At this point, I'm actually 100 percent mentally prepared.

To be precise, I am disappointed in the Special Guard Bureau! In the past, although the pace of work was tense and the salary was not much, I was very happy in my work and life, and I was constantly working hard for my ideals and constantly trying to create honor for the Special Guard Bureau and create glory for the country. To a certain extent, I did. I have no regrets or shame for the country, the party, or the Special Guard. On the contrary, the Special Guard Bureau was ashamed of me, and ashamed of me, a loyal ** member and security cadre.

Just as I picked up the pen and wrote the words 'job transfer report', my hands were shaking and tears were pouring down.

I can't control my feelings and grievances at this moment!

But I have already decided to go, and I have no way out. Today's meeting is a kind of torture for me, a great torture!

It's an insult to the limit!

I didn't know exactly how I was hurting, but I found my uniform in the closet, pinned the rank of major, and put it on neatly.

I even wore a hat! I wore the Type 87 officer's leather shoes that had just been distributed to the chief, and the waist was tied with an 87 style officer's belt.

All my clothes, including my underwear and socks, were all changed from those issued by the troops.

I'm not crazy, I'm not going abroad, I'm remembering the military for the last time, remembering the fiery military camp, and making a final nostalgia for this second home.

In this way, I put on a military uniform and began to draft a transfer report word by word.

The words are sad, and the sentences are sad.

No matter how smooth the pen is, it can't write the anger in my heart.

It's not that I'm going to abandon the troops and abandon the Secret Service, it's that the Secret Service wants to abandon me. I don't have the courage to live in such a black and white world anymore......

Writing and writing, I cried.

Tears washed over the regret and anger in my heart, trying to make it all a memory.

But this kind of memory is not beautiful in any way.

When Yumu pushed the door in, the tears on my face had not yet dried, and she sat right next to me, looking at me in amazement.

You Meng asked hurriedly: "Zhao Long, what are you doing here, wearing a military uniform and fully armed, what are you going to do?"

I ignored her concern, wiped away my tears of sadness with one hand, and continued to draft my own job transfer report.

Yumeng noticed the moistness of my eyes, grabbed one of my arms, and found the 'job transfer report' I was writing, and she was stunned.

She shook my arm vigorously and raised her voice: "Zhao Long, are you crazy, are you crazy?"

I stopped my pen and replied indifferently, "I'm not crazy." I want to change jobs. ”

You Meng stretched out his hand and put my pen and paper aside, facing me and said, "Zhao Long, do you want to open a little? You are doing this to punish yourself for other people's mistakes! Can you be stronger, you can't bear such a small setback?"

I smiled bitterly: "It's not that I can't bear it, it's that I can't get used to it." I don't want to live in this deceptive environment anymore. ”

Yumeng said hurriedly: "But have you thought about it, there are more bad habits in society, there is not only deception, but also violence and power...... When you go to society, you have to start from scratch. Is it easy for you to get to this point now? You have just been given the rank of major, and it is the best stage of your career, and we can get a house. But you're ...... at this time."

I got up from my chair and asked indignantly, "You Meng, could it be that I, Zhao Long, became a soldier for a house?"

In a word, it made Yumu froze.

I don't know if she's speechless, or if she's thinking about something else.

I didn't expect that Yumeng would hold my hand and beg me, very sincerely and excitedly, begging me to stay, begging me not to change jobs.

But I'm determined. Dreams can't stop me.

Yumeng's eyes also began to moisten, and she said to me with a slight sob: "Zhao Long, if you turn here, then what will I do? What about our love? Do you bear to leave me alone in the Secret Guard Bureau?"

Yumeng is rarely so sticky, even begging others.

I said: "Career and love are two different things, you are in the Special Guard, I go to society, and when I make achievements, I will ......" The latter words are difficult to speak.

Yumengqiao frowned and asked, "What will it be?

I smiled lightly, reached out and stroked her hair, and said emotionally, "Silly girl, what do you think?" I mean, when I have enough capital, I'm going to- marry you. ”

Yumeng's face bloomed with a little shyness and happiness.

But she still blocked my plans to change jobs in every way, and she advised me to calm down, and then calm down.

But actually, I'm calm enough.

It was a deliberate decision of mine.

Therefore, despite Yumu's persuasion, I still stood my ground and finished writing the job change report......

……

In the afternoon of the next day, I was ready to submit the transfer report to the next level, and according to the approval process, there were no special circumstances, and after a month, I was able to leave the Special Health Bureau.

Although I was reluctant to wear this military uniform and my strengths, I really didn't have the courage to continue to stay in the face of successive deceptions and absurdities.

With the transfer report in hand, I sat in an Audi 8 with mixed emotions and prepared to drive to the Secret Health Bureau.

