Chapter 104: The Truth About Leaving

"You would think that I am a woman who is greedy for vanity and clinging to power, I am really chilled!"

"Hmph, isn't it?" Fu Sinian didn't know what Bai Zhenyan wanted to say, he just smiled coldly. At least now Bai Zhenyan is indeed such a woman in his mind, if not, how could she ruthlessly abandon him when he loves her so much, and be with other men, and beg for a career today when he wants to go back to the past with him?

She is not a woman who covets vanity, so what kind of woman is she!

Bai Zhenyan's heart suddenly tightened in the face of Fu Sinian's merciless contempt, she swallowed her saliva with difficulty, and took a deep breath.

"Si Nian, why, why would you think I am such a woman. You should know that when I was with you at that time, you were poor and poor, but did I dislike you? I still love you like that, even if the pursuit of my Xiaokai is lined up in an army, I don't even turn my eyes, because I only love you, I only have you with all my heart, you will think that I am a greedy and vain woman, Si Nian, do you know that your words are more painful than when I was held with a knife, do you know?"

Bai Zhenyan's tone was extremely disappointed and sad.

Fu Sinian was silent, frankly speaking, Yan Yan was really dead set on him at the beginning, but ...... He couldn't figure out why she loved him so much, so why did she leave him with such a deep shame and make him the most failed man.

"It's not...... I'm not that kind of woman, I swear to God, I'm really not that kind of woman......"

"You don't have to be excited, it doesn't matter anymore!"

"Yes, I know it doesn't matter, but I still want to finish my sentence, and just like to draw a perfect end for us!"

Fu Sinian was silent.

"Do you know why I left you suddenly? Because for the first time because of you, I deeply felt inferiority, because of you, I deeply understood the difference between people, and because of you, I swore that I must enter your world, and I will transform myself into a woman worthy of you!"

"What do you mean by that? Because of me, so you married someone else, because of me, so you took my world and became the number one in the world, or because of me, you are back now? Bai Zhenyan, are you really the innocent fool hat I was Fu Sinian?"

"You're not, but I'm still!Fu Sinian, you don't know, I used to have you and my children!"

"What? you...... What are you talking about?" Fu Sinian only felt a buzz in his head, he thought he had misheard, the sudden message made him feel a kind of sluggishness that he couldn't respond.

"You heard me right, it's me and your child!" In contrast, Bai Zhenyan was much calmer, with a complicated smile on her pale face, as if she was talking about other people's business.

"But unfortunately, that kid still didn't get a chance to see this opportunity after all, and I ...... I don't have a chance to be a mother anymore!"

She tried to calm herself as much as she could when she said this, but her hands were clenched together, and she smoked a cigarette, puff after puff, and she needed nicotine to calm her sad emotions.

"Yan Yan, what are you talking about, make it clear, what happened to you!"

Fu Sinian suddenly discovered that maybe Bai Zhenyan's departure was really distressed?

After all, she used to be, even if he was a poor boy, she never disliked him!

"That year, I was pregnant with your child, I felt very happy, and I felt very happy, I silently planned for our future in my heart, I thought we would have a house, we would plant a lot of flowers and plants in the house, you would draw drawings in the yard full of sunshine, and our children were running around next to me, I would make snacks for you, I would knit sweaters for you, we would have a very warm and happy home, because at that time, I thought that we were all ordinary people, and ordinary people's lives were like this, wasn't it?"

"Yan Yan ......" Fu Sinian's bright eyes stared at the woman tightly, he was very eager, very eager to know what was going on, but he couldn't bear to interrupt Bai Zhenyan's longing, that longing was so beautiful, so warm.

"Then one day, I leisurely took the B-ultrasound checklist, I walked around the supermarket for an afternoon, I wanted to make a candlelight dinner for you, I wanted to tell you when you kissed me tenderly that we have the crystallization of our love, everything is so happy, so happy that I am dizzy......" Bai Zhenyan said this, with a miserable smile in his mouth.

"However, happiness is always short-lived. I came out of the supermarket, a quantity of imported Mercedes with black license plates stopped in front of me, the window slowly rolled down, and I saw a haughty and indifferent face, it was the same face as you, conceited, born to be inferior. Your mother found me, she told me your true identity, your good background, she probed me coldly from head to toe, the contempt in her eyes I will never forget in my life, she said, just by me, I am not worthy of you at all!

