It's not all bad to lose full attendance, otherwise I can't imagine what the hell this book would have become if I had kept holding it in order to have full attendance.

Now there is no temptation of full attendance, just give yourself the opportunity to continue to adjust, the loss of the state comes from the pressure in life, the pressure can not be removed for a while, and even with the start of the garden will be bigger and bigger, plus the arm that has not improved...... I really wish I had a big heart, or I didn't have a heart or lungs, at least I wouldn't live too melancholy. (To be continued......)