my true biography, the former second-in-command of Yude Palace either didn't make a sound, or it was a blockbuster, Chang Yun persuaded him, and his father also persuaded him, but I just didn't listen, thinking that Fu Ji was really still a handsome young man standing under the jujube tree that year, and I just happened to fall down and fell on his heart.

But I forgot, he is actually the prince, that is, me, not a girl from an ordinary family, but the eldest lady from the general's mansion.

Go because of profit, disperse because of profit, how can there be any sincerity.

Deng Fuzi said that Fu Ji and I are the same people, cold people meet together, and the final consequence is to only care about themselves;

I was young and vigorous, and I never believed what he said, so I endured it to prove it to him.

Step by step from the East Palace to the harem, from a side concubine to a noble concubine, I thought I had succeeded.

Xiu'en love dies quickly, not to mention that it is not really love, Deng Fuzi is right, Fu Ji and I really can't last long, once some things see the light, we will never go back to the past.

Thinking wildly, for a while, Fu Ji's head was in my head, the night I married into the East Palace, and the next time Fu Ji took me up the stairs, looking into the distance, these fragments made up the years of me and Fu Ji, since he left, it is all I can recall now, not unprecious.

The stimulation was too great, and the person fell off, and there was no reaction from the blunt, and a stab at her at this time may not wake up the person.

Her sister's lonely appearance is really rare, and people can't bear it. Lu Changyun secretly scolded Xiang Taozi, saying that it was not good, but she wanted to pick such a soft knife and hit it up, knowing that it had been her own wishful thinking for so long, could she still have it in her heart.

Thinking about it again, there was a plan in his heart, although Gongsun Jiaao was not very good to her at first, but since he fell in love with her, those women's hands did not reach her again, whether it was in the palace or in the Hanliang Palace, he protected himself very well, which made Lu Changyun have an illusion, sometimes she felt disgusting, and sometimes she felt that it was not bad to maintain such a life, as if she was just a down-and-out noble daughter of the former dynasty, and there were not so many intertwined forces behind her, and the only dream was just to be a virtuous wife and raise children for her husband。

In fact, even if my sister doesn't say it, Lu Changyun also wants to keep Xiang Taozi alive, after all, Guanghan Palace is everyone's tacit secret, and the palm and mouth are just made for outsiders to see, and her sister and Che Hou have not seen much about Xiang Taozi, and Xiang Taozi's attitude is also very strange, since she has already received the benefits of Concubine Shu, she was stunned that nothing was leaked to Concubine Shu, and in the end, when she planted the stakes, she temporarily reversed the water, and only put the pair of bracelets, which shows that this person is not extremely bad, and there is still the possibility of subduing.

Lu Changyun pondered carefully and decided to put everything until tomorrow, including the fact that Fu Ji was not actually dead, and was half monitored and half under house arrest by King Yu in Qiu You, and she had to pick an opportunity for her sister to come over, and then see if she wanted to say it.

Xiang Taozi is very right, she knows many things early on, but she knows that she is reluctant to tell her sister, lest she just cut off the connection with Fu Ji, and this head is going to be re-implicated, she hates that man too much, since Concubine Cheng had a private showdown with her that day, she no longer has a good impression of Fu Ji, not everyone is the same as Gongsun Di, only according to their own likes and dislikes, Gongsun Di's purpose is not simple, but he is at least willing to know the benefits, whether it is good or bad, they all greeted in advance, and they all know each other when something happens.

But Fu Ji, he can use such disgraceful means against the person next to him, what else is there to be pitied?