I came from the news of the dream, stood outside the car and kept gesturing to me, begging me to come down. She banged anxiously on the car window, her face full of strange elements.

Although I don't want to hurt Yumeng, I have made up my mind, and I have no way out.

At this moment, more than a dozen people rushed out of the rooms and blocked in front of my car.

These dozen or so people are all staff members of the chief's office, including staff officer Liu and staff officer Huang of the security guard, comrades from the driver class and the cook class, as well as health doctors and civil servants.

I got out of the car and shouted at them, "What do you want to do?"

Staff Officer Huang took the lead in taking a step forward and persuaded earnestly: "Zhao Mi, you can't change jobs, you can't, you are now in the Special Health Bureau, and Ma Neng has been assigned a house, why do you have to choose to change jobs......

Everyone else also persuaded me word by word, and you can see that they are very nostalgic for me.

I glanced at Yumu beside me, who was looking at me with a pair of lethal eyes. Of course, I know that she disseminated the news that I wrote the transfer report, and today's interception team was also organized by her. Seeing that she could not persuade me, she wanted to use the power of the masses to change my mind.

She had good intentions, but I couldn't change my intentions.

I rushed to the crowd in front of the car: "Okay, okay, don't mess around, okay?

The health care doctor said, "It's better to see it, the chief will come forward and see if he can persuade you to come down!"

I frowned and raised my voice: "Give me all back!"

But what I got was a negative reply: "You go back first, we go back, if you don't go back, we are here to consume!" Zhao Mi, you have to be calm, you can't be impulsive......

I didn't know what to do, and I was a little depressed. If this kind of scene is known by the level leader, then it will definitely be held accountable. Especially if it is seen by the chief, the impact will be even worse. Although this may seem like a very ordinary group activity, it is absolutely not allowed. Although I have decided to change jobs, I must not cause trouble for the Secret Service at the last minute.

I noticed a small smile blooming on Yume's face, and although the smile was very slight, I could see it clearly.

In order not to affect the chief, I decided to avoid it for the time being and wait for the long-term consideration.

I sighed and was about to walk back when I spotted a black Cadillac driving straight into the chief's place.

This car turned out to be Director Qi!

The person who came was indeed Director Qi, stopped the car, Director Qi walked down from the car quickly, saw that the yard was full of people, frowned and asked, "What's the matter, what are you doing in the yard?"

Seeing Director Qi, everyone's faces tightened, and no one was willing to take the initiative to answer his question.

Before this, Director Qi had a very high prestige in everyone's hearts, but today, it was different, everyone looked at Director Qi with a pair of strange eyes, and no one even took the initiative to say hello to him.

It was Yu Meng who took the initiative to break the deadlock and said to Director Qi: "It's not because of you! Director Qi, all this is your credit!"

The irony of the words is especially strong.

The second monk of the Qi Division glanced around puzzledly, and asked puzzledly: "Because of me, what is going on?"

You Meng said: "Director Qi, I want to have a good talk with you." The two of us. ”

Director Qi's face changed, but he excused himself: "No need, no need." I came to find Zhao Long for something, you go back first. Then Director Qi looked at me and said, "Zhao Long, follow me and let's talk about something!"

Things are so incomprehensible, in the past, Director Qi always tried his best to take the initiative to talk to Yumeng, but now, when Yumeng offered to talk to him, he refused.

Is it because he has done too many bad things and doesn't dare to face Yumeng?

Did he think about the consequences when he did this?

I ironically said to Director Qi: "Director Qi has something to say, don't worry about the car, it's better to go to the peony garden and sit down and talk." ”

The peony garden is located at the back of the chief's office, and is full of peonies of various species, surrounded by a circle of ginkgo trees. There is a pavilion in the middle of the garden, and I want to sit down and have a few words with Director Qi, which can be regarded as my last condolences to the colonel.

Of course, I won't fall into the ground, now that I'm in this situation, I won't think about pulling Director Qi into the water anymore, it's unrealistic, and it's not my Zhao Long's style of acting.

Director Qi hesitated, but agreed.

The staff of the chief's office dispersed, and only Yumeng was left, looking at me worriedly, as if he was afraid that these conversations between me and Director Qi would poke out some kind of basket.

I persuaded Yumeng a few words, and Yumeng finally left the courtyard with trepidation.

Then I walked side by side with Director Qi to the peony garden behind the building.

The fragrance of flowers was fragrant, the breeze was blowing, and when I sat down in the small pavilion of the peony garden, Director Qi handed over a special soft bag and took out a lighter to light it for me.

I didn't know what kind of medicine was sold in Director Qi's gourd, but I took it and let him light a cigarette for me.

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