At around 8:50, Huang Xiaoya really came to Jinbi Brilliant, and there was a commotion at the scene. Although all the people who came today were those successful people and some rich second generations and second generations of officials, Huang Xiaoya's arrival still made them shout excitedly, and the scene was suddenly a little warmer.

Before I finished singing, the DJ over there had already cut off my microphone and turned down the volume of the music, only to hear the DJ shouting: "Now welcome our popular singer Huang!!!!

"Huang Xiaoya!"

"Huang Xiaoya!"

"Huang Xiaoya!" The scene was jubilant, everyone waved excitedly, shouting Huang Xiaoya's name.

Compared to the jubilant crowd, I seemed a little lonely, and I was cut halfway, I was suddenly a little uncomfortable, but I didn't dare to protest at all, after all, I was destined to be a supporting role tonight. These people at the scene whistled excitedly and shouted loudly, they were originally here for Huang Xiaoya, so naturally they didn't care if my song was finished or not.

I silently walked off the stage and back to the dressing room.

Outside, Huang Xiaoya has already started to perform, singing an older dance song, I can imagine the scene of Huang Xiaoya singing and dancing, it must be very tempting. The cheers outside overshadowed for a while, but my heart felt uncomfortable for a while. But I don't know if it's because of being ignored or thinking of those eyes that stare at Huang Xiaoya like wolves.

Thinking of Huang Xiaoya, I suddenly felt a little flustered, I always have the illusion that she belongs to me, I often think of her recently, and even sometimes suddenly have inspiration to write a melody, what comes to my mind is also the way Huang Xiaoya sang that melody, I think I am hopeless. People say that men become bad when they are rich, although this sentence cannot be said to be true, but it does not seem to be the slightest disobedience to me.

On the way home, Lao Wu asked about Huang Xiaoya vigorously, but unfortunately I was not interested, and even a little irritable, I was a little indifferent to Lao Wu and said that I was not familiar with Huang Xiaoya, and hoped that he could stop the topic, but unfortunately Lao Wu didn't seem to understand what I meant, and was still full of interest and talked about it: "From the time she took my car, I knew that this girl was different from other girls, sure enough!" You see that she has become a star now, hey, I really regret that I didn't leave a contact information for her at that time, but, seriously, Xiao Li, you and she are in the same bar, why don't you know how to leave a contact information, maybe she can still pull you, and you will become a star by then. ”

I said a little coldly: "Not everyone can be a star, in addition to hard work, there are opportunities! Even the appearance ......" Speaking of appearance, I suddenly felt a little inexplicably sad, when I was in college, I was also a handsome guy, and even went to the school grass selection, but unfortunately the life of moving bricks made me gradually ignore that I still have advantages in this regard.

Lao Wu said with a smile: "That Huang Xiaoya is indeed very beautiful, but I think you look good, and now that there is an opportunity, it depends on whether you work hard or not." Lao Wu smiled a little ambiguously, I know what he meant, it is nothing more than to say, now that Huang Xiaoya, the guide, is in front, see if I understand it or not.

What Lao Wu said also has some truth, but let me ask Huang Xiaoya to show me the way, I don't know why, I always feel inexplicably upset.

I don't know how I got home, and when I got home, my wife was beating and scolding her son like a tigress because he threw up all over the ground. The anger in my heart suddenly skewered up, and I snatched the hanger from my wife's hand and shouted: "Fight, fight, fight, what else will you do? Never find problems from yourself, don't you keep pouring and pouring it and he will vomit?"

Usually I rarely get angry, but this time it was a little inexplicable, and my wife was a little frightened, but her strong personality made her choke back all of a sudden: "I know my own son, do you care about your son? Do you know how much he eats at a meal? He can eat this big bowl at a meal, and he vomits after eating half a bowl, not because you let him eat those junk foods all day long." Speaking of this, the wife suddenly thought of something, and suddenly grabbed a blouse draped on the back of the chair with her backhand, and threw it at her son's thigh and scolded: "Tell you not to jump, tell you not to jump, you are happy when you vomit, right?"