Less deserving of your children......"

"No...... Impossible. ”

Bai Zhenyan ignored Fu Sinian, and continued to come slowly and sadly and calmly.

She waved her hand, and several men in black forcibly took me away, and I was thrown into a small clinic, where several men held my hands and feet, and the demonic doctor looked expressionless with a cold machine...... Took away my baby ......" Bai Zhenyan's voice was a little choked, but he insisted on not wanting the man to hear the clue.

"I cried, I pleaded, I said I could do nothing, I begged them not to take my child...... But...... Later, because I struggled so badly, I was bleeding profusely, and I could never ...... Si Nian, do you know how painful this is for a woman? You never know! Then, your arrogant mother looked down on me with condescending contempt, and she said, if you want to be with you, you must first pad your own weight, and she said, either make yourself strong, or don't be delusional! Then she left, and I just lay there like that for a day and a night, the physical and mental pain had made me unconscious, and the only thing I thought of was to make myself stronger, because I love you, and I must be with you......"

Bai Zhenyan was already crying silently at the moment, she pulled Fu Sinian's arm, aggrieved and proud.

"Si Nian, I have done so much, I just want to be with you, now you see, I have become stronger, I can also be high, I am qualified to be with you, do you see......?

Fu Sinian's face was pale, his handsome face was filled with hatred that he had rarely had, and he felt that his chest was being hit and burned by a strong flame.

"I never knew...... She's such a ruthless woman!" Fu Sinian gritted his teeth, he had never been so angry, let alone out of control.

How did he think that he had hated Yan Yan for so many years and made himself miserable for so many years, but he didn't know that it was his biological mother who pushed him into this field.

He's a bastard, he actually made his beloved woman suffer so much, he's really a complete asshole!

"Okay, Si Nian, I'm done with what I'm going to say, I don't know if this will make you resentful of me a little less, I just hope that even if we are not together anymore, we will have the best memories of each other......"

"Si Nian, you go, I will never pester you again, I only hope you forgive me, I didn't deliberately leave you five years ago, and besides, my marriage with Roy is just a contract, we all have our own purposes, so Si Nian, I am only a man from beginning to end!"

"Yan Yan, you ......" Fu Sinian was speechless, he didn't expect that the seemingly ruthless Bai Zhenyan would pay so much for him, and the guilt made him unable to raise his head and say even half a word to the woman.

"Let's go, Si Nian, I don't want to trouble you, I know, I'm a crippled woman now, being with you will only hurt you, I'm not a selfish woman, I know that some feelings are in the past, you go, I won't blame you!!"

Bai Zhenyan said that she finally couldn't help crying here, and she hugged the man.

"Actually, I can't bear you to go, I really can't bear you to go, I'm just a selfish woman, I just love you, I just want to be with you!!"

"You...... You fool!"

Fu Sinian took a deep breath, he hesitated, and finally reached out and hugged the woman tightly in his arms.

No heartbeat, no throbbing, not like before, such a hug Fu Sinian knew that it was just out of guilt and sympathy, and had nothing to do with love.

However, at this time, what else can support him except guilt and sympathy?

Regardless of whether his feelings for Bai Zhenyan are really no longer loveless, but no matter what, he must bear this responsibility.

Yan Yan has suffered so much for him, if he chooses to abandon her at this time, he is really not a man!

The atmosphere in the suite suddenly became a little weird, only Bai Zhenyan sobbed softer and smaller, and sighed longer than the man.

At this time, the doorbell suddenly rang rapidly, and the two were startled at first, and then quickly separated.

"I'll open the door!" said Fu Sinian.

"Wait, could it be a reporter!" Bai Zhenyan wiped his tears, a little worried.

"No, you can rest assured. ”

Fu Sinian assured the woman.

Because this hotel has always paid attention to the guests, it is impossible for a reporter to appear in such a bad way.

The man opened the door in a deep voice, only to see the man who looked like a follower crying and threw himself at his feet.

"Ah Jin?"