The son burst into tears. I took care of my son, snatched the clothes that my wife threw over again, and said upsetly: "You can't eat such a bowl of your own meal, but it is unreasonable to ask your son to eat such a big bowl." I picked up my son, turned around and walked out of the kitchen. Suddenly, the sound of a chair being thrown to the ground and his wife's angry roar came from behind: "Li Yunhong! If you dare to leave, don't come to your mother again in the future." My son was a little hesitant, but I didn't care about it, and went straight to the third floor with my son in my arms.

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The cold war with my wife has lasted for two days, she took her son back to her parents' house, during which there was no half a phone call, and I was happy to be quiet, staying at home alone, writing and painting, and unconsciously wrote a song that was okay: "Fate and Opportunity".

The gist of the lyrics is to say: grasp the opportunity, change the fate, from the written seems to be very simple, but it is not so easy to do, some people are afraid of failure, look ahead, hesitate, and finally can only pass by the opportunity, and some people, regardless of it, unprepared, seize the opportunity to go, the result of the head is broken. And more people are afraid of becoming the second type of people, and inexplicably become the first kind of people.

Of course, there are not a few people who change their fate through an opportunity in life, Huang Xiaoya is one, she belongs to the kind of person who knows what she wants and can fight for it all her life. It's a pity that although I can see it, I can't be like Huang Xiaoya. I was always passive, always avoided, I gave up my ideals, I gave up my studies, I gave up my job, I gave up a lot of everything that should have belonged to me.

I often wonder what made my life so casual, I used to blame my mother, blame her for forcing me to give up my studies, blame her for forcing me to give up my job, but now that I think about it, it was just my excuse, an excuse for me to give up my responsibilities!!

I was not confident enough, I was afraid of being responsible, my mother told me to give up music, saying that there was no future after that, I was afraid that she was right, and I didn't dare to fight for it;

My mother asked me to give up my job, saying that another job was more promising, and I was afraid that she was right, afraid that if I didn't listen to her, I wouldn't be able to support myself;

I am not confident enough, I am afraid of being responsible, I always take what others say seriously, my father does not give money to the workers, I put myself in the shoes of the workers, afraid that they will strike, and secretly pay the workers by credit card, as a result, the workers left the site overnight, not to mention the loss of money, and the construction period was delayed.

I'm always afraid of this and that, and a character like me, who is afraid of wolves and tigers, can I really grasp the opportunity and change my fate? I'm very confused. If I am confident enough, everything Huang Xiaoya has today may be mine, if I am confident enough, then I may have taken over my father's construction site in the north now, and if I am confident enough, then I may be like the anchor Zhang Ye now, leisurely updating my novels on the Internet every day.

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Thinking of the anchor Zhang Ye, I suddenly remembered that I hadn't called him yet, and the last time he said that he had something to discuss with me, it had been a few days. I patted my head and scolded, "This memory!"

The phone was quickly connected, and a somewhat lazy voice came from the other side: "Who?"

"I, Immortal Li Yi!"

"Finally remembered to call me?hehe, you kid is busy enough!" The anchor Zhang Ye spoke very casually, as if he had known a friend for many years.

I smiled and said, "Some time ago, there were a lot of things at home, you said that you had something to discuss with me, what is the matter?"

"It's direct enough, and it doesn't even say invite me to a meal and goes straight to the point. The anchor Zhang Ye teased and said: "Actually, it's your novel, I want to buy it out, 50 words per thousand, but you need to continue to write, at least to 2 million words, what do you think?"

"50 thousand words?" is high enough for a newcomer, and it can be said that it is a price that I can't even think of. Although I am now in the night club, and my daily income is at least three or four hundred, which is much better than holding two or three thousand words a day, but being able to write a novel of my own and have money to get will make people feel dark and cool when I think about it, which is the same as hearing others singing your songs on the road.